'But we do not have to think that human nature is perfect for us to still believe that the human condition can be perfected. We do not have to live in an idealized world to still reach for those ideals that will make it a better place.' - Obama
RS. Research on the best way to take a picture - size, mouth, direction, eyeballs! If RS continues this way, I'm afraid we'll be gged the way we always are :D
CLE. The best sleeping position.
History. SLEEP TILL YOUR HEARTS DESIRE!
I LOVE SCHOOL <3
ta's! byebyeboy
Mused
Monday, May 25, 2009
5:40 AM
FCUK YOU!
Mused
burrrr-ake! 5:30 AM
I Don't Know If It's The Same On Your Side...
I've got my own mess, I've got my own Love. & if you leave, girl... No one will stop you. & if you want, my friend... I won't give in!
Mused
I'm gonna find you again & again & again & again... 5:18 AM
I am so tired, yet I refuse to sleep. I used to think sleeping was a waste of time. I don't see why there're so many Plastics these days, I mean, shouldn't you be proud of who you are? Why are guys always so insensitive & girls over-sensitive? Who would go up against you for no reason? You could leave for all I care. No, I ain't heartless..you're simply selfish! & stars are stars, so we should just leave them alone to rot & die. I must be tired. I hate Plastics. What is mine Is Mine. SO JUST FREAKIN' BUZZ OFF FOR MY EYEBALL'S SAKE! I must be tired.
ta's! humpty dumpty fell
Mused
Sunday, May 24, 2009
False Modesty 8:04 AM
'What do you like best in a playground?'
'I like the swings!'
'Really? Me too!'
No, he didn't really mean it.
Perhaps now he does.
Mused
7:48 AM
I've been perspiring the whole day.
English class was mediocre & being the idiot I am, I tried to spice it up by making bimbo comments. 'It's so ugly & disgusting & oily & like..EEEEW!' 'Oh, It's pretty!' We were supposed to come up with descriptive words for hawker centres. Not bad, right? HAHAHAHHA.
I shall go to bed & be a good kid like Andre [:
ta's! BITCHBATCHBUTCH!
Mused
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Somebody, SAVE ME! 4:55 AM
Ohmychickenmama,
SHE'S SUCH A BEEYAATCH!
& I totally do no deserve such absurdly dumb-blondy attitude & behaviour from her! EEW!
I SHOOOOOT YOU!
SHOOOT SHOOOT! SHOOOT!
Omg, she's making me behave like a retard!
I SHOOOT HER!
SHOOOOT! SHOOOOT! SHOOOOT!
ZOMGYYY ]:
Mused
Cous'n 1:45 AM
It's like living in a castle,
Enclosed with laughter.
It's not the name,
But what we are.
Mused
PPPPOKERFACE! PPPOKERFACE! 1:30 AM
I've talked about the same story 5 times today & it's exhausting, trust me! Open House was..hot, as in..not unlike me kinda hot. & I SPENT THE REST OF THE DAY SLEEPING! I just realised how hungry I am, cos I missed lunch ]:
My sister baked a juicy tiramisu yesterday :D HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH. There's like damn lotta rum in it.
I'm Hungry!
ta's Mah-Moh-Rees
Mused
Friday, May 22, 2009
Pretty Little Skies 6:25 AM
Sometimes, it's the other way round!
Today was splendid, Today was gay. Today was intriguing, Today was bright. Today, I smiled, Today, I felt. Today, I saw... The candy melt!
I like the feeling of growing up. I like the feeling of knowing. I like the feeling of leading. I like the feeling when I'm beside you. I like the feeling of knowing you deeper. I like the feeling of liking you. I like. You.
HOSHI IS MY MAN! BAHAAHAHAHHAHA.
ta's! I met a boy, He fell from the sky.
Mused
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
7:55 AM
The damn movie was so damn touching. 10Promises to a Dog. So Jas, Evan, Mae & I & 3 other random girls had the whole ks chee theatre to ourselves & Spent like an hour+ watching it. & HOSHI IS SO AWESOME! Just that when he grew up...he lost all his potential! HAHAHA.
Mused
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
we're just kids. 8:15 AM
The way you do.
I actually enjoyed my Chinese Tution today [: & I had a bad dream about the English tuition -.-
I MISS YOU REAL BAD. There's this part of me that really wants ta grow up, grow uppp like UPP! Yet I do enjoy the life of a kid.
I MISS YOU REAL BAD.
ta's! Bent over, Kiss me
Mused
Monday, May 18, 2009
6:43 AM
I must have a positive attitude to life! Training helps me to stop growing fat & allows me to binge on food as & when I like. Tuition helps me to grow wiser & have a vast expanse of knowledge like the damn universe -.- Knowledge is never enough, I must strive for the best. Yea, till I become a complete nutt -.- ILOVETUITION&TRAINING! IWANTTHEBESTFORMYLIFE!
!@#$%^&*
Mused
6:21 AM
I AM GOING MAD & I CAN FORGET ABOUT EVEREVEREVER HAVING A LIFE DURING THE HOLIDAYS! I HATE TUTION! I HATE CHINESE TUITION & ENGLISH TUITION! IT'S LIKE FREAKING WASTE TIME! MONDAY'S TRAINING! TUESDAY'S TUITION! WEDNESDAY'S TRAINING! THURSDAY'S TUITION! FRIDAY'S TRAINING! I GOT NO LIFE ALREADY LA! I'LL LIKE..I'LL LIKE..I'LL PON TRAININGS! & STUDY HARD -.- DAMN IT! So waste time!
Mused
Sunday, May 17, 2009
W for Wonder! 6:38 AM
Searching for.
I'm assuming that you're well & everything's gonna be alright, are you? Then, I wish that I would stop wanting to grow up so soon. & wondering what's gotten into us? Eew. That's the best response I can think of.
Mused
Once again, 6:23 AM
My phone has been detached from me once more,
GG! (for the 2nd time.)
I was thinking in the bus. (Yea, for once, I actually bothered to think!)
Who doesn't want to be perfect & guai & sweet like Hansel & Gretal?
Who doesn't want to be intelligent & organised & punctual?
Well, I didn't! Cos it didn't make any sense to me! It's like being a doll, a robot, some disgusting thingy! & that's like, Gay!
But maybe, I'd like a life like that some day. Then I wouldn't be writing anymore GGs about my handphone being detached from me. I would be a splendid daughter, my mum would be glad! I'd be hardworking & I'd score well in my tests & I'll actually have an achievement & aim in life, rather than like being some blonde bimbo! It's plausible, just a matter of whether I really want it or not.
I don't want the full dose of it, Just a little bit will do :D
AHAHA.
ta's!
knock'chew!
Mused
Friday, May 15, 2009
IDareYou 11:40 PM
'Wherever I run to,' I say, seemingly incapable of normal speech, 'it will be with a clear conscience. Would be, I mean. Hypothetically. If I ran. Which I shan't, because I, er. I, er. I love you.'
-India Knight
It feels sweet letting it out.
The kinda candy that's sweet on the outside & sour on the inside!
I'm hooked on making content pages for all of my subjects :D
It makes me feel perfect & organised; It's an achievement I long for, but never do make it.
ta's!
Itrustyou
Mused
Put you head on my shoulder 9:43 PM
I promise that this'll be short. I need to poop.
We had 100m heats today & there was one rectangulat patch of track that was wet & shawna & magdalene fell O_O It's scary, I tell you. Ran with Jen & Shirlyn, Jen has long legs.
ZOMG, & there was this Waddle girl that was supposed to run, & she disappeared & appeared after everything & J was like scolding me for not looking for her & not informing the teacher that she was around, BUT HELLOO..I did! & she simply went, 'You're in track & field, you're most familiar with all these things. It's your responsibility! My resposibility to look for missing people, go read the bimbo 1800-where-are-you book la! & I did attempt to look for her, I mean..I'm only a 100m heat participant, goshh! & I'm in track&field, I'm sorry, but we're not trained in looking for missing people. We run!
& then after that, she was supposedly one of the Helpers. I've heard of shape-shifters, not freak hoppers!
& I've been bad. Cos I don't wanna be the fool amidst the actors. I need to grow up. I already know, I need evidence.
ta's! CrimsonBlood
Mused
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
7:37 AM
I don't know what's gonna happen next time.
We're all movin' outta town,
No more hearing the familiar sounds...
Mused
STOP PHARTING! 7:14 AM
I lub-dub-lub-dub school from the bottom of my heart <3 & I sincerely mean it from my lub-dub-lub-dub heart!
Plan A 'OMG, he's like freaking irresponsible la!' 'YEAA, damn mean, please.' 'He veh waste time leh' 'Who you talking 'bout? Who you talking 'bout?' Spite Lines - SCENE 1, ACT 1; failed. No time for Act 2, LOL.
Plan B 'EXTRA WORKSHEETS, PASS IN FRONT!' 'TEACHER! EXTRA WORKSHEETS!' 'EXTRA WORKSHEETS, PASS IN FRONT!' 'TEACHER! EXTRA WORKSHEETS!' Lol.
Plan C- Be a Distract-er! 1. Sing the 'my little pony' song in a horny manner! 2. Play boy games - retarded bazooka erasers, flying superman rulers with pencils attached to them, gay fighting pen games! (& end up drawing mermaids & elephants in hot bikinis, LOL.) 2a. Make retarded thumbtack look-alike thingthing & throw them on chairs & wait for them to get stuck on people's ass :D 3. Spoof 'If I were a boy'! 4. Talk about koalas & their weak hearts & how they drop from trees when you say, 'BOOO!' 5. Talk the SuLynn & contract the H1&Su virus 6. Be a BIMBO & LAUGH LIKE A HYENA!
I think I've been a very naughty girl. BAHAHHAHHAHA-sa melayu! LOL.
'Why're you being such a freak? You're not in a freakshow!' I think it's really mean, yet fascinating!
I love it best, When you say nothing at all!
I'm so mean. When I feel like talking, I make people talk to me. & When I don't feel like talking to them, I ignore them. I'm horrible!
ta's! NOyoudon'tmeannah-nothingatalltome!
Mused
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
I found the reasons. 7:01 AM
Oh, Oh I'm not missing you Been through just about everything that I could go through When it comes to relationships Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen When I told myself that was it Now here I go, hurt again Cause of my curiosity Now that its over What else could it be he just had to cheat
I made a promise never to settle Why didn't I keep it? 'Cause I hated the heartbreak Crying and cheating, the fooling around
(But) I'm not missing you I'm not going through the motions Waiting and hoping you call me I'm not missing you You might have had me open But I must be going because I got life to do I know I'm usually hanging on I used to hate to see you gone But this time its different I don't even feel the distance I'm not missing I'm not missing you
Its a shame in a way cause I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh Will my true love ever be? Why would I go on a search again When I know what the end will be What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?
I made a promise never to settle Why didn't I keep it? 'Cause I hated the heartbreak Crying and cheating, the fooling around
No I can't be with you Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me I can't keep going through life Unaware of what I missed And the person I could be Love's good when its right And when it's left in your memory All the times I let you down I guess love will be nice for someone else's life
(But) I'm not missing you I'm not going through the motions Waiting and hoping you call me (I'm not missing you) You might have had me open But I must be going because (I got life to do) I know I'm usually hanging on I used to hate to see you gone (I used to hate it) Oh different, oh see the distance I'm not missing I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions Waiting and hoping you call me (knockin' at my door) You might have had me open But I must be going because I know I'm usually hanging on I used to hate to see you gone Oh different, feel the distance I'm not missing I'm not missing you
I'm not missing I'm not missing you(yeah, oooh) I'm not missing you (oh baby) I'm not missing you
Mused
Peek-a-boo! 6:40 AM
3 + 1NSW Exams are a complete waste of time, although I do quite enjoy it sometimes, cos they waste time!
Eliz & her pokerface! Eliz & her lack of oxygen! Eliz & her lack of knowledge to breathe in plastic bags! Su & her cookie! Su & her left side lumpy cramp! Mae & her fringe! Jas & her 'omg, hair!' Evan & her 'I'm not angry, I'm sick la!'
I'M SO GLAD THERE'S NO PE TOMORROW!
dingdong! uncles prepares to drive away joeline stares O_O & rushes to the uncle 'could you open the door?' uncles nods his head & prepares to drive off agin JOELINE STARES O_O 'COULD YOU OPEN THE DOOR, LIKE NOW?' uncle opens the door.
I WAS SCARED, OKAYY!
But I'm not missing you I'm not going through the motions Waiting and hoping you call me I'm not missing you
ta's! Idon'tloveyoufortherightreasons.
Mused
Sunday, May 10, 2009
10:33 PM
& sometimes the rain scares me, it teaches Wrath.
Mused
I'm not gonna write you a love song... 9:15 PM
I Like Physics [: Except for Kinematics & Graphs & Numbers & Colours & Reflections & Measurements. Yup! LOL.
I can't log into inet -.-
I LOVEEE IT WHEN YOU CHUCKLE! It's so damn funny.. Wrong time to play these games.
It's so scary when you try to be committed to something that you know you won't. I'm being a fool. But it's kinda fun, ya know :D
I can't fail Lit /: I failed my previous paper by 0.5 marks already.
SEAN'S BACK!
BAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA.
ta's! it's been raining, ilike!
Mused
Friday, May 08, 2009
6:42 AM
Tonight, I'll call.
& You'll answer, like you always do.
Right?
Mused
Another one for you 5:15 AM
K's like a damn cactus stuck up my ass! School sucks, no more jokes. I get aggitated. Exams are disgusting, they make people shut up & I start being paranoid.
I HATE AESTHETICS! YOU'VE GOTTA STAND UP FOR ALMOST THE WHOLE LESSON! The oven was gged, i dislike, detest the oven. Stupid oven!
IWANTMYLIFEBACK!
ta's! Can't find you.
Mused
Thursday, May 07, 2009
6:01 AM
School today was a Big Joke. I mean, it's always a Big Joke!
NAPFA was fun. Matrix's cool. (Yea, & Physics is Not.) People are hot!
'Uh, Mr Kenneth, could you explain this question to me again?' 'EVANNNN!' -glares- Evan's face goes red & she starts tearing. GUILTY! lol.
but if you want, I'll try to love again
Mused
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
See that there? She's Me. 6:19 AM
Oral was terribly gay.
I slept for an hour while waiting 'without the use of handphone or any devices' & woke up to face the firing squad!
'You have a nice voice, Joeline'
& She rolls her eyeballs midway & stare blankly O_O
[It. Was. An. Accident. REALLY.]
There were funny things going through my mind - Ii don't need sweet words, I just woke up a minute ago! - Yea, right - I need to message someone - Physics! Damn physics!
Just a few thought wouldn't kill, right?
Our Spoof's going really well <3
mmmhmmm, I think the sleeping did something to me.
I've been a complete retard the whole day, or at least I think so.
How much do you care?
How much do you love?
How much do you miss?
How much do you think?
How much do I mean?
Everyday's a different feeling, Everyday the distance feels.
Mused
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
5:08 AM
I MISS SEAN!
THIS IS TERRIBLE.
Mused
5:04 AM
Damn, I miss Sean. Of all places, he's overseas!
And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just wanna sit and stare at you. I don't wanna talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just wanna cry in front of you. I don't wanna talk about it 'Cause I'm in love with you.
ta's! whodoilove?
Mused
Sunday, May 03, 2009
6:36 AM
Then I dreamt we were finding the best possible way to hold hands- Justyou&I.
Mused
Do you remember us sitting by the swings? 6:28 AM
Hero - Enrique Iglesias
Mused
Saturday, May 02, 2009
8:04 AM
If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I'd be a better man I'd listen to her 'Cause I know how it hurts
Mused
LOVE'CHEW 7:52 AM
Taylor Swift is so damn noisy. I'm so happy, I haven't studied for Chinese & I'm gonna be gg-ed by my Chinese teacher.
