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Saturday, May 31, 2008
tick-tock! 1:16 AM
oh, last training..joan said i smelt like a guy & zara agreed -.- mann, i can't help it that cheryl sprayed her..apple(?) fragrance-d deodorant on me when i already sprayed my own!! & i don't wanna smell like a guy ]: LOL. moral of the story: don't mix deodorants! & why deodorant? honestly, i don't exactly like the idea of deodorant cos it's weird! or so i think.. but it wouldn't be so nice to get into a bus & have everyone SMELL & STARE at you; kinda embarrassing, yea? that's why..DEODORANT! haha. anw, Thashi was telling us (in the toilet) how she & her mother didn't get to watch a NC16 movie... COS SHE LOOKED TOO YOUNG :D hahhahaha..damn loser!! she'll grow, i hope so X: & leia & friends were attempting to dao me/ trying their best to make me miserable ]: HAHA. but berenice started answering my questions! & here's a conversation between Denetta & YuJia 'i'm a vacuum cleaner, haha!' -sucks H20 up- 'YEA! YOU'RE A SUCKER :D' lol. maybe it's me, i get really amused easily.. i think people are bored of me & they're angry, cos i've taken them for granted..that's what i think. & I'm so sorry! & i still need to buy my sport's shoe! & i still hate the fact that i sweat really easily ]: natalie says that i'm a sweating machine -.- & she goes 'there's one more drop there, DRIPPING!!' !@#$%^&*()_+ LOL. sweat easily = shirt gets VERY wet easily = stink more! YEA! badbadbadbadbad... hee, i'm excited about the camp, i don't know why. i think it's abit abnormal of me to feel that way cos camps are suppose to be no biggies. & i don't dare to talk to people whom i've talked to for so long; recent thing. & it's PEOPLE, more than ONE person..let's see..it's actually 4 people ]: something's wrong with me! & i've quarrelled with 2 of my family members in less than a week, one of which is inclusive of fighting -.- how childish & petty is that? how sensitive can i be? VERY, EXTREMELY! that's bad.. ta's! bid farewell to time! 12:15 AM
'hey!' 'gotta go le.. c u around!~ keep in touch alright.?' 'heyy..' 'you are?' 'yi2 ge4 mo4 sheng1 ren2' soo, what do you do when you meet a stranger? LOL. anw, i've still got 2 more poems to look for. AHHHHHHHHHH! oh, tmr's sunday :D isn't it exciting? & then tuesday will come.. & i'll be off with peter pan & friends to Neverland! you know? a little confession... i'm terrified of twits ]: especially despo twits!! you log onto friendster & see your friend's friend's friend's friend's friend & you O_O AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! -shrieks- yea, stunned.. very! i was so guai today! maybe not today, but the morning, yes! I FINISHED MY LIT FA ALL MY MYSELF [: (big smile), yea..i did it after i got piss cos i couldn't find my pen ]: & i still can't find it! i'll go buy a new one ]: HMPH! i've got emotional attachments to my stationery, okayy!\ so..homework left:
it's so funny, so many people are getting married! at first, everybody starts dying & there're so many wakes to attend. then, people stop dying & start getting married.. & then what's next? a whole load of babies are 'emptied' in the hospital..& then the cycle repeats itself? O_O coooool! ooh, i had a dream! i dreamt that we had this sleepover camp & all the p6es were there. & we slept in this box thingy & JIAYUN WAS THERE! she was my..'box'mate [: ta's! prada prata! Thursday, May 29, 2008
10:05 PM
rightt, i'm currently getting pics into the comp. today's training was in the morning; 8 -10. it was kinda tiring ]: we did ciruit, something like that & (120 x 3) x 2.. super crappy. cooling down was kinda retarded cos i figured that skipping around would be more enjoyable :D & i loaded myself with water! it's either cold water tastes damn good, it's super hot or..i'm wrinkling up like a plant & i'm going to wither & die! i won't be going for coach's training later on & next week /: :D so, i'm sorry :D i can'r help smiling :D HAHAHAHA :D the thought of slacking it just so...WOAH! anw, i did 100 sit-ups & back extensions to replace today's training. whatever; if it's not enough..i'll, umm, do something about it :D i'll be gone tonight, lol..i mean, i'll be out! &&&..there's this really cool caller 64646465 :P haha, whoever she is [: ta's! couldn't figure it out. 6:38 AM
'i hate you!' 'dude, only kids say that.' 6:17 AM
hello! i've got training tmr morning, so i'll have to wake up earlyyy ]: today, today... was pretty boring, even i don't have much to post about. had tuition. last night :D we had track dinner, do refer to eriza's blog for the pics. if you ain't got access to it & you're despo enough, you'll have the brains to figure it out yourself [: yea, it wasn't as fun as i thought it would be. & the more waitress @ Swensons was so stress ]: BOOHOOHOO. ohoh, I TOUCHED A SLUG.. brown gooey slimy soft cold slug. & i touched it while removing the cover of a dustbin -.- & i'm never going to eat with my right hand ever again.. maybe not ever, but..for the time being. & last year a stepped on a slug (yes, with my bare foooot -.-) that was half-way excreting it's long trail of wet disgusting brown shit! do i have to go through this every year? i mean, the one i stepped on was..wetter, cos it's shit was..wet.. i feel like puking... but it's a slug! a slug = a snail's best friend --> they all suck! there's nothing wrong with me, just these..slimy thingys are bugging me. soooo, i didn't want to post. but i'll be going off next week, soo...i decided to. ta's! stop chasing me around in circles! you're freaking me out! 4:56 AM
don't look at his face if you don't like it, LOL. but it's a pretty sweet song. enjoy! ta's! don't give up on me, not just yet! Tuesday, May 27, 2008
8:04 PM
i love Edgar Alen Poe! i read a whole book of his poems in p5 [: LOL.  hahahahahhahahahhahha. 7:33 PM
i need to do my Lit project!!! & i spent the whole of yesterday night shitting around & even i can't stand it anymore ]: yea, my mum would go, 'lying to yourself again.' i dreamt that i lost my motorbike, haha. don't ask me how i got a bike in the first place, it was black & kinda hot [: & i lost it -.- so my dad paid $50 for someone to go look for it. & that person started laughing O_O anw, i didn't find it! how pointless is this dream... i like my song <3 i used it last year :D i figured that I Promise is too slow moving & it'll be about time start muting it. soo, today..i'm going to do my project [: F-I-N-A-L-L-Y! training later on, followed by Track Dinner @ Holland V, swensons. they changed the venue. i repainted my last three fingers on the left. it's so hard to paint the right! i'll figure out a way.. & i still don't get why my mum thinks light blue is ugly ]: & this is why i painted my nails. cos i wanted to do something. it's the holidays [: i want a colour that's different from what twits & emo kias are using. (heather's gonna paint her's black & white O_O) LOL. & marissa was talking about painting her's white O_O_O so, light blue's unique! like my name, haha. the colour's something like. just that it doesn't look so fugly, like it does on the comp [: ta's! guaikias. 5:11 AM
Every now and then when I’m all alone, I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone. i'm choosing a song, a), b) or c) ? i breathe life into people by kissing them. 4:47 AM
FIRST AID & CPR COURSE. i'm sorry to say that i almost slept..abit embarrassing yea? especially when the teacher's right in front of me.. yea, we learnt quite alot & loads of crappiness today :D jingwen supposedly sprained her ankle ._. there were 2 practical & 1 theory test. I PASSED :D & maemae was my partner. she's a failure, YAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA! she wraps my arm up like a dumpling -.- but i wrap her's like..like..dodo fishballs! LOL. we didn't screw anything, so..YEA! COOLIO <3 i want a yellow, red, pink, blue, orange, green shoe; one of them [: but i'm too lazy to get out of the house, my dad offered to buy one tonight, butbutbut...i don't feeeeel like it ]: i feel so touched & loved [: training's tmr & S'pore Poly...again! & we'll be having Track Dinner @ Suntec? i thinkk... so i can pon coach's training [: haha. & i can't wait for next week to come, DUDE! 7 DAYS T.T that's simply too long! & Sunday's coming AGAIN :D isn't this exciting? ta's! tonight will be the night that i will fall for you over again, don't make me change my mind. Monday, May 26, 2008
it's so cool, my previous blogskin didn't allow titles!! SO FUN!! 7:52 AM
'what about your race?' 'i won't tell them about it'. 'i'll give you a choice, do you want to run?' '...no.' 'it'll be good if you do.' 'every week, there's a race. i'm sick if it.' 'this is what you've been working for...' 'i want a break.' --- 'you said forever, you said it all the time.' 'i did..i've always did.' 'but you NEVER lived up to it.' 'it's just that..we all change.' 'changed into something out of sight. what's forever; to you? it must be lies & guilt. don't you agree with me?' 'sorry...' 'want to know something? GONE FOREVER.' --- 'you sure you're alright with me; talking about pasts?' 'yea, I'm sure' & she walked away. --- 'you overcome fears...' 'i don't know fears, neither do i want them, i don't need them.' 'but you will face them.' 'I'll face illusions & fantasies all my life then..' --- 'why is it that you've never listened? what i ask, i expect of you to do!' 'why is it that you've never bothered to care? to care what lays beneath this poker face? do you suggest that it is but rebellious behaviour?' 'it is everything i dislike!' 'then, what you dislike is me!' --- 'i don't like you, even if i said forever. i like her, she's all i want.' 'thanks, very much indeed.' --- 'go away!' 'i won't leave, that i promise you' 'i will!' 7:05 AM
Joeline is a very rare female first name and a very rare surname (source: 1990 U.S. Census). Displayed below is the baby name popularity trend for the girl's name Joeline. okee, the graph showed that my name's not in the top 100 or 1000 :D WOAH, MAN.. today! training at S'pore Poly, we did circuit b& Endurance. i was really happy on myw ay there, i don't know why! lol. so i was singing in the bus-stop & laughing & smiling. not to worry, there wasn't anyone there, JUST MEE! & i wasted 1h 15min of my life getting to Bishan -.- & spent half the time looking around like some kinda idiot cos i've never taken that route before. so, training @ Bishan..was kinda slack. 30 x that-row-of-cones..LOL. yea, & I'M HOME! as usual, late for dinner. i've to be in school by 8.30am to learn how to kiss air into people such that they remain alove/ revive. LOL. cpr course, till 5pm. i've been looking at poems for the last 30min & I'm..sick of them! all the nobel prize poets are guys!!! NO FAIRR..i thought ladies were more emo! i'm so sick of the past. one, two, three..I'LL FLUSH IT DOWN THE TOILET BOWL. FOUR, FIVE, SIX..it's flushed down & never revived again. seven, eight, nine..i still retrieve it back. yea, that's how it goes all the time! stupid! ta's! i'll cry a tsunami just for myself! 6:49 AM
If You Forget Me --- Pablo Neruda I want you to know one thing. You know how this is: if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you, as if everything that exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me. Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little. If suddenly you forget me do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you. If you think it long and mad, the wind of banners that passes through my life, and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots, remember that on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land. But if each day, each hour, you feel that you are destined for me with implacable sweetness, if each day a flower climbs up to your lips to seek me, ah my love, ah my own, in me all that fire is repeated, in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten, my love feeds on your love, beloved, and as long as you live it will be in your arms without leaving mine it's such a wonder, how people write words that really mean something..something that's too real to be.
nah, i'm not emo or anything. searching for poems for my project [: Sunday, May 25, 2008
8:29 PM
sooo, here's about yesterday! we arrived in church pretty late, i didn't sleep during the sermon [: LOL. & then there was ENGLISH CLASS <333 damn, you really want to k now, ask me :D :D i'm so sorry, it's not in full detail.. i've got training later on; school training. & eriza & rachel are not going ]: so i'll have to get to Bishan <3 on my own ]: yea, & i'll have to take 4 buses to get there ]: 3 sad faces today..this's the 4th ]: now that my 3 fingers on my left hand are blue, i'll leave them as they are, not sure if they're allowed during school training though ._. dangg, i just realised something, i don't like to post in the morning..no inspiration! i'll go have lunch. ta's! OOOH-LALALALALA, OOOH-LALALALA! 7:42 AM
soo, here's a fresh & new starting for the hols' why this skin? cos there're smiles :D big smiles! & today's SUNDAY <3 i'll post tmr 'bout today, okee? sorry jingyen, not today.. ta's! SO WHAT!? Friday, May 23, 2008
8:13 AM
it's nice, isn't it? the tune <3 ta's! one, two, threee! LET'S PLAY HIDE-&-SEEK. three, two, onee! i'm leaving.. the game's over. zero; now you're forgotten. 7:46 AM
i'm pretty tired now. read the post before this, please..i just posted 1min ago. fresh, new page! ALL FOR JOELINE <3 haha. ryan & johua were at Bishan, so was nick. here's what happened: nick was running towards a hurdle with loads of determination.. lalala. 'HELLO, NICKY!' says Joeline, i said it damn sweetly, okay! haha. & he stops [: haha, am i mean or what? IT'S SO FUN :D lol. & i waved at ryan & he waved back! HAHA, ELISA! HAHAHAHAHAHHA! i'm still a kid, so i enjoy laughing at people.. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! so..next thing. out to thomson to meet my eldest sister, who was having dinner with her j1 chessmates @ some prata place. so, it was also the 1st time i took a 410 [: HAHA. i mean, it's scary to take a bus on your own & you've never taken it before. lalala, the chessmates; they're mostly white, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN, i ain't racist. & i thought they were rather soft. i mean, track people scream & laugh..but the atmosphere, i guess, i was just different. so my sister & i had a great time allowing all the other people to think that we were cousins [: & they believed. why? cos i'm black & she's white. simple as that.. nice people la. & here's the part on going home. after that 'chikopeh' incident, every old man sitting next to me, is equivalent to one, LOL. really, i can't help it. & lallala, the bus went. guess what happened when i was alighting from the bus? rightt, maybe my fringe kinda swiped this guy's arm or something.. & he went, 'shit load of fringe, man..' i mean, i didn't hear it, my sister did. & i got so insulted!!! lol. yes, very petty indeed, i'm a lady! ladies are petty, or so i think. i mean, dude! you've gotta get use to long hair! cos your girlfriend's gonna have that too! i mean..yeaa! & it's not say ALOT of fringe, cos i tied like 90% of it up. & what happens if you see 100% of it? yea, you'd go 'SHIT! A TSUNAMI OF FRINGE; IT'S ENGULFING ME & DROWNING MEE!' -.- am i sensitive, or what? i mean, he's a pretty cute guy with one stupid mouth. of all people, ME! & MY FRINGE! my super hot fringe which i'm deciding if i should cut cos it's simply too hot that it burns my eyeball. LOL, EYEBALL FLAVOURED TAKO PACHI! random thought! yea, so i'm back home. back at 9.30pm. late again.. as usual ]: so, i've got duties in school for Open House. yea, all sec1s are involved, with the cheer & stuff. oh the 9th meg cabot book which i was talking about yesterday? the ending, is..just, unpleasant, to me. she didn't end up with her long-term boyfriend. her friendship with lilly? what happened? ]: & J.P! I sense, isn't as hot as the long-term boyfriend! & the book ended so abruptly that i checked the next page just to really make sure the story was over. wondering why Joeline reads this kinda trashy bimbo ass-ey books? cos she needs more entertainment in her life. cos she's too sick of reading Pompei - some volcano explosion in this place called Pompei & the whole city sank or something like that. & i've been reading it for days & the volcano haesn't even erupted yet!!! i told myself not to give up cos i've endured all the torture waiting for it to end, LET THIS PAIN LAST NO LONGER! BEGONE! lol. dramaaaa. here's part of my comments for english.. 'a capable learner who produces work of ______ quality' care to fill in the blank? here's the word: u-n-e-v-e-n i mean, it's not like i'm some kinda hardcore paikia in class. just that recently, i was talking to my tablemate about the flickering light & how it was gonna explode & how i'd be the 1st one laughing & how dangerous it was cos i didn't wanna die. & she kinda..scolded me for it? yeaa..but she was piss that day, SOOO...-sigh- ta's! let it rain! let loose, girl! 7:07 AM
today.. we had this talk on sleep deprivation & i fell asleep; the irony! & then..the result slips. i did..average! yup. & then lunch at serene. not so much excitement this time! today, eriza was in for her 5th & 6th bus trip in her lifetime! WOW! haha. & we had a not-so-nice time in 74; NO AIR-CONDITIONER!!! yes, i know. my post, so-far, is pretty boring, cos i'm tired, but i still want to post, but there's nothing great, mighty & interesting to talk about! TRAINING! friday's almost over...SUNDAY'S COMING!!! ahhhhhh <3 we did 3 x 60m & 2 x 150m..supposed to be 3 though [: you know the lump of whatever i had on my leg? yea, it's still there & it still hurts ]: eriza's back hurt damn lot today, SUPER AMUSING! she couldn't bent down cos it hurt!! haha. sad case! go see a doctor & ask him to get your back fixed! TRAINING AGAIN! we suppose to do 10 x 100m, but my foot hurt & so did eriza's back. so we were assigned to do the following: back extension X 100 sit-ups X 100 dips X 100
eriza's a slacker! (actually, it wasn't her fault, her back really hurt!) so we ended up doing 3mins worth of dips & 100 back extensions only -.- ta's! NEXT POST! Thursday, May 22, 2008
5:09 AM
i totally dig my blogsong [: oh, one morning i woke up with Cry - Rihanna in my head. & it got stuck /: 4:36 AM
everyone needs a little bit of entertainment. now i'm hooked onto To The Nines, that i can't wait to get off the comp..AHH! here's what happened, thanks Cait for the pics [:      yesshh, i know it looks damn wrong :P   yea, we had fun! & i was high, YOU DIAM! lol. [: we're collecting back our report books tmr.. not exactly book, just a loose sheet of paper -.- it's so amzing how books affect our moods, that's what i like about them :D & i want to get back to my book. but my dinner's not done, it's on my right side & i don't feel like eating it! training tmr; AGAIN! iawlhsfn bgkaerygnjhb sdkfhv,sfd!@#$%^&*()_+ this sucks, but SUNDAY'S COMING! i totally sense it, man [: sunday! HAHA. oh, 2 ri guys came to our school today to promote some vonlunteer work thingy & a bunny guy came, LOL. dressed in a bunny suit. seriously, it was damn funny! oh, & i figured that if that guy needed to shit damn urgently & didn't know how to remove the costume..THEN...HEEHEEHEEE, we would see a brown patch of whatever on the bunny's ass, HAHA. oh, & i stayed back till 4.45pm today just to get my homework done; all cheena homework. we had 6 worksheets, just the look of it kills, TRUST ME! so, i've got one left, cos we (a few other people & myself) did it with the teacher! i mean, she's got the anwers, WHY NOT? :D haha. i just realised that it's so hard to get to Sunday. i had to go through grueling Wed, which was bad enough ]: & now Fri [: & i thought i could go home early cos..cos..today's the only day of the week i get to be home early, such that i can have lunch at home & not come home so late that everyone's eaten dinner except me. this is bad, isn't it? 3 times a week, home late from training. training, training..yess! jiayun's pro now, she's even faster than ssp kids. congrats, yun..while i lag behind ]: i mean, i've lost my interest in track & everything to me now is one word: tiring. are maybe two words: damn tiring! trainings, all i think of it how tired i am, when it's ending, if sunday's coming... church camp's coming <3 & hopefully i become a sociable kid then & try my best not to stare at people with my stoney morning eyes O_O LOL. ta's! one thing: i'm over it; with you & you & you & you & you & you & you. Wednesday, May 21, 2008
7:45 AM
i've so many things to talk about today [: currently, 3 teachers are dealing with their pre & post pregnancies. 2 teachers are leaving. & the class is dying, I'M NOT! haha. we had a chocolate fondue party today. wellwell, the interesting part wasn't the eating, but the cleaning up [: rightt, yes..we ate & ate & ate (i mean, i did!) & eliz was..stupified/ jealous that my mouth never got dirty! it's kinda interesting how you see brown chocolatey spots on faces! TALKING ABOUT SPOTS -.- mimi went to dot my shirt cos it already had a dot, SHE WANTED A SMILEY!!! lol. cleaning up! pretty much of the class was gone by then & amirah & belinda & Some don't know what people were 'cleaning' it with marshmallow..& she, amirah, was stuffing me with it.. man, felt damn pukey, haha! & there came the visual artist from my class, Caitlan. yes, SHE made me take RETARDED pictures with amirah -.- lol, come to think about it, it's damn dumb!!! sheesh, damn embarrassing! nah, allow me to spoil your fun! i ain't telling you what happen, YET! david archuleta is currently singing upstairs. LOL. on TV! haha. & here comes training! RACHEL'S A SLACKER, MANNN...notherfault,she'ssick! BUT...HMPH!!! we did slope & some sprints & don't know why..i got really really tired. he just finished singing :D i bet it's the sun! oh, bright mighty sun, GO AWAY, CAN? & i was close to hyperventilating! i just couldn't stop...breathing! lol, i mean..breathing really hardly; PANTING! & jean thought i was sick O_O but, yea..it's bloddy hot today! HOTTER THAN ME! that's not fair, dude! yea, so i skipped 2 120Ms after i did 1. just..felt like, puking & I NEEDED OXYGEN, OKAY! & then...coach's training @ bishan <3 rightt, maybe that stupid heart doesn't have any meaning -.- ryan wasn't there cos he puked in the morning & he refused to admit that he's sick! yea, yea..boys & their ego! so my foot hurt, then by right shoulder, then my back, then my ass muscle (i think i over-stretched it), then my knee (while i was trying to get up.. THIS ONE HURT ALOT, okee ]: ) so i conclude, that there's something wrong with me today! chern said she liked Weds the best cos weekends would be coming. & I'M STILL WAITING FOR SUNDAY TO COME ]: this suckssss! i've got my dance module assessment tomorrow.. LALALALALA. i can't dance! & i don't need examiners to come all the way to my doorstep to laugh at me.. & i've got loads of homework. thought i needed to do 3 compos, turned out it was 4, cos..there's one more from tuition. WOW, I LOVE TUITION -.- i sound like qirui O_O that gayness, I SENSE IT! lol. i've completed 2 :D 2 more to go x_x my shoulder still hurts! ta's! i'll tell you everything 'bout today. Tuesday, May 20, 2008
8:40 AM
yea, i'm doing this again, cos i got tagged :D Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you've named the 20 people. At the end of this,choose 5 people to do this. 1. jasurin 2. jerry berry 3. eliz 4. joan 5. eriza 6. yukiko 7. khaeril 8. qirui 9. babe 10. ryan 11. marissa 12. joshua 13. dingwei 14. zara 15. kimberly 16. symone 17. jaslin 18. leon 19. sean lee 20. qirui luver -.- how did you meet 14? (zara) track' 08 what would you do if you never met 1? (jasurin) i'll be a sad emo kid, lol..said this before! what if 9 & 20 dated? (babe & qirui luver -.-) i'll be the 1st one to laugh :D will 6 & 17 date? (jaslin & yukiko) lesbos? NOT A BAD ALTERNATIVE, YEA? describe 3. (eliz) damn loser, HAHAHHHAHAHAHA! is 8 attractive? (qirui) NAH-AH-AH! he makes me puke ]: LOL. describe 7. (khaeril) he's a..cat O_O a black cat! pretty nice la. do you know any of 12's family members? (joshua) i know he's future wife! ERIZA ;D what would you do if 18 confesses to you that he/she likes you? (leon) smilesmile time! haha. what language does 15 speak? (kimberly) cheena-neese & english! who is 9 going out with? (babe) i don't even know who she/ he is! LOL. IT goes out with IT's refection [: how old is 16? (symone) #13 who is 2's fav band/singer? (jerry berry) UMMM..30 seconds to mars, Linkin Park, Yellow Card, The Fray, Justin Timberlake, Good Charlotte, Green Day, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, My Chemical Romance, Nelly Furtado, P Diddy, Kelly Clarkson, The all american rejects, Chamillionaire, Fort Minor, Relient K, Rihanna, Simple Plan, Boys like Girls, Akon, Funeral For a Friend, fall out boy, Sean Kingston, Avril Lavigne, Bullet For My Valentine, Chris Daughtry, Click 5, Dashboard Confessional, haha! compy & pasted from friendster ;D I'M CHEAPO! would you date 4? (joan) WHY NOT? huggable & kissable! LOL, jkjk. is 19 single? (sean lee) i THINKK so. is 10's last name? (ryan) weeeeeee! would u ever be in a relationship with 11? (marissa) NO THANKS /: school of 3? raffles [: where does 6 live? jalan something-something X: LOL. what is your fav thing of 5? (eriza) she makes me laugh :D BIG TIME! have you ever seen 2 naked? (jerry berry) no, man..NOOOOOOO! see no evil! LOL. 5people to do this: 12345! GET GOING! ta's! tmr's wed.........I'M REACHING SUN :D 8:31 AM
ICT today was just..crappy! spent the whole time laughing, cos Eliz didn't know how to cut out scanned pictures & i was busy colouring trees. 'I DON'T KNOW HOW TO CUT IT OUT! DO YOU KNOW HOW TO CUT IT OUT? help me..i want to colour ]: ' 'NAH, i don't wanna help you cos i don't know how to! HAVE FUNNN!' rightt, it went something like this & she started sulking :D OH, MAN..so fun! haha. today's still VERY HOT! ]: it's killing! & there's training tmr, so hopefully..THUNDERSTORM! yesss, boooombooombooooom! that is love <3 i'll be back late tmr ]: & i'm sweating. & there's PE tmr.. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I DREAD PE? you don't do strenuous whatever thingies, but you get tired & you sweat!!!!!!!!!! hmph! oh, & we've got this class party going on tmr [: but my classmates don't know how to eat during a party ]: BUT I DO [: lol. ta's! SPAMMERS! ilike [: haha. Monday, May 19, 2008
6:19 AM
my face has been pink for almost the whole day... = the weather's extremely intense!
ta's! face's still red! Sunday, May 18, 2008
8:18 PM
thank you, Eriza [: i love to kop quizzes from people, haha. 1] If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? i'll keep to myself & remain silent X: 2] If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? haven't thought of it. i'm sick of fantasies, remember? 3] What will your dream wedding be like? just you & me, & all other people & everyone else..LOL. i'm being retarded [: 4] Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you? confused? NAH. i look forward to what's in front. 5] What's your ideal lover like? gosh, i've answered this so many times ]: - has humour - kinda cute - easy to communicate with - i'mthinking. 6] Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? being loved by someone, you always need people to love you, otherwise..it's like, bad! 7] How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? not that long :P 8] If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? count to 10 & walk away. 9] Is there anything that has made you unhappy this few days? YESSSSSS! NOOOOOOO! lol. 10] Whats question 10? Whats question 10? 11] Is being tagged fun? it gets you thrilled, haha! 12] How do you see yourself in 10 years time? i don't see myself in 10 years time O_O THAT'S BAD!!! 13] Who are currently the most important to you? Joeline, friends, family 14] What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? i got this from Eriza, untagged. lol. i think she's a JOKER :D 15] Would you rather be single & rich, or married but poor? married. we'll eventually need companionship in life; sooner or later. 16] Whats the first thing you do every morning? look up at the ceiling.. 17] Would you give in all in a relationship? depends what kinda relationship, with you ah? 18] If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick? i'll have carrot soup instead :D i'll pick none, I TOLD YOU! CARROT SOUP! lol. 19] What type of friends do you like? the type of friends i currently have, but i like people who listen to be talk crap when i'm not feeling too good [: 20] What type of friends do you dislike? friends? dislike? YOU'RE CONTRADICTING YOURSELF! they wouldn't even be my friends if i dislike them. acquaintances, rather? ta's! 12345678910. i'm walking off! 7:44 PM
oxygen mask; i'm dying oxygen tank; i'm divng yesterday was screwed. don't ask why; curiosity killed the cat. last night was superb <3 i saw the moon again, don't look at me like a nuttcase -.- from my bedroom window :D well, it was a full moon last night & i suddenly woke up cos it was bright & i can't sleep with any lights on. & my bedroom was lit up..& i just laid there staring, for about 30min.. & it became boring, so i fell asleep. haha. the next time i woke up was 15min later, when the moon 'shifted'. [: i packed my whole table yesterday. cos my mum was in her pissy mood. started clearing it, then she continued screaming -.- so i dumped everything upstairs. NOW, IT'S PACKED :D no book, nothing at all! is that cleared now? & it's so bright today ]: woke up at 10.15 cos i thought it was 12 -.- ta's! do you remember me stating this once? 'i don't want to be a robot.' Saturday, May 17, 2008
3:12 AM
soo, tmr's the run; 200m /: it's really cool cos i ain't freaking about it YET. sooo, i really do hope that i'll be able to sleep well tonight. & i should be going to church tomorrow [: today was weird. part of me wanted to get out of bed, it was 10.30!! but the other part was lagging behind, smiling to herself, wanting so badly to snuggle back up. well, i've never really felt that 'other part' of me before, wanting to just rest, not cos i was tired & needed sleep, but because of the idea that i've got a break from whatever. competitions keep coming, i want a break. week after week they come, & week after week i freak & week after week i try to find time, like really smile smile time. haha! it's like sour dough, it's given to me, & i eat it up, even if i detest it. i've been pondering about this issue, & it's about time this bubble bursts. i really do need more oxygen! ta's! so what if there are many bubbles in the world; about 1 million are created a day. i'm just 1 of them, 1 in a million. when it has burst, i leave. Thursday, May 15, 2008
7:19 AM
Who is my closest GIRL friend? ajy <3 Who is my closest GUY friend? YOU! jerry berry?orbituray What is the most shocking thing i have found out in my life? i use to like track cos i thought it was damn fun -.- of all things, F-U-N!! goshhhh! What are the requirements that you wish the other party has? humour, kinda cute?(lol), happy [: (happiness is key), easy to communicate with <3 Who is currently my favourite teacher? Ms iforgot, the math teacher, cos she..doesn't lag. Do i believe in love at first sight? maybe, maybe not.. Have i broken someone's heart until the person wanted to commit suicide? If so, who isit? i doubt so. even it there was such a case, he was a liar! Which was the best day in my life so far? ORA DAY <3>even if the whole day was a lie -.- Have i ever cried in school before? Yea, primary school. oh, i cried once in p5 cos i felt like damn lonely, lonelier than ever..it was a gay moment in my life! LOL. Do i have any regrets? If you had a chance, what would you do? i don't like track, yet i don't regret it. it'll do be more good than harm. BUT I HATE IT!! lol. If you tell me a secret, and a few days later, I hated you, will I reveal your secret? depends who you are. i mean, if you get me all bitched up, WHY NOT :D If you almost got hit by a car and a girl/ boy that you like saved you , what will you do? i'll cry & say, 'ilu <3' & cry somemore! LOL. Which subject do I enjoy the most? History <3 it seems to be the easiest, cos..memory work. & not much [: Who do I hate the most in 105? mooglymogmuffin! LOL. shiiit :P What will I do if a girl/ boy suddenly kisses me? stunned O_O What am I worse at? Math, i'm sorry..we, math & i, DON'T CLICK, i repeat, DO NOT CLICK! thank you! How am I feeling now? i'm scared /: & kinda happy [: What am I doing now? chatting & quiz-ing..haha. Who am I with now? my sister is 2m in front of me, my other sister is 4m in front, beside of me. we're all using the comp! Who do I love the most? Joeline <3 she's the best there's ever been! LOL. Tag a total of 10 people and ask them to do the same thing .Tell them to copy the 20 questions and answer them . #12345678910121314151617181920, if you want it, come & get it, what are you waiting for? LOL. ta's! come what may, i will not love you, until my dying dayyyy... 12:26 AM
here are the results for MYA [: i failed one subject, ENGLISH ]: English: 9/ 20 Higher Chinese: 30.5/ 50 Math: 25/ 40 Biology: 29/ 50 History: 12/ 16 Geography: 13.5/ 25 Literature: 23/ 25 <3 yea, it's kinda surprising for Lit. i didn't even finish reading the story, haha. i've been pretty happy these days, trying hard not to agitate myself, cos competition's on Sun; 200m. & you know i don't like that! i really don't! so that = me freaking out ]: i'll try hard not to freak..promise! ta's! people come & go, but i'm staying here, will you? 12:22 AM
i've always did! ta's! <3 Tuesday, May 13, 2008
5:04 AM
i'm currently sucking on Zara & Kimberly's lollipop gift [: it's pretty nice, you know? haha. lollipops <3 today was a free day, no teachers, no lessons, nothing. shouldn't have came to school in the first place, HMPH! tmr's training's at CCAB & Bishan.. hee-ish! is ryan's throat still pain? ;D anw, i've been thinking at random times of the day about certain things. & i've yet to decide [: unexpected answer? did you expect a '& i've decided, i'm over & done with it!' it'll come one day, i promise.. ta's! you've got more one, so do i..SO DO I! Monday, May 12, 2008
7:11 AM
here's to tell you why. I'm jealous, I'm piss, I'm envious, I'm devastated, I'm hurt, I'm mad, I'm abnormal, I'm mentally unsound; that makes me a bitch, happy now? i'm what i want things my way, I'm not the type that sits down by the balcony & count the number of cars that pass by, i get the model of the car. & when i want it bad, i will have it! i choose to be, tell me honestly, what do you think of me now? that girl who laughs at the slightest things, making random remarks just to get you cracking? whether you let me tell you, this is a girl that is sensitive to actions & emotions; what you do, what you say, what you think, i accept. but what you get back in return, is something much more then that. i mean the words i say even if i say i don't. like it or not. i apologise, it ain't your fault. it's on me, just that i choose not to think it that way, cos everything had been fine until you came, until i asked a favour from you. you're marvellous, & i hate it! you made me this way..thus, i'm forcing it on you to face it the hard way. don't play with my emotions! 6:36 AM
needle work in the morning, i'm starting to stick to my motto of being an independent woman. i don't like it when the teacher checks my sewing, the blah & the blahblah. so i depend on MYSELF [: i feel great! after 3 hours of sewing... yay! the stupid eriza made us, yukiko, kimberly, myself, walk all the way from school cineleisure. yes, she said it was veryberry near but, NOOOOO! eriza! YOU DIE! lol. we watched what happened in vegas, pretty cute story. & half-way through.. i was thinking about stuff, wasn't really concentrating on the movie.. i mean, it seemed so similar..reailty, movies. bad thing about the movie? & they all lived happily ever after ]: right now, when i'm trying to fix this jigsaw puzzle, there's a happily ever after; a misfit! & all memories come back like a tsunami..LOL. don't ask me why 'tsunami'..random thought. oh, we had subway.. & eriza bought more than me..& her's was cheaper! LOL, yess..eriza again! anw, training was at S'pore Poly. we did 120m x 6..& some drills & reaction thingy. yea, then coach training at Bishan <3 wasn't as exciting though.. i kinda expected it to be..sweeter. ryan has throat pain -.- hmph! anw, today was a long day.. really fun. last night seemed so long ago, far away. oh, & i'm so sorry, Marissa. i don't hate you guts :P i was..not feeling right due to the previous night, yea.. it's not your fault, it's..mine /: ta's! you bring back memories even if you choose not to; YOU'RE THE ONE! Sunday, May 11, 2008
6:01 AM
i feel like a bloddy moron when i try so hard to smile, & it actually appears. i just realise one thing, i kinda like morons.. sad case, isn't it? 5:40 AM
i'm so sorry, i feel like a bitch today ]: we missed church today cos we overslept. i mean, i was really looking forward to it cos next week...COMPETITION -.- then..there was Creative (el class) & i was feeling super restless.. i can't help it but to think i talked really loudly today, the classroom's pretty small, ya know? & there's the guy; RENZHU! hahaha, eriza says he's fugly ]: i mean, he's not fuglyfugly, he's kinda..nice! as in, he's dark :D i'm not racist, but..he's dark! & i was laughing & playing tictactoe..um, throwing pencilcases, & doing retarded stuff la.. i'm so sorry, man! i can't help it! & there's the Nic from the same class too! he's from ACSI. he's tall, &...haha, white ]: but i assume that he's a pretty nice guy, cos he's in Track [: & weesheng knows him! I MEAN, good thing camel doesn't -.- otherwise they'll both be horny despos. & i forgot who gave me the present thingy that i look at every night, cos it's on my table. it's either kheeyan or sean.. one of them. tmr's back to school; needle work. it makes your eyeballs fall out. & it promotes the wrinkles on your face. WOW! & training resumes tomorrow ]: we'll be training @ S'pore Poly. so, hopefully, HAHAHAHA! ERIZA, hahahahahah :P we are..nice people who do..retarded things, just to get...what we want :D RIGHTT, ERIZA? lol. & there'll be coach's training @ Bishan after that. BISHAN <3 haha. okee, here's an update an act of a chikopeh on Friday. She walks up the MRT, smiling, cos she hasn't taken an MRT for ages! she finds a seat, the trip was long, it was crowded. & THERE WAS THE FUGLY CHIKOPEH! O_O...anw, she was wearing fbts cos she was going for her training & that fugly chikopeh happens to keep glancing at her leg! her left leg to be exact. she shows her piss face >: poor old retarded chikopeh didn't see that! & just when the MRT stops at don'tknowwhere, the fugly chikopeh touches her leg before he alights & glances back for awhile. & she was like, 'what the hellllllll?' poor girl, yea? I MEAN, THAT GUYS AN OLD FAGGOT WITH WRINKLED FINGERS! his hair's white & all. super shock sia.. anw, CHIKOPEHs ARE BRAINLESS NUTTCASES WHO LIKE TO TRAUMATISE LITTLE GIRLS ]: bully me! hmph! oh, i bought my mum a pair of ear rings, SHE LIKES IT <3 i think i rock, haha! Happy Mother's Day :D ta's! you reflect back at the past. what are they? who were you? who is He? Thursday, May 08, 2008
8:23 AM
it's raining kinda heavily tonight. nope, the lightning & thunder isn't here yet. it will. right back in your face! 6:25 AM
5:53 AM
i really can't help it now that my mouth hangs open like a stupid goldfish. i mean, i will accept the fact that ive been an ass. thunder & lightning, MY KINDA THING! we'll get to the point, i'm mad. very well mad to feel mad, having the right to feel so. i'm mad with you & you & me! i mean, you're suppose to stay unknown. you're suppose to be mine. & me! i'm suppose to not get mad.. YEA, EXACTLY! I'M MAD FOR BEING MAD WITH MYSELF. i mean, i HAVE to be mad with myself cos..i just have to, accepting the new..stooopid, unknown-now-known-to me fact. i'm just a dying cauliflower, turning into a dark green brocolli. i mean, gosh! i'm so afraid of writing what i really mean cos..it sounds damn bimbo -.- THAT'S NOT ME o_o freaking toot, are you going to tell me now that you'd alwayd hated swings? & that you were lying all the time we were comparing the stuff in playgrounds. you got me so happy, cos both of us loved swings, at least i did! who knows if you did? who knows if everything you told me was real? clara? bernice? yuemin? who else shall i name? who else NOW? i...don't want to know you. just my fate to meet someone that brings me so high, just waiting for the right moment to crash me down. congratulations, you've got me right down in hell! Wednesday, May 07, 2008
8:50 PM
Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions till you've named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this. 1. Jasurin 2. Yukiko 3. Eriza 4. Joan 5. Isaac 6. Ryan 7. Maya 8. Qirui 9. Jingyen 10. Jerry Berry 11. Marissa 12. WeiSheng 13. Kimberly 14. Zara 15. Babe (the unknown person on my tagboard, lol) 16. JingWen (the ex-NYPer) 17. Nicky 18. HengQuan 19. Elizabeth 20. Jingwen (my classmate) How did you meet #14?(Zara) Track'08 What would you do if you didn't meet #1(Jasurin) i'd be a sad emo kid, LOL. What if #9 and #20 dated?(Jingyen & Jingwen; classmate) i'll be laughing & grinning [: REALLY LOUDLY! Will #6 and #17 date?(Ryan & Nicky) GAYGAYGAYGAYGAY..nononononono! i forbid it! lol. Describe #3(Eriza) she's despo [: haha, jkjk! she's a joker!! Is #8 attractive?(qirui) don't even think about it -.- NO. Describe #7(maya) she loves jason castro <3 What do you like about #5? of all numbers, why you? he makes me kinda..happy. Have you seen #2 naked?(yukiko) NO. unless she was like..showering; p5 camp, our stupid way of bathing -.- LOL. ta's! 8:20 PM
today's paper was alright, except for the last two. i kinda added an extra 7% thingy & the last question was just weird, but whatever, it only held 2 marks [: another thing today. a direct, short, personal, sweet & not so elegant message for the one & only camel -.- YOU ARE A GOD DAMN LIAR! WHICH IS EQUIVALENT TO A FREAKING BITCH! done [: i'm not so piss now. i mean, i can't help it that i get jealous really easily & there are people out there trying their very best to get on my nerves. you know what? well, done, YOU DID IT! wow -.- gosh, i can't even watch youtube properly cos i'm itching to complain! anw, people aren't perfect, & i never did or expected any of my aquaintences or friends to be one. but there're a few types of people i really cannot stand. they are liars & backstabbers. i'm really fine with bicthes, ya know; honestly! cos the type of satisfaction you feel is pretty sweet :P you could tell me your opinion of how i am & all in a week, in a day, even. & the next week, you just move off &...yea! i mean, i cannot ever & will never force someone to love me forever. that's sick! but that doesn't mean that i can be lied to. it's not like i'm so free to go hanky-panky around. i mean, dude! my schedule is packed, not that i want it to. i can't even sleep properly cos upcoming competitions are already freaking me out. & there you are, making life so freaked up for me! yea, i admit that you always know the right words to say when something cracks up, you know how to make me happy & all. but, look, if we get the big picture & analyse it, there were so many people involved, there was so many, 'hey, look..i'm sorry.. BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH' dude! GET A BLODDY LIFE! am i asking for too much? look, let's summarise this, shall we? in case you're too dense to get me. you stay out of my life & stop freaking communicating with me cos i've got better things to do. you're not the only male acquaintance that i've got -.- so you're an ACQUAINTANCE & currently dropping lower to a stranger. i apologise, for i'm usaully no the type that choose to grade my friends. but you forced me to. ta's! yea, man..& i'm suppose to be happy today -.- Thursday, May 01, 2008
11:21 PM
have been busy lately, i'm so sorry! today's Geog was rather fun [: strangely, i happened to enjoy my paper :D queer, yea? i don't care if i wrote the wrong word 'spacially', instead of some other S word... anw, i've been rather happy & i realised that i've been too busy studying. yea, & you guys would laugh at me. 'YOOOHOO! joe, you never do study!' but i did, okee? i studied for Bio & Geog. english? hee-ish, NOPE x: but i got a sudden rush of happiness today. anw, 1st thing online, tag replies...relinking & blah blah! NOW, i'm going to chill.. gimme a break, yea? THANKS! ta's! i like you, SO? |
