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Friday, February 29, 2008
7:55 AM
i'm really happy today, tell me why..i don't know either. AHHHH! I LOVE YOU <3 Tuesday, February 26, 2008
2:50 AM
 she mended the broken pieces, she would cover the gaps. she'll smile like she never cried, but remember the end. i'm a mirror that you broke, you're a reflection that i hated. only visible to the naked eye, the little tilt of her mouth; downwards, when she tried to smile. she tried to laugh, to fit it, but found herself crying. it's the point of time when you stumble & wish to stay there, just to make the past come back. she doesn't need to, yet she wants to. 2:36 AM
i'm going crazy! i screwed up 100m yesterday cos the track was like -[censored]- & i slipped at the starting & it's not my fault at all ]: & i'm editing my geog report for the 4th time & it's pissing me off. tmr's eng exam; SA. & i've got to hand-in geog PT (Performane Task/ Project) by tmr. & i've got training tmr as well. nownow, you see all the tmrs. it's bad, very bad indeed. & coach wants to have training after school training tmr. my class is currently deciding on a class-T, i think it'll me grey. COS I WANT IT GREY <3 muahahahha, lol. tmr's also the trials for SGH Relay, don't ask me what SGH stands for, I DON'T KNOW EITHER -.- but i've ran it already last week, that tmr isn't counted, but it still IS! (in a way) i'm suppose to be studying for English ]: i don't see why people think RGS girls are snobs/nerds. cos i'm not one, as in, do i sounds like a nerd to you O_o say yes & i'll slap you! & i'm not a snob either, cos snobs brag about how great their school is, but so far, in this post, i've got one thing to say about the school, THE TRACK SUCKS! BIG TIME! so, this proves that not ALL rgs girls are snobs/nerds :D damn, i really can't study anymore, unless i finish dinner, but my dad ain't home & i have no dinner. so that = i'm cam't study [: haha! i'm going to eat chocolate <3 ta's! they don't get deep to me 12:32 AM
ilu<3 Monday, February 25, 2008
5:07 AM
i wonder where i'll be, sitting under the umbrella tree. will you protect me from the cold, from the wind? maybe you should leave me as i am, wondering where i'll be. i'll wonder the streets & fly over buildings & land wherever as i please. i don't care anymore, dude! Friday, February 22, 2008
10:18 PM
i saw quincy & friend & JINGMING, still remember him? on friday at CCAB. jingming's in jurong sec, he's still rather..short ;D friend grew taller, currently 1.49m. quincy is still the same, he thought i was in netball cos there was a competition on that day. how i wish i was! talked to friend, he's still a nice cute-sy face guy, haha! when i got home, my mum was angry with me, i forgot why & i felt so...alone, cos of friend. it's like just one person affects everything. & i wanted so much for all the trackers to get together again; i was desperate! i felt as if i needed help when i didn't. i need the people who were once there for me, fishing at the kelong, getting sunburns together, playing with the waves... it's really facing everything together; literally. tough trainings before Nationals', out on a movie together, shouting, not across the corridors, but from different blocks in school just to say HI! & act kinda retarded, running around before training, staying in the library until the librarian came to chase us out.. it's the itsy-bitsy things that form the meaning of life! i love my friends. the RJ rugby is super rough. wait, anyone who plays rugby is rough in the game. they just tackle you & push you onto the ground O_O guess what we did for house prac training, today? -smirk- warm-up, crouch start, 100m, cool-down. HAHAHA. we took 3 hours just for that :D SO COOOOOL! i haven't found a someone yet, yun.. so you're still the only bestie..HAPPY? haha [: ta's! why should i care? you weren't there when i was scared. Thursday, February 21, 2008
12:29 AM
i didn't buy the shoelaces today ]: HMPH! tmr <33 pink, black & yellow, maybe orange :D Wednesday, February 20, 2008
7:19 AM
training today: we did time trial for 100m & 200m, skipped 200m. 100m, did wonderfully shooty. we've been doing strides for as long as i can remember & sprinting? i don't remember. than 150m x 3 stride. lalala. super HOT today. i was dehydrating & started talking about corpses lying on the grass, not decomposing, cos there's no moisture. there ain't any water coolers there except for 100 plus machines. & yellow is out of stock ]: so i bought orange..hmph! math SA today. i've minused 8.5 marks T.T cross my fingers, hope to die, stick a needle in my eye, lol..i read that from a book :D i haven't been shutting the class up, lol..i just realised that is what 'm suppose to do /: super big paper airplanes flying around = FUN :D oh, played with the sprinklers during training today..AGAIN <3 so fun! so fun! ta's! i didn't know you were a stranger to me. Monday, February 18, 2008
5:47 AM
i thought of what would happen if i stabbed myself, lol..no, i'm not emo -.- 1. it would hurt, ALOT! 2. people will cry, cos too many people love me <3 3. what will happen to the money in my bank? 4. i haven't written my will yet, haha! 5. i can't say ilu again ]: training today. HAPPINESS! no, not training, i'm really happy today..woke up on the right side, i guess. nah, it's cos i was infected by you! TMR'S TUESDAY! rest day :D wed = math SA i just realise that i'm so aggitated because i'm jealous, HAHA! aint' telling you why, i'm still a kid, that's why [: I LOVE MARY JANE <33 ahhhh, THE SONG! it's the 3rd time i'm listening to it now! i'm expecting a message. there's always a someone to brighten up your day... like...BLINGBLING, so bright! haha. but there're always clouds & such to burst your bubble, but bubbles don't come one-by-one, they come; ALOT! lol. SO THERE WILL BE HAPPINESS! but there're DARK clouds too. [lol] they're harder to get rid of, they make it rain & you ain't got bubbles left.. they scar you. they make you look away & see CLOUDS; oh, the greyness! but, yea..it's scary to look at them. SO DON'T LOOK AT THEM, LOOK AT ME! haha! you know when you think of the day you die, it'll come to me naturally to think of who would shed the most tears, who would be the most affected. it never occured to me that the person would be anyone related to me..mum, dad, siblings, grandparents, aunts, uncles? NAH! it'll be the person that has appreciated me as a friend the most, the person that i have influnced & affected most [: & that'll be....idon'tknow. it'll be cool if i could know who that person is... 4th time listening to mary jane <333 i'm touched today, very touched.. very happy; you made my day, THANK YOU! ta's! didn't think that i would feel this way, untill i saw your smile. Saturday, February 16, 2008
6:19 AM
house prac today. coach, didn't go for training today. i figured that saying sorry would be meaningless, cos i wouldn't mean it. i asked my mum why everyone was so fake. you don't know my definition of fake, LOL. her reply? 'that's what i've been trying to tell you all the time -.-' 'people are usually not straightforward.' 'you can't find best-est friends in just 2 months...' I AGREE! first year i met jiayun, she was super noob :D cos she really was super guai & stuff. second year i met jiayun, she became more lively :D & WASN'T GUAI ANYMORE!!! lol. muscleache. ta's! bastodious bastard. Friday, February 15, 2008
5:01 AM
i guess i'm satisfied. i don't need you. i'm satisfied not as one, but as two; jiayun & i. i've figured why jiayun's great. cos she argues with me when she's not happy, she understands even if she doesn't, she'll get it sooner or later, she flicks your hand off when you try to hold hers, she stretches out both hands pulls you up when you don't feel like going on. she's really sarcastic. she tells you the truth, wether you like it or not. she doesn't tell you what your crush said to her, just to leave you in suspense & agony; she'll watch you & start laughing. she'll sit beside you & we'll start laughing. we can't stand each other cos we can't stop laughing. she likes to make herself feel sad & i'd say she's retarded. it's the stupidness that bonds people. the stupidness of two young minds. that's why, two makes the perfect clique! yea, just two-- no more than that. 3:56 AM
iscrewedup. iscrewedup!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ican'tstandit.ican'tstanditonebit. ihateit! ifyoudon'tlikestickywordsyoucanscramforallicare,cosidon'tcare&it'snotlikei'mforcingyoutoreadmypost.youcango pukeforallicare! i want to go forward, i can't. it's so..loser, lousy, incapable, fool, idiot, not fit to be who you are. i want to go, i really want to go forward! i can't take it anymore. it sucks! it sucks! it sucks! it sucks! it sucks! training, 6 x 2 x 40m sprint.. 6 x 200m stride. a failure, 4 x 200m stride. a failure. i can't even complete a proper set. i can't! i used to enjoy training so much, it was fun. even if it was tiring, we did everything together, as a team. trainings now, are about individuality.. i'm not a confident person. i need back-up. i can't decide. i can't make the right choices all the time. but for once, may i choose what i'd like to do, please? i would like to sprint, & just to sprint & you'll leave me alone to sprint. i thought i wouldn't need friends, cos they were just people who made your life either more complicated or...they 'entertain' you, they help to take time to care. & i use to think that friends were not like chess peices, you've got to take note of every single detail, expression, feelings; to understand. & all this while i've tried, what do i get? WHAT DO I GET? you could disappear & i would call. i could leave & maybe you wouldn't notice. i'm not asking for the action. it's the thought that counts.. i'm selfish, aren't i? yes? STOP READING & GET THE F OUT OF MY BLOG. don't think of coming back again, -[censored]-! if i'm selfish than you don't know me. at all. ' friends forever ' can you please stop talking shit langauage to me? i don't understand them. i only know these kinda people say words just to please themselves. i'm not impressed by false modesty, i detest it. you must tell me, are you a -[censored]-, bastard, liar, -[censored]-, poser, loser, idiot, freak or a backstabber? what do these words make you people? these words make you into who you aren't? dirty liars.. my throat hurts, my back aches, my legs are tired, i don't even feel like walking up the stairs, the back of my neck aches. i'm not a tracker. i'm not a chesser. can i be someone normal that blends in today? just for today. i don't need to know that my stamina sucks, i'm not training enough, the angle of my arms are wrong, my body posture is not correct, i'm leaning too far backwards when i run, i've got to push myself a little bit more. i'm tired of all the questions, 'you're in track & field?' 'you've got training today?' 'do'u like track & field?' 'you must be damn pro la, right?' 'how are you coping?' 'is track & field fun?' STOP ASKING!!!! for once....let be breathe can? you don't have to impress anyone, just help (them)- matt. it's not about impressing them, it's about how you feel. you can try your best to help & get yourself in shit, but who cares, matt? who cares? nobody. & i can't accept that, i choose not to believe that no one cares, I CAN'T ACCEPT IT. my throat was super hot, cos you run..& run..& you breathe super hard. & the back of my neck starting feeling damn hot too. super hot. i couldn't eat dinner properly. had to eat real slowly. & it sucked. edited/ dear -[censored]-, i hate you, -[censored]- Thursday, February 14, 2008
5:26 AM
BIO, LIT, GEOG! BIO, LIT, GEOG! BIOLITGEOG! BIOLITGEOG! stupid... math exam next wed.. geog is insane. bio takes lots of time. lit is..i can't find the right source of information. & it's driving me nutts. cotton candy flavoured bubblegum is starting to annoy me cos it's starting to stink. i've been smelling it ever since i've came home -____- SO STRESS! SO STRESS!!! that's what i've been saying for the last 30min & i end up breathing & shutting myself up, otherwsie nothing'll be done ]: pisspissypiss. why was this story written? (purpose & intended audience) Flowers For Algernon. IDON'TLIKEYOUATALL,YOUSTUPIDANNOYINGQUESTION,JUSTWAITFORTHEDAYISOLVEYOU!!&YOU'LLREGRETYOUEVENEXIST! &i'mscrewinguponmathnow&that'ssodepressing! soannoying!sobullshitty! I FOUND IT, OH YEA! I FOUND IT, OH YEA! I'M SEXY, OH YES! I'M SMART, LIKE DUH! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! i still smell it!! the bubblegum ]: i'm going for coach's training tmr! (nat says he says we're going to do relay!) & hopefully, i stop thinking too much or i'll start crying again -.- I just realised that i cry kinda easily, that's bad.. VERY BAD. oh, i almost forgot! happy valentines day, peeps! my sister got lots of chocolates & sweets & such. my other sister got flowers & chocolates. i got 2 ferrero rochers & 2 loser sweets ]: NOT FAIR. my sister came home with loads of stuff & she dumper everything on the table, IN FRONT OF ME!! hmph. valentines day seems to be a pretty big issue in rg.. & it's pretty scary. i go a comment from a classmate that i always look scary in the morning, lol. i ain't a morning person. & another classmate, i was too serious in the morning. serious = stare? i didn't know that... last year's valentine's day was really fun. coach was telling us the day before why we shouldn't give fake flowers cos it was meaningless &...F-A-K-E, lol. & the next day, all the -whatdidwecallthem?- bitches? lol..they were each holding a clothed rose in their hands & all the track girls were laughing our heads off :D & jiayun was making a last-minute card (she had to ask eleesa to make one), shan't talk about myself, LOL. yukiko was filled with her darling..was it edgar or hongxiang or nat then? HAHA. eleesa had her own 'class affairs' -smirksmirk- it was really fun last year [: damn it, i remembered i got a lecture from jiayun last year for sending a gift, you could say..to the wrong person, lol. & we were arguing over it, for days. HAHA, so amusing! today i gave a heart to jingwen. don't worry, jiayun, it wasn't MY heart, it was A heart. it's so scary, you're so emo..what if you suddenly go slashslashslash? UH-OH O_O i <3 u, yun.. that's what jingyen sent me. i <3 u. & i said i liked the <3.. haha! ta's! possibilities that make you seem existent to me. Wednesday, February 13, 2008
5:36 AM
MY BACK HURTS! it's not backache...it seriously hurts this time. [& it ain't an excuse for pon-ing training either -.-] it hurts!! since this morning ]: training was the same as Mon, 120m x 3 x 2.. i kenna-ed 'scolded' by eleesa [elle is not nice anymore..] cos i couldn't stop laughing when we were running the Straight. & Rachel started laughing too. 1st time: eleesa 'EYY! WAIT FOR ME! OI! RACHEL!!' [rachel cut her lane cos i started laughing & she started laughing] &&&& i started shit-ting, NOT SHITTING! & the seniors were laughing -.- cos i was like, 'SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! STOP LAUGHING! SHIIIITTT!!' i think the coach was staring at me ]: 2nd time: I DIDN'T LAUGH :D 3rd time: RACHEL FOUL STARTED [hmph! cheapo!] & eleesa was behind, 'OI!!' & i laughed again, LOL. make sure nobody's making talking when i'm running, it's either as noisy as Nationals' or..SILENCE [let the dead speak..lol, that's random!] -5 min break- oh, yea..there was this baby eel in the longkang & loser thingys [as i called them] & tadpoles [according to rachel] &&&...umm, fishes! super amazing; rachel just stares at them. LIKE HOW I DID WHEN I WAS YOUNG!! haha.. 4th time: there were two yellow colour people on eleesa's & rachel. & somehow i started laughing after i said excuse me.. 5th time: yukiko was being EXTRA [: said something like, 'GO ELEESA!' & me, also so extra, shouted, 'WHAT ABOUT MEEEE??' 6th time: IDIDN'TLAUGH:D the yellow colour people were from Victoria Junior College & there were red colour people tooo! they're from ChongCheng Sec. & we, are the...white & black & blue people, lol, i was the only one wearing blue FBTS ]: yes! i'm unique & special & outstanding! NO HARM BOOSTING MY EGO A LITTLE BIT MORE [: & my back really hurts T.T my eldest sister's trying to make an origami rose, too bad she can't X: muahahahhaha! Jiayun aka Jaslyn, my Valentine, i'm sorry i wouldn't be able to make it for our date tomorrow; tuition. & exams are coming TOOO! & i'm finally a guaikia! we'll have to postpone out date...MANY APOLOGIES. love you, sweet Valentine <3 yea, OUR almostPERFECT DATE :D i ain't lesbo -_______- the cat stretch won't work for my back cos it's for the upper back, but mine's at the bottom left..don't worry, not my butt...lol. i feel so bad ]: i'm so sorry!!!!!!!! the class decor is doing fine, after we've pucked out all the random pieces of paper on the wall..lol. today's seriously W-E-I-R-D! it's like when every little bit of thing happenED, i was like, i did this in primary school & we were laughing our heads off & the story of that incident is just remembered. & it's freaky! cos it was for more than one thing.. talked about trainings in HwaChong, about the tree, in which we always slacked at.. where there was alot of shitty stuff on the ground & the leaves would drop when the wind blew. the only shade we had on the other end of the track & we'd all sit there & stone. & when we do the run 100m & walk 100m, jiayun would always sit there & say, 'REST FOR AWHILE!' 'A LITTLE BIT LONGER...PLEASE?' haha. it's kinda suprising we did well for Nationals' when we seemed to have slacked ALOT! we'd sit @ the other tree, on the top of the stairs & take 30min to do our stretch & coach would be screaming from the bottom asking how long we were going to take. & we would keep talking & talking.. & coach would be so stress..haha! i wanted to tell you i was laughing so hard during training. i wanted to say, 'Nah, i wasn't scolded!' when i ended up saying, 'K'. i wanted you to know that i was snacking in class, my shoelaces from my spikes kept untying by itself. i wanted to tell you i failed my math test, i scored 4/11 & -3 marks for 3 loser statements i didn't write, if not, i would have pass. i wanted to tell you how retarded my friends are & how one by one they're flying away. i wanted to hear a, 'Take care, it's okay!' i wanted to know so much more! & than i would wish i'd never known you better before; rather strangers that stare then friends that smile. Tuesday, February 12, 2008
4:43 AM
you're gone for good; i guess. don't worry, i'll smile like i've always did. we'll never be back again, back to where i felt everything. back to the time i started running around the school, just so i'll manage to smile to myself again. tape-recorders, i'll play & replay it until i'm satisfied; until i've seen every detail, every blink. will you come back? today? tomorrow? or maybe the day after that? 4:16 AM
i still think ManU rocks :D & i know you think the same TOOOO! jiayun's being lame with me..HAHA! weirdO, OreO. yea, i ate peanut butter & don'tknowwhat oreo today! jus finished revising my math, exam next wed ]: training @ Kallang tmr A-G-A-I-N.. beside the National Stadium there is a super random track & a few tennis courts. they just PLONK-ED! down onto that empty plot of land & there's no shelter there; just this room where this guy sits in & toilets. WOW -.- i love sprints <3 it's so much different from the super annoying endurance training & circuits. YOU'VE GOT ENOUGH REST TIME & YOU JUST KEEP GOING :D & i'm hoping we're sprinting tmr again! & the track @ Kallang makes you thirsty; VERY! damn tired this morning, manage to catch 10min in school for sleeping [: until i had to go & take attendance o_o &&& my class kenna-ed book today :D want to know why? . . . . . WE DIDN'T CLOSE THE DOOOOOOOR..oh, wow, man...that's serious!! OOOOHHHH. but not to worry, we're not the only ones, ELLE'S CLASS GOT BOOKED TOO! yea, by my english teacher for the closing the dooooor TOOOOO! & the air-con was on; that's why & she started talking about taxpayers money... we kenna-ed scolded by Bio teacher too, cos the class decor was too shitty. our theme's candyland, I DIDN'T OPT FOR THAT, OKAY ]: so it's like you draw something & randomly stick it on the walls as you walk by. THAT'S HOW IT LOOKED LIKE. so it's shitty, yea! oh, we also kenna-ed scolded by Lit teacher cos we were late, so she started showing us blacck face. BUT SHE WAS FINE AFTER THAT [: i haven't made/created my animal yet. we're suppose to make an animal for our bio thingy, 15%. MINE'S A DAMN COOL PLANT. it's jumps around & it looks like some kinda t-rexish plant; thorns & a scary looking look-a-like eye. SO I NEED TO MAKE IT -.- by...this month. i think i've got a sore throat cos i ate too much. ta's! you make me laugh. Monday, February 11, 2008
7:08 AM
I AM PISSED. COS MY POST DISAPPEARED TWICE & I'M NOT GOING TO TYPE IT OUT AGAIN. I AM PISS AT MY PRINTER COS IT'S SO LAGGY & MY COMP COS IT'S ANNOYING ME! thanks boyboy :D take care of your bloddy eyeball, okee... I'M STILL PISS! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! night! bloody toots! 4:51 AM
i'm snitching on the comp while my sis's on the phone. JIAYUN, YOU'VE GOT ME, DON'T DIE! ilu! (i can't afford to go for funerals anymore ]:) Sunday, February 10, 2008
1:42 AM
Ahhhhh, I wanna watch Twilight, The Movie! it's not out yet, i guess... Saturday, February 09, 2008
11:46 PM
yesterday was a LOOOOOOOONG day. came back at 11.59pm, just nice! cos my dad didn't want to come home past midnight, LOL. there were 6 other kids @ the whoever's house. [i don't know anyone there, not even the owner -.-] & there were 2 dogs & one extra guy crawling around after them. [does that make hima dog too? LOL] & many other adults whom i have no idea who they are. when i got there i was O_O 'why so many people one?' partly cos we went there at 9pm, & it's like suddenly so bright, kids running around, adults laughing. scary! but the kids there are nice people...[yes, my sisters & i talked to them!! we're not anti-social like you! muahaha.] so today, woke up super early to go to church. & i'm really really sorry to say i fell asleep during the sermon cos i was tired, it was boring...but..i was seriously tired.. [it wasn't the boring-est sermon though] & i walked around the church before going back into the...hall. [is it called hall?] how windy it was outside, super super windy :D [ not to worry, my skirt didn't fly [: ] lol. & i'm still sleepy.. skirtskirtskirt. flyflyflyflyflyfly. ARGH! yea, there was this van park near my house. it said "drink & drive, wine without alcohol" my sisters & i were like, "isn't that called juice?" -.- LOL. ta's! see you no more. 4:24 AM
i can't stand my song. SO..i'm changing it again :D maybe you should appreciate me like how i appreciated everything about you. 3:55 AM
came back. going off later. i've got an hour to chill. it's hard to run with a puffy shirt, a fly-able skir & slippers. you can't attempt to skateboard, play frisbee/ ball with it. DON'T TRY. [cos i dumbo like myself just did.] i'm never ever going to wear fly-able skirts AGAIN. & it was really windy... &&&&&, my skirt...started flying T.T i've got to STOP eating. i've got to stop thinking of you. [instead, spent more time thinking about M-Y-S-E-L-F] yea, that's my new year's resolution :D my mum's falling in love with pictionary. & that's damn funny. cos she always loses X: ta's! I've been trying so hard not to turn around because i know you'd be standing there, waiting for me. Stop waiting, stop waiting for me! even if i really need you... Friday, February 08, 2008
6:42 PM
oh, i dreamt i saw katherine & i waved at her, but it wasn't her. damn it, didn't even give her a call.. when will she be back ?? ? 6:19 PM
i woke up at 9.30 :D THAT'S A MAJOR IMPROVEMENT compared to yesterday; 12... brb, i need ta visit a blog.. dane! i'm thinking of changing song.. can't decided which one. maybe not... it's strange when you start missing people who you dislike so much, i think it's gay.. VERY GAY. it's been a month & i haven't finish reading The Thirteenth Chapter. so annoying, couldn't sleep last night ]: i was thinking about so many things; track, people, school... & i was trying so hard to sleep ]: BUT I COULDN'T!!! i tried looking at the clock, but it was too dark. it somehow didn't occur to me to turn the lights on. [i was half-dead, okay -.-] oh, & i realised that..i'm afraid of the dark. not exactly the dark, but the darkdarkdark. yesterday, EVERYONE was sleeping, the house was so freakingly B-L-A-C-K! & i didn't want to turn the lights in my room on, cos my sister would turn hysterical. & I STARTED FREAKING OUT ]: so i went to sleep :D but as i've said, i couldn't sleep... THIS IS SO DUMB! i'll be going to my mum's friends house. & another one at 9 tonight. oh, man..i'd rather stay home & eat.. HAHA! britney has a sad life. i chose to believe it's not her fault. ta's! i'll need to leave soon. keep smiling, keep trying. 12:13 AM
they say life is like a rollar-coaster. i doubt so. dumb, isn't it? i thought i saw you when i knew you were away. away in Korea. & i've tried so hard to close my eyes & pretend that you're gone; gone from me, gone for good. i've said i hated everything about you, who you are, what you are. but i long for something more. oh, the irony! Thursday, February 07, 2008
11:41 PM
happy new year, ya'll! yes, i'm one day late...shhhh! YESTERDAY, i ate & ate & ate. until i felt damn disgusted. but it was fun, saw my nephew (oh, man! i almost wrote niece) he's bigger & dao-er.. LOL. saw my one-year cousins..we see each other once a year. weird, isn't it? that's my family, i suppose. & no, i don't gamble. CNY EVE. I SAW JIAYUN <3 the joy; the 1st thing she asked me to do was to hold her bag -.- LOL. but, yea..I SAW HER :D do'u know the joy of seeing your bestie? NO, YOU DON'T. butido! saw many people. i just realise that most of the guys are in SJI. coooool. 6G'07 guys are still as crappy as ever. they sat under the sun for 30min cos they didn't know where to go O_O jiayun (yes, IT'S JIAYUN <3), yukiko, joan & myself went to have ice-cream @ island creamary. (creamery?) yukiko, as usual, the loser, bought Tiger Sorbet. she didn't know it was tiger bear..ahaha! jiayun was showing me her mitchell smses. he was in school tooo! & he dao-ed me ]: wait, he ALMOST dao-ed me [: ohohoh! jiayun went, "do'u think the oranges there are for free?" & she pointed to those at the..counter? cashier?...does with the apples.. r-a-n-d-o-m. liwei, this 6H'07 guy.. i knew him cos both of us were always walking around in school & we happened to keep-seeing each other. WE DROPPED AN ORANGE FROM 2ND FLOOR [: it's really nice, okay! it split into TWO! so next year, we're gonna drop 2 oranges & the following year 3..etc. the joy of dropping oranges <3 jiayun felt like eating oranges, so we had to ask for 2 from the general office. SO RETARDED. saw the girls too! they are still the same. SAMESAMESAME! girls as in..the 6g non-track girls. i really had fun. everyone was back. it's like back to P6. & i love P6. you don't need a qualification to be a best friend, cos besties come from what's in you & me. it doesn't matter if you bore people out or be jealous cos of other friends, cos that's what people like about you, or that's the normal jiayun reaction [: don't worry, you're still the same. just like me [: if you can't find a friend, look harder, try harder. i remember, theday before graduation, i was scared. scared. scared. scared. cos i thought that once we all go to secondary school, everyone will disappear. & i'm the type of person that wants to remember EVERYONE. cos i think it's gonna be sad if..like, we lose touch. maybe it's because we're further, the rope is pulled; it's thinner. but it won't snap, because i chose to believe that iT won't. it's what you believe in that makes you want to remember, it's all up to you. haven't been blogging in a while. busy, yes..very! miss me, dudes & dudettes! ta's! Close your eyes & count to ten. |