'But we do not have to think that human nature is perfect for us to still believe that the human condition can be perfected. We do not have to live in an idealized world to still reach for those ideals that will make it a better place.' - Obama
I'm looking for swings. The traditional ones that come in pairs. Those that let you sit your ass on it & swing to your hearts content until you're sick. You know, the kind Jingyen has [:
I LOST THE PICTURE! ohmychickenmama o_o
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When the days arrive 6:56 AM
Dear God, Help me want. Help me give. Help me see. Teach me.
Today was a hot day. The school's up to something, I swear. They're like secretly tampering with the air-cons behind out backs to save money or something! WHAT KINDA CONDUSIVE ENVIRONMENT IS THIS LA ]: & it's not cos of the h1n1 outbreak, it's cos they're trying to be funny!
My button dropped off -.- I hate the pinafore, I'm gonna (what's that word O_O)...I'm gonna cut&sewcut&sew it if I don't grow the next time I take my height.
ict's da bomb <3
ta's! GIRLFRIEND. BOO! GIRLFRIEND. BOO! GIRLFRIEND. BOO! shut up la -.-
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Monday, June 29, 2009
5:35 AM
I AMM SOOOOOOO TIRED! One more question to hammer.
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Booya! 3:44 AM
I'm feeling like TIRED today, & that must be due to the little bitsy hours I got to sleep last night cos I couldn't find the right sleeping position to sleep in & the darn radio went, 'WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP!'
I wanna give Chanel a nice birthday, something better than Fried Rice w Egg & Ham! Serious.
I'm gonna fall sick. I've got two ulcers, a headache & will soon be gged. & I'm being really hardworking, trying to start on my SIP Report. & not give a damn 'bout my..SPIDERS O_O They haven't eaten! Lol.
DINNER CALLS.
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Sunday, June 28, 2009
7:39 AM
I'm. Such. An. Asshole. Ouch!
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HELLO, Boyfriends! 7:12 AM
I'm pretty excited for school tomorrow, honestly. But the packing the bag part doesn't intrigue me.
My timeline needs to be changed. I haven't checked the spiders out yet. 3 in the jar :D I haven't gone to played with Jingyen's swings.
I'm being a sucker. Shut Up! Keep your damn tentacles away. BREAK UP! Oh, please. SHUT. UP. Fine! DAMN IT.
ta's! Baby, he's got a girlfriend.
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Thursday, June 25, 2009
11:44 PM
Oh, Baby! It's because I really don't know!
Today I had the most disgusting find... It's a damn big, like the size of my hand, & damn ugly spider! IT'S UGLY! UGLY! UGLY! UGLY! & it's got 5 legs, don't ask me why. & I, the prozxz, caught it :D TEEHEEHEE.
ta's! Highwayman
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MY SUPERSUPERSUPERsucker. 3:52 AM
Pet Society is pointless.
YUPP, we (Jas, Joe, Evan, Eliz, Mae & Curbs) went out for filming yesterday :D Being damn 'cool&chio' retards, playing in the lifts (Curb's brilliant idea) -.- & being chased out by some pms-y security guard =.= But we covered alot &&& we talked alot :D & the fake shilin's very nice! LOL.
OH, the mrt tracker O_O 'Oh, he's a tracker! He has number tags!!' -POINTS- 'He only has two, sure never get into finals one la' -LAUGHS- 'Ey, he's staring at you through the reflection!!' O_O 'SHIT.'
& we alighted at Bugis & went the same route as him & for a moment... He grabbed his bag, turned around, glared & fled! LOL, super joke la :D
I feel like a stalker! Oh, my phone had ants in it -.- I HOPE THEY DIED & GOT ELECTROCUTED WHEN I TURNED IT ON! Hmph, damn the eggs.
ta's! SHUTUP&PUTYOURMONEYWHEREYOURMOUTHIS!
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Breathe Slow 6:19 AM
I wanna be someone outta this world!
I wanna be someone that knows how to turn away!
I want to.
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Ticky-Ticky Timi 6:12 AM
I'm tired, I just remembered what I did last night. Slept @ 6, woke up @ 9 for dinner, hung around by the computer, went to bed, woke up @ 12 to shower, cos I felt disgusting.
I'm so tired. (& I'm not suppose to say that during training cos it's infectious.)
We did filming today till we got sianded; left-right-centre. & hungry!
I wanna kiss you, but if I do then I might miss you, babe!
ta's! Just enjoy the show [:
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009
8:16 AM
Tomorrow will be a better day that isn't filled with glass shards & terror, egg spills & handphones.
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God 7:45 AM
The beast lunged amidst the tranquility & worked on its sadistic dance of the demon. Innocent feelings, negative & positive, all under the spell; transformed into immense hatred & fiery. It was all a trap. The beast, a manipulative liar. Bawl your eyes out till you tire yourself & find peace when asleep. For peace is what we all seek.
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Monday, June 22, 2009
Baby Alive, A Baby so real! 5:08 AM
I threw away my spider. I got 4 giant black ants & 4 red tiny ants, they're so lousy! So I threw them away, HAHAHA. & I got 2 spiders :D One's gg-ed, I'm so sad ]:
I THINK I'M A BOY! EEEEEW.
Woke up at 12pm, came downstairs to sleep again. Mum woke up at 4pm, PWNZX!
I need to do my 'READADAMNCHEENANESEBOOK' homework -.-
Hey look! It's that retard who keeps burning her tongue -.- Great.
Let's go there but let's do this.
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Passing the Pictorial 7:52 AM
The can read 'Drink Me Up!', I stared at it & decided to return home.
Mused
7:40 AM
Every place I visited seemed familiar, every step I took was no stranger... Just me & the empty slot, the unused ticket.
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PinkRedBlack 6:57 AM
Track camp was terribly entertaining & terrifyingly tiring!
We had amazing race today @ Sentosa -.- We WALK back&forth from the west to the east, to the west, to the east & to the west & back again to complete all the stations. & the 'You're not supposed to take any transport with wheels' Idiot has yet to be found! So we spent like, 4-5hours walking under the sun & I'm sunburned! & people like me can't afford to get sunburned, cos I'll be red --> BLACK (until cannot black anymore)
MY LEGS ARE ACHING! MY FACE IS BURNING!
We had Marche in Vivo for dinner followed by B&Js ice-cream <3 color="#ffcc00">Yellow, Green & FaGuang Silver, haha!
I come home & my sister's sick. She started puking in the toilet once I came out from the shower O_O & my parents aren't home; I don't know what to do with sick children!!
I'm beat.
ta's! Liar Fire
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Sunday, June 14, 2009
Birthday Bimbo! 7:06 AM
Here's what I like about Su, she's:
shorter than me
dark, like me unlike eliz & mae ><
random
'pure&holy' -quote my PureHoly song with Eliz's holepuncher!
got Cheena sausage hair, LOL.
such a baby!!!
ONE OF US!
Joeline rushes to Cine Leisure cos she thought she was late. She calls Eliz & friends, they're at Plaza Sing making their way over. Joeline goes window shopping. Eliz & friends call & say they've reached. THEY'RE AT DIFFERENT PLACES, GASPS O_O Eliz & friends are at the wrong place -.- They cab over. & we go to the 8th floor, room 60 [Oooooh. SOUNDS DAMN WRONG -.-] KARAOKE LA YOU! & SDM :D Sing, Drink & go Mad! Hahahaha.
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PICTURES SPEAK A THOUSAND WORDS 6:29 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CURBERS!
You're old now.
Eew!
LOL.
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Saturday, June 13, 2009
BAHAHA-SA MELAYU! 9:22 PM
I've got a pimple on my leg! Eew.
Yesterday was awesome :D We had our first session of SL & the kids were damn miniature & puny! There's this guy Habeeb, he's like 5 & his head's so small, but his eyeballs are so big!
Jaslin's so mean. I asked her to call me when she was reaching (to pick me up). & this random car drove up, 'JOE! JOE!' 'I ask you call me, right -.-' 'I got whatt! I CALL you, lol.'
& when I came down from the MRT. I stared. I mean, I've never been to Payar Lebar & the whole place's like really..strange! LOL. I was 30min early, so I sat there & tried to be demure by sitting up straight & Reading a chimm book! Hahaha.
& DID I MENTION THAT YESTERDAY WAS ZOMGLY COLD? & I was being a retard -.- Shan't mention it.
Yes, & my sister's being freaking pissy.
Today's su's birthday :D & we're going for her karaoke birthday party, LOL. Su's so retarded, hahahahahahahha.
ta's! STRANGER.
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Thursday, June 11, 2009
12:15 AM
Yancy suddenly reached out & pulled her close. Damita did not resist but looked in his face. She saw something in his eyes that reminded her of those moments when she had almost given herslef to him, & she now she whispered, "What are you going, Yancy?"
-The Immortelles
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
8:56 AM
When I get to Warwick Avenue Meet me by the entrance of the tube We can talk things over a little time Promise me you won't stand by the light
When I get to Warwick Avenue Please drop the past and be true Don't think we're okay just because I'm here You hurt me bad but I won't shed a tear
I'm leaving you for the last time baby You think you're loving but you don't love me I've been confused, out of my mind lately You think you're loving but I want to be free Baby, you've hurt me
When I get to Warwick Avenue We'll spend an hour but no more than two Our only chance to speak once more I showed you the answers, now here's the door
When I get to Warwick Avenue I'll tell you baby that we're through
I'm leaving you for the last time baby You think you're loving but you don't love me I've been confused, out of my mind lately You think you're loving but you don't love me I want to be free, baby, you've hurt me
All the days spent together, I wished for better But I didn't want the train to come Now it's departed, I'am broken hearted Seems like we never started
All those days spent together when I wished for better And I didn't want the train to come! Oh, oh
You think you're loving but you don't love me I want to be free, baby, you hurt me You don't love me, I want to be free Baby, you've hurt me
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BOY, I CAN'T FORGET! 8:39 AM
I watched the repeat broadcast of ET at like 1am yesterday & wala! I woke up at 1pm today, it's so amusing!
My neighbours constant drilling woke up me, the brightbright damn bright like wapiang kinda bright sun shone threw the little gap of my window, the fan was set to number 1 -.- & I WOKE UP! Walked down the staircase & OHMYSHIT! I SAW A HUGE FLYFLY THING IN THE HOUSE! O_O OHMYSHIT! OHMYSHIT! OHMYSHIT! O_O !!!!!!!!! o_o
Nevermind. I'll. Be. Fine.
My life's so damn boring. I woke up, read a book & had brunch. Used the comp, got bored. Swept & watered the gardens. Watched TV, showered, painted my nails. Dinner -.-
I need to cut down on my expenditure. I need to appreciate my holiday. I need to borrow more books to keep me company. I need to stop thinking. I need to stop thinking. I need to stop thinking. I need to stop thinking. I need to stop thinking. I need to stop thinking.
I'm so damn miserable, ROAR!
ta's! CASH'CHEWOUTTA'DAWORLD
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Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Rich Bich! 6:13 AM
I'm not pretending everything's fine. But I've still got a damn eventful life! So just shut up & buzz off, Joe.
I made corn soup today, it was really nice! You mash up the corn or something, then you dunk it in a pot & pour hot water & let it boil until you smell something great! On the other hand, my sister tried making macaroons which..failed! But hey! They taste like cookies :D LOL!
One spider died. Two ants died - One got eaten, One got stung
I keep thinking. I keep thinking. I keep thinking. I keep thinking. When I shouldn't be.
ta's! --
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Saturday, June 06, 2009
6:39 AM
Leave no memories of today. I'm merely a damn stain you're trying so hard to erase Please.
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24th April - 6:36 AM
Given Up!
I turned around & asked, 'Where are you now?'
Too far away, on the same road ahead.
We're all brittle beings trying to face the harshness of the world made by Joeline. Shameless Girl.
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We all lie. True. 6:09 AM
She sat there looking past the world, past the present. 'You're not going to leave me, are you? Don't leave me.' She glanced up & forced smile, 'No, I won't.' Lies. Lies. Lies! All Lies!
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Look what You've done? You've made a fool of Everyone! 3:38 AM
I wanna smash you down so hard the same way you did to me. I wanna hold you so tight the same way you did to me. Oh, damn..I wanna gouge out your eyeballs. Heeheehee!
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Hated Heat- 2:43 AM
Standing, Sitting, Stoning in the heat. I'm convinced I can be a politician, I know how to please people but secretly hate them. I feel so lethargic. My legs damn suan. I missed breakfast & lunch, & dinner..I've to find something. Don't impress me with you antics. You never did & won't.
Assurance is like Insurance. I can't give you any if you keeping rushing like a godzilla! I don't feel a shit at all.
ta's! DON'TOUCHER!
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Friday, June 05, 2009
8:05 AM
NO-BAH-DEE
SPOILS
MY
DAY
TOMORROW!
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1:48 AM
I AM SO HAPPY TODAY. OTHER THAN THE MORNING. I HAD THIS DAMN BAD DREAM. THAT I GOT LOST O_O YES, IT'S VERY BAD. & I GOT VERY SCARED, COS IT WAS DARK & SPOOKY, SO I BOUGHT A SHIRT (IN THE DREAM LA -.-) SO PUT MYSELF AT EASE ;D
I caught little insects & put them in a bottle :D 11 grasshoppers & 2 spiders & 1 ant. They look very sad ._.
ta's! I'MTHINKING.
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Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Go Go Power Rangers! 8:39 AM
I think you're made from Latex.
You'll be my 708092 Latex Man!
Wow, that was fast.
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3:01 AM
YEA, I'D GIVE IT A SHOT!
You just need to tell me that over & over again.
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Too much beyond your world 2:33 AM
I bought a flower for charity for the children who got cancer; 2bucks. I donated another 2bucks to this guy singing really nice tunes at the BukitBatok MRT. Dude, I was tempted to sit there & listen to him, afterall my parents weren't at home..
I felt really bad after donating 2bucks, that guy was blind! Nevermind.
My mum just met a frog. 'OMG! SOMEBODY HELP ME! I HATE IT!' 3 Daughters rush out... 'It's just a frog what.' 'I'M SCARED OF FROGS!' I walk up to find it. 'Oh, shit! It's looking at me! It looks damn fierce O_O' we started sweeping it out with a broom, hahaha!
Good Gosh, Clarissa's in my tuition. It's spooky. Of all people. I'd expect..like, YingWei, LOL.
Yukiko, please me free on Saturday.
I GOT SKIRTS <3 SATURDAY :D
A flicker of hope everytime the phone nudges. I miss my friends.
ta's! You're haunting, yea.. You're taunting me!
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Tuesday, June 02, 2009
11:24 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RACHY-BABY!
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You're like a melody, It follows me. 7:21 AM
I am like a...what do'u call that? The thing that keeps bouncing up again, that toy! Whatever, you get it.
It surprises me how much I like the past & hold on to it. Up bringing; Childhood.
I LOVE YOU! HAHAHHAHA.
ta's! Lay here beside me
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Monday, June 01, 2009
Us Against You 11:31 PM
I missed my blog all the time! It's like there's an empty space there.
I changed my tunes <3 I miss playing with swings /: YUKIKO, YOU BETTER GO OUT WITH ME! haha.
People are so fickle minded these days, I've been like People.
quote of the day - 'She's so manly!!' symone's fault :D ahahhahahahha!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YUN! I like it when you're older than me, LOL.