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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
his story, ain't mine, why should i know? 9:15 PM
i'm doing history, was doing. & i plan to finish it all up today cos i just realise that exams are coming, cos the other kids in class were arranging the tables, so..yea! it really coming! i've got to study for Tang & Explorations. & yes, i've started on the CONs of explorations: - unfavourable weather conditions - piracy - depletion of fresh water & food supplies that's all i've done -.- IT'S ALOT FOR A YOUNG KID LIKE ME WHO HAS PANCAKES FLYING IN HER FACE ALL THE TIME, ALRIGHT! thanks. it drove me mad. i'm going mad. my cut, on my knee, looks like it got glued back by some shiny thing & a line of blood. i wanna go to church! but when saturday comes, i'll be stressing over exams -.- I CAN'T WAIT TO SIT FOR MY PAPERS COS IT'S = EXAMS ARE GONNA END, BABY! but.crap.i.haven't.studied.gasps. this is called the education system in S'pore. we don't just study. WE REALLY STUDY! lol. ta's! you've got my hypnotised, so mesmerised! Monday, September 29, 2008
7:21 AM
i cut my knee with a table. i feel awesome! rightt, that's gay. LOL. Sunday, September 28, 2008
so bothered! 6:54 AM
apparently my supposedly 2 acsi boyfriends still exist -.- wa piang, so long still around one arh O_O i think crush is a pretty song by david, but after a while...it gets annoying. i saw you smiling today for the first time, i real big grin! hahaha, it's so...funny! i think it's so mysterious how our eyes express so much; just by laughing them to slits, just be observing & looking, there's so much that awaits comprehension. & i see so many other eyeballs that glance around & i'll start laughing. people think i'm nutts. maybe we should be mute for a day, & we'll start lookingso hard that we'll actually notice..& i could laugh my head off & there wouldn't be a sound! PERFECT. : hey, kiddo! have you ever laughed so loudly & you don't give a damn cos you're too happy? - i laugh - quietly : whyy? ta's! i like to laugh, that's my business! buzz off. Friday, September 26, 2008
idk why. ik why. 10:25 PM
one little, two little, three little indians. four little, five little, six little indians. seven little, eight little, nine little indians. ten little indian boys! with everyone saved, with everyone saved! i've got geog & lit left to do. i can't believe that i have yet to be bothered with studying, cos..somehow, homework seems to be a more complex issue. & i've got mosquito bites all over; the blood suckers -.- & i've got bad memory too! i forgot why i was angry with some person. & i've got sleeping problems, cos my 4-6pm weird sleeping hour thing is still pressing & i can only manage to get myself to sleep at 12am. & i haven't studied for anything, i seriously haven't. i supposed to start yesterday, but as i've written..i, somehow, can't seem to be bothered with it. & i won't be able to attend youth today (so far as i know). & i've been waiting for it the whole week only to realise that. & so, i've gotta wait for one more week; 7 days, 168 hours. & reading Revelations is scary! cos everything is written figuratively & i keep imagining all the scenes within me. & i had another weird dream yesterday, during my 4-6pm irregular sleeping time. i dreamt that the whole forest behind my house was cleared & they were building some industrial buildings there. & it somehow looked really evil & scary to me. & the sky was red again, like how it was in my previous dream about the world ending (i think i didn't post about it..). & i was like O_O OH-MEE-GOSH. yea. & this morning i woke up hearing the roaring(?) of saws cutting the tress behind & i thought my dream was going to happen & i woke up instantly. but no, they were just doing some touching-ups to the forest, LOL. i kinda realise that with so many things going on, it's about how we perceive it to be, how we choose to look at it. & that influences your mind alotalotalot about the issue, no matter how scary it may seem. LUNCH TIME, BABY! LUNCH TIME! haha. ta's! there's a reason for everything, there's a lesson learnt behind a happening; that's what i believe! Wednesday, September 24, 2008
7:04 AM
we're going to take it into our stride like no one's alive right now. cos you know, i know, we know. ta's! so near, it's so near! Tuesday, September 23, 2008
one, two, buckle my shoe 7:03 AM
i've been in my icky-picky, get-off-me attitude lately. & thus, i find displeasure in anything & anyone. it isn't my fault, is it? i've been sleeping AGAIN. like..yay! i can finally come home like a normal keep & BAMM! i fall asleep. & the worst part is that i refuse to wake up even though i don't feel tired anymore & my sister'll have to drag me up like a rag doll. & then i wouldn't be able to sleep at night & i'll start..attempting to do my homework, but then i start going mad & return to my bad habit of binging on food. & then eriza will start going, 'FATS!' & when i return to my stack of paper. i'll stare at it like a dumbdumb, blinkblink, & decide to sleep once more. did i mention that every night my mum would be, 'your exams are coming!' uhh, yea..i kinda know that? 'can you go & do your homework?' kinda did it already.. 'can you bring down all the material you need?' how 'bout next week.. & everything that's supposedly said is shouted at -.- I'VE GOT AN EXCITING, LOUD & SPLENDID LIFE :D yea, loud..very loud! damnnn.. & worst of all, there're annoying pancakes that keep flying into my face -.- (& yes, they've got chocolate sauce all over them!) ta's! return a favour? NO WAY! Monday, September 22, 2008
another day, yet another butterfly 6:34 AM
happy birthday Gwen & LiWei! today was pretty screwed if you know what i mean. but the wind blows & some things get stuck in our eyeballs & all..but we use EYEDROPS! haha. moral of the story: buy eyedrop :D (make sure it's not from china hor, lol.) it's sad la, the world's so screwed..like all my morbid dreams. now china's the big hit! cannot eat this, cannot eat that! OI! NO M&Ms! YOU'RE SO GONNA DIEE! & people keep killing each other, i mean..isn't it painful? OUCHH. i'm going to die myself, my darling SOM is bothering me quite a fair bit. (it's not suppose to, cos i don't want it to!) & as every day passes by, i keep thinking my tuition teacher is abit mad...cos everyday i'm stuck in a room, looking at her pretty pile of paper that seems to stay the same fatness. &i need to file my worksheets! it's worse than the homework pile, like..about 3cm thick of my work of art! i am a little kid, awaiting my weekends once more. SO WHAT? ta's! nobody said that living a Christian life was gonna be easy! Saturday, September 20, 2008
last day, last time, next year! 7:05 AM
once again, happy birthday, Sean <3 & after today, there'll be nothing for us to talk about already, lol! i'm already starting to wonder what would happen if it was the next year of today. ta's! samesamesame. iLike, iWant <3 6:29 AM
when you free your tears, the water's all gone. you replenish the water & there it is, within you. it kinda signified that i could change; could start afresh, free from whatever there was that held me back, emotions, attitudes, whatever! & i could start afresh cos i'd be forgiven. i could take up all the arrows within me, each & every one of them that caused me to hesitate, caused me to be filled with such fear & guilt. but yea, i know my right from wrong. like how a runner knows there's something amiss in her run. you feel it, just that sometimes you aren't sure of how to change it. but somehow, there's always an instance when you're so sure, you're so adamant, so bent on it! It's when you know you're licked before you begin. But you still begin anyway, & see it through no matter what. -Atticus Finch when you cry, you feel the stains of 'salt water'. but when you wash it off, you feel like smiling again :D ta's! far from the Arizona Friday, September 19, 2008
11:05 PM
a pretty song, very pretty :D
ta's! you know the front, back & side KIDDO, lemme' take care of ya! 10:46 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SEAN <3 finally, the day has arrived when all celebrate this joyous moment, maybe not all, BUT I DO! haha. i hope you liked my 'happy birthday' sandy picture, haha! balloons in no colour but yellow. the last one is to be blown on this day, & it'll be one that'll last forever! (so long as i believe) coastal clean-up was splendid, other than all the sweating. all the shit was really great! loads of shit for us ta collect :D we had 23kilos in the end, like..quite little la, but it's not bad for first (& last) timers, haha. wellwell, my group; we were taking videos of retarded breaking up & cheating impromptu scenes. yes, a chance to put our s&d skills to not-so-good-but-weird use! & the jump shots were stupid! we couldn't get it, so we ended up looking like a bunch of retards half-squatting with our arms up -.- but it was a truckload of fun! we had to make an art piece from all the shit, so..we made this boat thing which was pretty splendid! & i did an impromptu analysis & significance thingy which was..very retarded, as well! heyy, but my crapping skills were great, yo! some people weren't really happy & retarded like i was but, it's hard to ensure happiness for everyone, that ain't my job is it? i think we're so great! making happiness at anywhere will do. sheryl's be posting the pictures on facebook soon :D CAN'T WAIT! the videooss too! (but...so many unglam shots lehh, haha.) i can't wait for EOYs to be over, we'll go for a movie, then for a picnic & we'll spend the whole time being crazy & curbe's planning for a chalet thingy :D ta's! wherever you go, whatever you do... Tuesday, September 16, 2008
iDream, iWant! 7:05 AM
http://www.huebueaty.blogspot.com it's pretty sweet, some bogshop. & they've got preettaye clothes, accesories, bags..ladies stuff :D it's pretty la! i'm going to prepare for my oral in a few minutes time, after procrastinating for an hour. i was studying chemistry when i started being funny & did the breathe in 4 counts, breathe out 6 counts thingy we learnt at mental skills, while i was lying on the table & guess what... i fell asleep -.- so, i've proven that it works, so don't laugh, okee! & the worst part was that i started dreaming of all the chem equations, & i was practically saying it in my head, the whole thing & when i woke up, i was mumbling about it. acid + carbonate --> salt + water + carbon dioxide acid + base (metal oidide/ metal hydroxide) --> salt + water (process is called neutralisation) acid + metal --> salt + hydrogen pH 7 --> neutral pH 7 & below --> alkalinity; stronger as it goes lower pH 7 & above --> acid; stronger as it goes higher hello. hi. i gtg already. sorry. bye. bye. goodnight. night. freshly dissed & on the verge of dying! aiya, whatever la! let's see what's on the headlines: STUPID RI DUDE HAS INDIRECTLY SELF-PROCLAIMED HIMSELF FEMININE & GAY. woah! LOL. this ezra guy goes around complaining when people are too black & too manly -.- & he bitches about them like hahaha-more-than-me (lol), dude..guys don't do that! cos it ain't their thing. i can't help being dark, cos i train! unlike some people who can remain white all their lives & be so bao2 yang3 about everything. i don't even know what his colour is, how he looks like, DUDE, I DON'T KNOW HIM! & he goes yada-yada-ing like a pretty petty princess sitting in her chair with a crown made from beads. what a splendid sight -.- i mean, little PRINCESS, if you're afraid of 'manly' girls, you could just choose to keep it to yourself, see what happens? nownow, the whole world knows yuo're so feminine & gay..oops, your little secret's out, it MUST have been a slip of my tongue, i'm so sorry my pretty little princess :D please don't banish me into the dungeons for eternity -.- WHATEVER LA! WHAT CAN A LITTLE WHITE BOY DO? oh & did i mention he goes around bicthing, like..i thought he'd be talking to himself cos princesses are stuck in the tower, like rupunzel, HAHAHA :D oh, & i supposedly have two boyfriends (at least that's what some people think), how scandalous O_O it's scary, i didn't know i had TWO! 'heard you've got a boyfriend' 'oh, coool! i do? who is he?' 'two guys..from acsi?' lol, WAA..acsi somemore ah? hahahahhaha. i'm sorry, i go for 'pretty princesses' -.- who are 'femine to the extreme & gay (happy)'. sorry guys..LOL. ta's! SO PREETTAYE! Saturday, September 13, 2008
foooooooooooooooo(d)(l) 7:12 AM
ERIZA, GREAT NEWS :D the only thing i snacked on today is a 31.9g of doritos cheese-flavoured chips & 2 other thingys, haha.. i feel like eating an apple! OMGGGG, i ate cheesecake yesterday O_O but i was sad, so that's acceptable :D 6:03 AM
learn to love your enemies. seriously, instead of hating, just pity them if you can't control yourself. cos my fellow knights, i honestly & really feel sad for & about it. look at it at a different perspective. try. so many things happened. i quarelled with my dad this morning. dude, it was a small issue, but i somehow blew it up by screaming my head off & he went 'scream louder la!' & that's exactly what i did..abit stupid, but i was seriously sick of him just going on & on about how i screwed up the morning, firstly by holding a cheque in the rain, then packing up super long from training (THAT'S WHAT HE THINKS -.-) & passing him his darling whatever-you-call-that with the don't know what open so he couldn't hold it properly while driving -.- like please, i'm a kid, alright! if you don't want to use the word, innocent & ignorant, or don't know how to. kindly get straight to the point & go dumb & idiotic! i'm totally fine with that, cos i'm used to it. & so much's going on in class...damn screwed. i don't even feel like talking about it. i mean, i'm not giving up, alright! i don't! but..what has the world become? honestly. i read the newspapers recently; floods, rape, sex, drugs, deaths, murder. & you go to church with all about being pure & holy & like, it's so different! after i quarelled with my dad, yea..the usual, cry lor! haha. i felt really bad & i think it's kinda weird, i wanted to pray right after that. i'm not the zomg-damn-holy O_O person, but..i just felt like. it's like i knew it would help in some way, i certainly would. & i opted for that choice, cos i believed :D life has seemingly taken a rough turn recently, i'm so aware of world issues & stuff & i get kinda affected my them. & then all the gheytard-ish bitch issues, i feel very sorry for them, like..why? do you feel alone & lost that's why you chose this path? & now family.. we learnt about spritual warfare, it's happening. let's keep our faiths burning, my knights! ta's! as long as we believe Friday, September 12, 2008
11:13 PM
assuming is bad. assuming is very very bad. so much to talk about, today's not the right day. ta's! from the beginning till the end it's always been so. i'll plunge you with a knife so deep it'll cause your death. Tuesday, September 09, 2008
inspirational 6:50 AM
okee, i'm going to post about something that's not lame or retarded, cos my mum thinks i should post sensible things, like..politics? kinda thing.. i've got this dream, & with my perfect inferential skills, i'll make it wonderful. there was this natural disaster coming, presumbly a flood or a tsunami, & we were sitting down in a straight line in this big isolated dusty house that wasn't furnished or anything. we hooked our arms & waited for the disaster to come. if i remembered, it was the churchmates, it was like a test of faith, we were saving the entire town, we were sacrificing ourselves for them because we had faith in God. we knew this impending doom was arriving, yet we wanted to defend others; putting others before ourselves. i never did know the end of the dream, what could have happen was that the waves came crashing & we all died together..or, there was some kinda force that prevented the waves from coming, a kind of barrier & force that pushed it aside, like how Moses crossed the sea, when it parted & stuff. i mean, when you think about it, you think about faith. & yes, i am lacking in faith. i do belief, but not to the extend that i'll be different from the non-believers. not that i don't believe, but there's this feeling that tells me, it's not enough! faith is seeing without believing, i have not seen, but i have felt. i wanna believe! another dream, it's retarded! TRUST ME. i was the headless horseman & i was riding my horse one day, with my head on. & some evil guy who wanted to steal my right eyeball used this whip to catch me head -.- but i kinda took out my eyeball & it turned grey :D i got really amused & kept taking it out, but that evil guy took it away from me & killed me! ZOMG, HE STOLE MY EYEBALL! yea, & i was dead. so i was a spirit, a wandering soul, flying around with another girl who had just died. we visited her parents, they could see us, everyone could. & they didn't get the point that she was their daughter! worst of all, they didn't even freak out when they saw us, they suppose to. yea, so after that i went to visit my house. the first thing i did was to ask them to open up my bag for me & pass me the cookies i bought before i died! HAHA, must have been hungry..& that other dead girl was like '-.- cookies?' LOL. did i mention i felt seriously stres-free & happy when i was dead? the next morning was, 'i wanna die :DD' LOL, abit mental, yea? scary dreams & crazy lunatics! GOSHH.. ta's! why did'u go so soon? Monday, September 08, 2008
i miss you so.so.so.so.so.so.. 6:36 AM
we had MSTP today, we learnt how to breath, count sheeps, make sure our arms are longer than our height, jump over tables & such. WOW :D lol. my sleeping hours have yet to be re-adjusted. MSTP tomorrow again. i've got long days, i've got irregular sleeping hours, i've got reader's digest to keep me occupied, i've got you! but i've got no one to talk to! ta's! talk to me, tell me your name! quizzed! 6:21 AM
20 People: 1. AJY! 2. eliz 3. curbes 4. marissa 5. yukiko 6. elisa 7. andre 8. boooooony 9. jingyen 10. jaslin 11. bryan teo 12. joan 13. weesheng 14. charmaine 15. SEAN! zomg, how can i forget? 16. kimberly! 17. symone 18. clare 19. gene 20. (damn, this is hard..)JOELINE! yes, mee :D 1. How did you meet 14? (CHARMAINE) churchy-wurchy :D 2. What will you do if you never met 1? (AJY) i'll just die & rot away, haha. 3. What if 8 and 20 are fated (joeline & booony) is this what i get when i put my name up there -.- if we were then it'll be am entertaining show to watch :D 4. Will 6 and 17 date? (symone & elisa) SUREE! 5. Descibe 3. (curbes) she hates earthwarms, she's got the antique look & she's SUPER CRAPPY! but she's sick ]: currently, as in..sick! lol. 6. Is 8 attractive? (booony) okay la [: 7. Describe 7 (andre) he's nice to talk to, i tell him everything whether he likes it or not. he's damn joke! 8. Do you know any of 12's family members? (joan) she's got a mum, a dad & a bro! &MEE! lol. 9. What if 18 confesses if he/she likes you? (clare) we'll be the bestest lesbo partners ever :D 10.what language does 15 speak? (sean!) he speaks the emo language of silence O_O WOAHHH.. 11. Who's going out with 9? (jingyen) MUST BE ELIZABETH LA! 12. How old is 16? (kimberly) i think she's 128 this year. haha. 13. When did you last speak to 13? (weesheng) teacher's day, LOL. 14. Who's 2's favourite singer? (eliz) herself? she's like...DON'TWANNATALKABOUTIT. lol. 15. will you ever date 4? (MARISSA) FRIEND LAA..if i date her, what will happen to clare? LOL. 16.will you ever date 1? (ajy) YESS, a thousand times, YESS! 17. is 19 single? (gene) i don't know, i think so /: 18.what is 10's last name? (jaslin) LOHHH/ LOWWWW/ HIGHHH..lol. 19.school of 3? (curbes) raffles! 20.where does 6 live? (elisa) behin our school at..ardmore park. 21. what do you think of 5? (yukiko) she steal my dingwei ]: 22.have you ever seen 2 naked? (eliz) HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA... no -.- choose 5 people to do this quiz: IF YOU WANT IT, COME & GET IT.. WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? Saturday, September 06, 2008
7:50 AM
my blue-black's really purple! (lol, the irony) it's really painful! STUPID HURDLE! Friday, September 05, 2008
thank me, boonbooon! haha. 5:30 AM
1. The person who tag/pass you is? mr gheytard moonman boooony. 2. Your relationship with him/her? online friends, HAHAHAHA. never know if he's a chikopeh, lol. 3. Your five impressions of him/her? white. tall. friendly. not despo like qirui. BIG. lol. 4. The most memorable thing he/she has done to you? he did the quiz, i thought he wouldn't, cos he's the bo chap kind, LOL. 5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you? 'but i'm darker than weexuan, right?' 6. If he/she becomes your lover you will? the moon will turn bright pink. 7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on? don't so white laa :D 8. If he/she became your enemy, you will? suan-suan, dao-dao. HAHAHHA. 9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be? too white laa -shakes head- 10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is? idk O_O i really don't know! 11. Your overall impression of him/her is? kinda nice la, he doesn't over-do it. ta's! lifeless as it seems 5:07 AM
i'm so tired! let me tell you my longlong day (IT'S FINALLY GONNA BE OVER) :D out. training. home. chem PT. sleep. lunch. out. training. home. dinner. comp. it's seriously tiring! the good news is that we didn't do stamina today, so i didn't need to find some retarded excuse (as from my previous post, haha). we did stamina for school training -.- I HATE IT SOOO MUCH THAT I WILL CRYY! REALLY! we did so much strengthening today; my legs don't feel like walking, my arms don't feel like swinging, that's why..THE USING THE COMP'S THE BEST. you just move your fingers :D sulynn finally posted the pictures <3 i'm so tired, i wanna sleep. i'm going to have a long day tomorrow, like..LOOONG. it's 8.20, & I don't even wanna walk to my room cos my legs ache. oh, & i smashed a hurdle down -.- so i've got a painful blue-black. well, it hasn't really turned colour, but it hurts /: ALOT! let's see how it happened... susper high hurdles for me to jump across. jump, jump, jump...AHHHHH! -crash, boom- 'SHIT!' & that's how it happened. painful, yo! hurdles are hard, loud, heavy. they make alot of noise when they fall. they are super hard to give me that serious blue-black. my foot was kinda 'stuck' under the hurdle. -.- hurdles = fun, but unkind = MEAN! ta's! don't you see it's you? Thursday, September 04, 2008
stop playing these games, child! 7:26 AM
Add the iWant application. Just say the word, & you may have it. [refer to previous post] i've got a really bad habit of calling people useless. sometimes, when i can't take it, i go 'SHE'S PLAIN USELESS!' but i've changed thus far to 'STOP BEING A KID -.-' :D don't you agree it sounds so much more pleasing? i'm putting in an effort, yo! 4 hours of tuition drained me. so, i fell asleep in the last 15min. dude, you/i never know if my teacher's a sadist! she gave me like 6 comprehensions to do (IT'S IN CHINSES, BTW!) & goes 'hen2 you3 qu4' & i'll be, alright, i'm smiling.. & there's more! i've got 14 cloze passages to do too (YES, CHINESE -.-). it's so traumatising for a little kid like me, yes? i've got 2 trainings tomorrow, & i'm prepared to whine my ass off! coach said we'll be working on endurance. (holds breathe till i pass out...) yes, i know. stamina seems to be the only problem i face cos i can't stand it! CAN'TCAN'TCAN'T STAND IT! it makes me sad & weak & useless & i become a little spoilt loser kid after that. but coach has decided to call it aerobic? (some word that starts with A) exercise, so that it won't freak me out. BUT DUDE! I'VE BEEN FREAKING OUT THE WHOLE WEEK JUST COS HE SAID WE'LL BE WORKING ON ENDURANCE TOMORROW! IT'S THAT BAD O_O these are the following alternatives: #1. CRAMPS AHHHH! CANNOT! CANNOT! #2. Coachh, i'm like seriously tired from school training...(pathetic face) #3. whine, whine, whine! CAN WE DO THAT NEXT WEEK? PLEASEEEEE.... #4. i don't friend you anymore ah! #5. don't say anything & seem drained of all my 'petrol' & 'oil' that's left of me. #6. hide in the toilet :D (no, i've never tried that before, lol.) #7. SHIT, MY LEG DAMN PAIN! -gasps, faints...- i can't wait for tomorrow to be over. dudes, can you guys remind me to study for my lit quiz? it's 15%! (& i don't seem to be bothered with it. something wrong with me or what?) & SATURDAY COMES :D & SUNDAY COMES! O_O SUNDAY! i think it may be going for the chinese service! i'm so scared i'll suddenly explode like thos aliens from 'the attack from mars' or something like that. EEEW! & i'll run out grabbing my head! & suddenly POOF! IT BECAME COCO CRUNCH! & all the little kids will eat me up O_O NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! i don't want to play your little itsy-bitsy game of jigsaw puzzle cos it makes me have moodswings. no, don't wanna know. ta's! SEANSEANSEAN! (sawyer) Wednesday, September 03, 2008
i'm so tired (of waiting) 7:58 AM
didn't hear a word from you the whole day, & yes, i was in a state of distraught. i was waiting all night for a word, just asking for ONE. that was last night. no, last night, i couldn't sleep. opened the window, just to see the red sky & silhouettes of the forest. it was a beautiful sight, the smell was so familiar, where was it from? some camp which i had been to & chose to remember for it's smell? yes, we all know the air at night is not the best to breathe in, but it was splendid. it was cold & comforting. i don't see the reason why nobody gets it; cold & comforting. one day, you'll get it. right after that, i fell asleep. i thought it was impossible to ever feel lonely; for someone like myself. but then i knew how, it's when you put your trust & confide in Someone & Someone just disappears, you seem to have lost everything. that's when you feel lonely. today, woke up early this morning, which is..8.35am (VERY EARLY)! & there we went, my whole family, taking our time down to the spa place. i couldn't help but give a stone-face, cos i couldn't decide what to wear & my dad was falalal-ing & so was my mum -.- anw, the result: PAINFUL! TRAUMATISING! yea, so school training, we kinda trained with the jumpers today :D which was really funny.. & DINGWEI LIKED YUKIKO IN P4 -.- HMPHHH..hahahha. yea, so we did striding & drills. our bbq was pathetically fascinating, it's pathetic in the sense that it's just 3 disposable aluminium thingys. fascinating in the sense that it's really cool :D i spent my time, working up the fire, cos they kept dying down. 'martin luther king had a dream!' 'joeline has a dream of making fire!' IT WORKED, ALRIGHT :D (for a short while, hahaha) the rest of the time, i was eating, taking really retarded jump shots in the rain & getting my face red. i love the rain <3 i really do! especially with all the lightning & thunder. acting retarded with all your trackmates, having fun; how joyous the occasion! we took photos at this eery dark staircase that lead to the hall & yea, it was scary & all. & GUESS WHAT? boomboom, lightning & thunder, haha. & we screamed our heads off & ran like donkeys, LOL. super cliche, huh? yes, & right now. i'm really tired, pushing myself to finish typing out all that's worth of my pt. & my half of the way; i was going through the exact same thing as i was yesterday, waiting for a word! how senseless it may seem, but you don't know! bryan had a match at 8pm with a china guy. i don't know anything else since. i'm really soo tired, i'll just die! some stupid idiot pissed me off. & another one is unknowingly doing so. ignorance is bliss, yea? GO AWAYY! i want you who can understand. i want you who can make me laugh. i want you who can teach me. i want you who never compares. i want you who never sees me, (yet) i want you who has seen every side of who i am. i want you who comprehends. i want you who has humour. i want you who never leaves. i want. ta's! it's what is yours that's given that lasts forever. Monday, September 01, 2008
can't get you off 9:28 PM
i'm working on chemistry pt. chemistry is you & me. if that's not it, then it's we & us :D LOL. muscle ache! i'm trying to make my explanation seem chim, but it can't be too chim cos p6 kiddies won't get it ]: & i can't think of a creative & functional way to make mothballs last longer! I HATE MOTHBALLS! they're so round & white & hard & ball-y! it's so hard nowadays, you don't know who's real & who's fake. yet when you know you met a fake-o, it intrigues you so & you can't help it but laugh & those senseless yet humorous jokes & lame remarks it makes. & at the same time, the real who's there; you can't get your mind off it! ta's! yellow balloons, for you & me! tagged (once more) 9:10 PM
1. The person who tag/pass you is? yukiko 2. Your relationship with him/her? WE'RE ENEEEMIES! she's trying to steal my dingwei!! hmph.. 3. Your five impressions of him/her? steal-er! LOL. super joke some japan guy's lover use to hold my hand, cos ajy wouldn't, haha. love her! 4. The most memorable thing he/she has done to you? she slapped me -.- 5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you? she said she'll give me all the pictures of jl, lol. 6. If he/she becomes your lover you will? but i don't wanna be lesbo, i'm already attached! haha. 7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on? don't be a vicious woman :D 8. If he/she became your enemy, you will? she already is!! 9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be? SHE WANTS MY DINGWEI ]: 10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is? i want to take bake my dingwei! lol.. 11. Your overall impression of him/her is? you're a great big friend/enemy :D 12. How do you think the people around you will think about you? who cares, i think i'm great, so they probably think i'm great too :D 13. The characters you love of yourself are? i'm sociable, yo! 14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are? i freak out during competitions -.- 15. The most ideal person you want to be is? I WANNA BE JOELINE! DO'U KNOW HER? lol. 16. For people who care and like you, say something to them. LOVE YOU TOOOOOO... i'm loved by many, so nothing too personal will do! 17. Pass this quiz to 10 people. 1. elizabeth 2. sulynn 3. marissa 4. elisa 5. jingyen 6. andre 7. char 8. qirui 9. jaslin 10. booooony 18. Who is number 6. having a relationship with? (andre) HIS BF! lol..best friend. 19. Is number 9. male or female? (jaslin) i'm not sure lehh :D HAHAHA. 20. If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (char & boony) I DON'T KNOW, I THINK SO :D 21. What is number 2 studying about? (sulynn) she studies about everything & anything; closet mugger, LOL. 23. What kind of band does number 8 like? (qirui) i'm sure he loves the (I'M THINKING......) pretty princess rock bad <3 LOL. 24. Does number 1 have any siblings? (elizabeth) yea, her dog ate her sister's poop! HAHAHHAHHA. 25. Will you woo no. 3? (marissa) nahh, friend-friend :D 26. How about number 7? (char) i think she's scary, LOL. 27. Is number 4 single? (elisa) i seriously don't know, what ever happened to joshy-wawa!? lol. 28. What is the surname of number 5? (jingyen) TANNNNN. 29. What's the hobby of number 10? (boony) he..he..he plays........squash! so..he like squishing, LOL. 30. Does number 5 and 9 get along well? (jingyen & jaslin) HAHAHAHA, I'D LIKE TO KNOW [: 31. Where is number 2 studying at? (sulynn) she's a waffle-sian :D 32. Talk something casally about number one. (elizabeth) she spits on people -.- 33. Where does number 9 live at? (jaslin) hougang? YESS, HOUGANG! 34. What colour does number 4 like? (elisa) GREEEN? 35. Are number 5 and number 1 best friends? (jingyen & elizabeth) HAHAHA, nahh, they're more than that :D LOL. 36. Does number 1 have any pets? (elizabeth) she's got a dog, LOL. that ate her sister's poop.. 37. Is number 7 the sexiest person in the world? (char) nah, I'M SEXIER <3 38. What is number 6 doing now? (andre) his life revolves around chess, projects & studies. choose either one of the above :D |