Therefore,

'But we do not have to think that human nature is perfect for us to still believe that the human condition can be perfected. We do not have to live in an idealized world to still reach for those ideals that will make it a better place.' - Obama

Narcissism

Yellow flower in the field

Monsters

layout by: eight-fishies
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Monday, October 29, 2007

11:54 PM

JIAYUN OFFICIALLY CAME BACK AROUND 6PM YESTERDAY.
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY :D

jiayun, thanks for the gum & the shirt, it's kinda big..but PERFECT [:

i still owe you something; give me time..

love you, with a bucket full of tear.

haha.

bernice, this post is for you, cos you requested for it & i'm in a really good mood today!!

jingyen, stop looking at me, it's starting to freak me out. lol, serious..

today's a nice day,

but not too perfect though.

IT RAINED!!!

LOVE RAIN <3

we did this jewellery making thingy, honestly, the outcome is satisfying & sweet.

but the work you do takes REALLY LOOOOOOONG TIME.

and your hands get really tired ]:

MY FINGER!!!

haha.

jiayun got it wrong like 2 times, poor girl..

PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE,

too bad, i haven't learned that yet.

lol.

crept out of classroom at 10.50am and went to socialise/ help en ning, bernice, candace, peixing, the weirdo (i don't know her name) and natalie.

candace, hope you have a nice time fidling with your outcome.

I WILL NEVER EVER BE A TEACHER!

NEVER!

COS IT'S ANNOYING WHEN EVERYONE ASKS FOR YOUR HELP AT THE SAME TIME.

yea, that's it..although it's kinda normal :D

the guys had touch rugby, saw the 6B guys running up and down and up and down and up and down, lol.

HAVE FUN, GUYS.

listening to Nothing To Lose, Billy Talent.

IT'S REALLY NICE!!!

it's a sad, emo song..sobsob.

lol.

shit, the guy just screamed like a gay o.O

HE'S A COOL GAY <3

Stairway to Heaven, really sad Korean Drama.
look forward to start watching it.

woke up at 5am to use comp, i decided not to.
I WAS SLEEPY, OKAY..

so i slept and woke up at 6.45am..

jiayun, really happy you're back!!

eyes.

love you much more than ever <3

stay with me now; don't go.

keep in touch; i promise i will.

PROMISE.

Mused

8:21 AM

I'M SO HAPPY!
JIAYUN'S BACK FROM HK!
MISS HER SO MUCH!!!
SO MUCH!
now you get it.

post tmr morning [:
mum's chasing me off..

LOVE YOU, JIAYUN <3
YOU'RE FINALLY BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3
er, one more thing, yun..i tried really hard to be sociable..
heehee..
i really tried, k [:

Mused

Friday, October 26, 2007

12:17 AM

i love you <3
i love you <3
i love you <3

jingyen, don't like me.
cos you've gotta be happy [:
cos you suppose to be happy..

WE WON!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

sudden rush of happiness.
or is it moodswing?
haha.

I LOVE YOU <3

sweet sweet love.
can't wait for MONDAY!!
back to school; slackers parade.

[:

i didn't say anything..

venessa, [-censored-], you suck and i rock, just accept the fact.
and stop criticising bernice, cos jiayun, geraldine & myself are her 'protectors'.
and you better shut that trap of yours up.
and stop fighting a losing case, cos it makes you seem stoopid.
and at least argue with more CLASS.
not like some loser from some random gang alley.
wait, do'u even have a gang?
NO.
you've got..hmm..YOURSELF & YOURSELF & YOURSELF.
aww, so sad, sucker.
SO STOP CRITICISING MY FRIEND!
FYI, NORMAL PPL WOULDN'T LIKE IT WHEN JIAYUN & MYSELF HATE THEM.
BUT..YOU'RE NOT NORMAL, THAT'S THE PROBLEM.

jiayun, you know, communicating with bitches is not so healthy, but..it's sweet!
you know what i mean..
*wink*

moral of everything: don't let jiayun & i hate you [: & NOBODY MESSES WITH MY FRIENDS!

will try to post tonight if anything's the matter!
ta's!

Mused

Thursday, October 25, 2007

7:24 AM

today was a perfect day [:
my type of day!!!!!!!!
muacks!

morning; science center.
Quincy was tagging along with jiayun & i.
he said that the cockroaches were..erm..chubby.
rightt.
CHUBBY!
not. not. not.
they are ugly insects, not like spiders, they look better.

went to watch a movie about hurricane katrina.
it was nice, but i was kinda giddy after that and felt like puking, but it subsided. (for me, not jiayun)

after that, we had a lecture.
I HATE LECTURES!
all types.
jiayun complained of a headache, so she got to leave.
NOT FAIR ]:
she came back 15min later; SLACKER.
i'm so guai (:
i got scolded by a GEP teacher cos i was stamping my foot and complaining about the lecture.
hmph.
jiayun, you're one lucky nutt.
the lecture guy got kinda piss cos he didn't know how to get our attention, so he asked the ppl who were not interested to leave.
russell left, followed by quincy.
but..shit, they went to the gents.

tonight, the best-est night ever <3>joeline, you'll grow..i hope..

we scored 1 :D
YAY!
1..don't laugh, k..
it's a very good thing.
the teachers scored..hmm..5 or 6?
yea, we lost..
-.-

i was WET.
literally WET.
WET.
WET.
my hair was WET.
my back was WET.
my erm..face was WET.

oh, man..i'm a sport's person, i've got to learn to appreciate being wet and sticky.

6G WON FOR CAPTAIN'S BALL [:
6B; FOR SOCCER <3

6G & 6B <3
yay..

the food was fine.
eugene gave me a stick of marshmallows.
not barbequed ]:
hey had satays, chicken wings, bread thingy, otahs and blah more to blah about.

katherine = gut-less
hello, just talk to bitchell! what's the biggie?

i kinda asked quincy to grab a drink from isaac for me,
cos isaac was carrying 2 cups.
but, just as he did,
this GEP guy, smashed into isaac and his drink spilt.
hee, sorry.
so i requested for quincy to..you know..return the drink.

YOU BAD GEP-ER GUY!!
BANG INTO SOMEONE YOUR OWN..ERM..HOUSE!

the guys played soccer in the dark.
how do'u see?
i saw a flying moon..
or was it a ball?
lol.

joan, yukiko, eleesa and my darling, jiayun were..singing..
rightt.
singing.
i won't rate the music though, you wouldn't want to know :D

the big guy from 6B is a really friendly guy.
i forgot his name, sry guy.
he's called 'Big Guy'..to me.
haha.

isaac got smashed by the ball.
he injured his..eye.
i freaked out when edgar said, 'HIS EYEBALL! HIS EYEBALL!'
edgar!!!!
he kinda scratched somewhere near his eye.
it's really really freaky.

isaac, you're okay, right?
i hope you are..
he lay on the track.
DEAD YET?
lol, kidding.

sad guy,
hope he's fine.

and i went home,
without a g'nite/ bye to him.
i regret it.
you know i do.
and one splendid thing.
WE TALKED!!!
WOOTS!
FINALLY [:

forgot to write that he congratulated me and so did many other ppl.
THANKIES!
i like feeling happy <3
congrats again to the 6B players!
yea, so that's all for today.
long post.
no hate post.
aww, jiayun, don't be sad.. we're the 'protectors'.
LOL.

just you and me tonight,
under the sky.
hold my hand and never let go;
i don't want you to,
cos i love you.
g'nite!

Mused

Saturday, October 20, 2007

4:01 AM

i'm so happy today :D
not really, just trying to sound good.

woke up at 10 today, tuition was at 10.30
BAD START.

someone tell me how to love.
i forgot.
i only know my best-est friend is Barney and he has swings at home <3
still in love with swings.
i asked my mum to built one at home...
she rolled her eyes. she learnt how to roll her eyes through me.
sweet?
erps.

bernice, don't get me anything.
i got you something cos i was kinda free..
and i thought maybe you'll like it..
somehow..

jiayun & yukiko & eleesa & swings, i miss you guys. ALOT.

jiayun, post, k.. and i still owe you a present. i didn't forget [:

barney, sit next to me, okay?

i'm trying so hard to be happy..
nobody seems to be posting.
i want someone to talk to,
and sit the swings with me.
but he's gone.
he made me disappear, why?
didn't he know that i cared?
that was past tense, just to remind you.

i used to like see-saws,
don't you know, ppl change.
i like swings now.
you can't change me.
i can't love and hate and love again.
i tried. i can't.
a kiss is a kiss,
a sigh is a sigh.
don't make anymore illusions.
i've made up my mind.

Mused

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

5:50 PM

continued...

our longkang tour guide, wee sheng, was a really (short) nice chap.
was really fun, except for the smell and gooey stuff.

lol, junhao was playing with his lunch.
"splat! splat! it's so gooey!! splat!"
lol.
in the end, he freaked himself out;
he didn't eat the rest of it.
haha.

we watched high school musical.
IN CHINESE (minority of it)
lol, SUPER FREAKY.
*wo de gege, rui en*
lol

swing swing swing swing swing <3

LOL.
love the sings to my hearts contents!
but i felt like puking after that :D
whatever, i still LOVE the swings.

BBQ was 'fragrant'.
had a really nice time crapping.

in all, I LOVE THE SWINGS <3
and everything.

thanks for everything, jingyen.
you could bring the swings to my house,
if you don't mind :D

we pranked called losers.
ABC & XYZ.
ABC hung up on me ]:
BAD GUY.
SHHHH.

we were on the swing and the guys were playing soccer.
yiyun, jiayun and myself were like confessing when we used to like jingyen, like in p4, p5..
HE FREAKED OUT !!
yay! lol

wonder what you ppl did when i left.
left the earliest, sob.
miss me!

Weesheng dropped his sushi on the floor when jiayun whacked his hand.
LOSER!
lol.

name: weesheng-- shitti/ siti
job: maid
monthly salary: $1
employer: jiayun (i think he got fired..)
pet: high tech monkey/ maria :D

maria: phone & bill sponsered buy M1.
house: forest
calls by: network range in the forest (if there's even any..)

these are the shows that WE love <3
bananas in pajamas
teletubbies
barney and friends

crappy, but sweet!

yesterday, was a bad day.
GUESS WHAT?
ISAAC CAME BACK FROM MALAYSIA ON MON NIGHT!
wow?
...
don't wanna talk about it.
just trying to be happy this hols' and be filled with myself & swings <3

jy, thanks for everything again [:

swing swing swing swing swing swing swing <3

SWING <3

~~heartache. heartbreak.~~
it'll soon happen again.
will it? or not..
if only you'd just disappear forever.
~~don't look back.~~
~~it'll only hurt you.~~

Mused

6:28 AM

today was a fabulous day.
went to jingyen's place.

I LOVE THE SWINGS THERE <3

they are very lovely.
VERY.
we had the ribbon shaped spaghetti for lunch.
went to the longkang (twice) and playground (didn't do anything there, just went there and went to longkang).

the longkang was a very 'aromatic' experience with weesheng as our tour guide.

to be continued...
(sry, no time.)

jingyen, I LOVE THE SWINGS <3

Mused

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

12:19 AM

baka.
stop talking to me about baka-s.
STOP IT.
it'll pass.
hopefully.
and it'll die away.

jingyen, you're a great guy <3

~~all bastards!~~
~~"BANG"~~
~~and you die.~~
~~JUST YOU.~~

Mused

Saturday, October 13, 2007

3:25 AM

i hate you.
big time.

Mused

2:21 AM

jiayun, this post to for YOU.
cos you asked me to post it.
HMPH!
it's going to take like half and hour, JUSR FOR YOU!!
lol.

went to vivo with jiayun, yiyun, eleesa and tong on thur.
watched mr. woodcock.
it's normal, but i felt that it was kinda longwinded and boring; kind of.
after the movie, jiayun & i spent an hour walking around the 1st, 2nd and 3rd levels of Vivo.
we didn't know how to get to the basement.

i know, very stupid. don't need to say.

i bought natalie this pig thingy.
and myself a handphone pouch.
and clare a keychain.

yesterday was clare's and natalie's birthday; they had parties.
sry, couldn't make it.

my sis made dinner yesterday!
she made cold soup and cold rice :/
the soup was erm, unique, yes..UNIQUE.
and acquired taste.
the cold rice was normal.
she put 4 eggs in!!!
HIGH CHOLESTEROL!

we went to SC too!
super fun..
so bad yun wasn't there to share the 'JOY' with me.
she was sick, in bed..
but somehow she didn't seem to be sick when we were at the movies :D

you know, i was really happy when you were there, the last guy in the row.
but, yea..it's all a fake.
too bad, my happiness couldn't last.
too bad for me that i met a bastard.
P/S you act really well, did anyone tell you that before?

SUCKER.

yesterday was a bad day.
don't want to elaborate too much about it.
but, my darling, jiayun was there to supoprt me <3

it's about time i make a decision.
and you'll disappear,
just like how you made me.
i'm a magician, remember?
B is for Bastard, that's what you are.
i love the fact that i'm hating you <3
don't you admire my love for you?
fcuk you.

Mused

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

5:39 AM

today's the first day of the after-PSLE mood.
IT'S REALLY HORRIBLE!
i was super duper uber zuber bored today.
SERIOUSLY, IT'S REALLY BORING.

we're going to snow city tmr!!!
i'm SO excited, man. (not)
can we do something else, like sit at island creamery and feast on some really nice creamy ice-cream?
gelatos?

bernice, thanks so much for trying. i really appreciate it [:

and liling, i must be very direct with you, since i'm a very stright-forward person:
THE WHOLE BLODDY WORLD KNOWS THAT YOU HAVE A BLOG, DAMN IT!
YOU CAN'T FOOL ME!
I'M NOT A BLODDY NOOB LIKE YOU!
I'M SO SORRY TO HAVE INSULTED YOU, BUT I'M REALLY MAD!
SO WHAT'S YOUR NEXT STEP, HUH?
DELETE YOUR NEWLY PASSWORD PROTECTED BLOG AND SAY THAT I MISUNDERSTOOD YOU?
SO I LOOK/ SEEM SO STUPID TO YOU?
WHAT DO YOU TAKE ME FOR?
A SUCKER? A NOOB? OR A FOOL?
I'M NOT DENSE, YOUNG'IN!
EVEN IF YOUR LIFE MISSION IS TO SCREW UP MY LIFE, I THINK YOU SHOULD FORGET ABOUT IT, COS YOU KNOW YOU'LL FAIL MISERABLY.
YOU KNOW IT!

okay, short, sweet and simple.
dane!
i ~~hate~~ dislike (my parents don't allow me to use the word 'hate'. lol) people who think their super smart behind my back and they act like so annoyingly blur when i talk to them.
i'm not dumb!
i did a Rubix cube for blue colour today!
that's a great improvement :D
i couldn't be bothered to do the rest.
jiayun, yiyun and myself were walking along the corridors, waiting to see anyone, wanting some exciting thing to happen.
i wonder what exciting stuff we were thinking about.
lol.
so we just walked and walked and walked
we saw mr lim, but he refused to give us a lollipop.
i'm falling crazy in love with lollipops again!
i love it!

was really restless today, so i started kicking tables and chairs around,
until i caught yang staring at me.
oops!
haha.
i thought there was going to have lots of fun after PSLE.
I WAS WRROOOONNGGGGG.
so p5s, don't expect too much after your PSLE.

jingyen just called.
he's bored.
so he calls me.
RIGHT.

[:

my sis said my mum read my blog.
okay..
OKAY...
OH, NO!!
lol.

tata.
jiayun, miss you..
i'm not les :D

Mused

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

5:40 AM

PSLE ends today :D
i'm really really really really really happy!!
thur: movie
fri: birthday party.

i had a really hard time trying to buy a preasent at Funan, all they sell is like comps and labtops..
don't feel like blogging.
just had my piano class; I HATE THEORY!!

bye!

P/S i love you too and thanks so much <3

Mused

Friday, October 05, 2007

psle 6:45 AM

ENGLISH.
MATHEMATICS.
CHINESE.
SCIENCE.
HIGHER CHINESE.

2 MORE HURDLES TO CLEAR, PEOPLE.
(OR RATHER 1 FOR SOME PEOPLE.)
WE'LL WORK TOGETHER AND..
AND..
AND ACHIEVE OUR GOALS!
ALL THE BEST!
GOD BLESS.

SLEEP EARLY!

Mused