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Friday, July 31, 2009
Mint Morning Drops 5:46 PM
I'm so excited! Even though blogger's screwed again. It's 8.46AM & I'll be leaving 45min later. Parents have fled to Malacca, hahahaha! My sisters are still asleep. I was pretty disappointed last night, personal reasons. A tree's been misplaced in the forest behind, it kinda gged. It must suck being a tree. Is it me or does it upset you when a tree starts cracking, snaps & BOOM! I keep finding people, I should learn to stop that. Cos I tend to rely on the people found? & they're barely the people I know. I wanna be happy forever. Too much to ask, I guess? But that's all I ever want so much.. Everyday becomes a boring routine we live through. Every morning begins the same monotonous small talk. It's time I use my brains & do something about it. When you love, it's like..you're not exactly happy, but you're like, blissed? I don't know. I've got a heart so tiny that there's only space for me! Hahaha. I'M GONNA CUT MY HAIR LATER! I'M EXCITED TTM <3 I dreamt I was a secret agent under the ruling of Duke. In the last episode, he died & asked me to get a bolster for him. Severus Snape was my accomplice with the Lord of the Rings old dude with the long beard. Honestly, I couldn't really sleep last night cos I was too excited, LOL.. ta's! DAY&NIGHT-OUT! Hide&Seek 5:29 AM
BLOGGER IS FIXED <3 ILOVEYOU. Today was the best day this year. We were kinda late for the bullcrap last-minute & totally inorganised talk the school told us about cos we were debating in FarEast if we should pon it, while having lunch, BUT WE DECIDED NOT TO :D Cos we were good kids. So we went to the 2nd Level of the hall, cos we didn't wanna disrupt the talk & met Ashlynna, the PIT O_o 'Haha, I was late toooo! SHHHHH.' Super joke la. We started peeking at people through the gaps on the wall & it's sounds pretty gay, but I encourage you to do that one day! Soon, we got bored. So Jas&I started crawling around the place, so see if anyone notices us, like some kinda FBI thing, picking up unwated shuttlecocks(Must be cos of what the CSI Module has been teaching). Haha & it was fantabulous, I tell you! We were all laughing like crap, while the other on-lookers, watched from a distance, laughing like crap too! Hahahaha. After one round of crawling (btw, it was super tiring, okayy!), we found this sibei wulu room. & So we brought the whole group of us to venture there & it was like sooooper cool. Then... the talk ended, LOL. & I was sweating like a pig la, my PINAFORE was wet -.- So I sweat through 2 layers O_O Eeew! BUT WE HAD SOOO MUCHH FUN <3 & then we went to wish elle & joan happy birthday @ Island Creamery. & Katherine came by, zomgg..she's such a joker! & We saw Miranda, apparently she skipped Kindergarten, so she's supposed to be one year younger than us? & Jingyen came by tooo! Haha, to collect stuff. I'm really excited for tomorrow, considering how much fun I had today. It's gonna be cool tomorrow & hopefully, my hair won't be gged. Life keeps getting better! I went jogging today @ 6pm. & I sat by the side of the lake looking at..nature? It's really peaceful, really. & You just wanna stop & thank God for all these things He's made. & you compare it with...what the world is now. It's pretty different. Find happiness in Nature, Find happiness in Simplicity. & dinner was awesome. Thanks, mum! I think my English Language aka Form aka Literature aka Speech&Drama teacher can't stand us. But we can't really be bothered anymore, it's not like we did anything -.- & THE CHINESE TEACHER'S ALWAYS ANGRY WHEN I GO & POOP LA! Directly Translated Version: 'Teacher, I can go toilet?' -STARES- 'Go la! Go la!' -Stands- 'You why must be in middle of lesson go toilet?' -In English- 'Uhh, cos I need to poop?' LOL. Loser la. Elisa dreamt that I was a complete bitch to her, genius -.- LOL. Dear elle, I'm sorry for screaming at you online later, It didn't really occur to be that CAPITAL LETTERS kinda frightened you. Hahahahha. ta's! KELSEYYYY Wednesday, July 29, 2009
You can't love me. 7:23 AM
Rough and ready For your deadly game I've got nowhere else to go Boonhowe is an Idiot! A very nice one -.- If I didn't need to sleep, perhaps I'd be the happiest person alive right now! Cos sleeping is so waste time, like..I slept this afternoon for 2 hours & my whole day is GG-fied. I even missed my Haagan Dazs ice-cream time with my family cos I was too busy typing Lit Quotes & collating information that got me super insensitive & sensitive. & there's Math (my dad keeps bugging me to do math cos he likes math?) & history, I was supposed to make my history notes on Monday & guess what? I fell asleep on Monday afternoon as well. This sucks la! 'What's your favourite hillsong?' 'Idk leh. You?' 'I hear then I know lor, dunch know the title...' 'Sing!' -Deep in thought- 'I shy!' LOL. Pok(er face)! Gaypok! Gaypok-er! Gaypok-est! I feel like complaining. But that's not right. I'm pissed again. Every year when I grow older, my mum reminds me how I should be mature & for one month, she'll bug me about it & start complaining about how I don't exactly rock in taking things in my hands. Is one month over yet? I'm kinda scared I get myself gged. Like so much involvement. & misguiding. Assumptions. Right now, right now, I need someone to lean on. I'm still so much in love with Check Yes, Juliet! It's pretty entertaining, unlike Taylor Swift's noisy weh-weh sounds. Every passing day seems like I've ran several miles away from You. I can't breathe. Not really. ta's! I'll be loving you until morning's first light Tuesday, July 28, 2009
8:09 AM
So how does it feel to come to realise, that you barely knew me? Place it under my pillow! 6:21 AM
I'm tired. I eat during recess & sleep during lunch. & I sleep every 2 hours during lessons everyday. & my life plays on repitition like a broken tape recorder. Tell me it's boring. P.S Please don't attempt to piss me off at night, I've been rather icky-picky lately. I was super full till I couldn't eat & then I pooped & I got super hungry! I took 5min to have my dinner, lunch was non-existent & breakfast? I left it on the front porch of my house -.- Someone tell me I, like Su, am a complete genius. Sometimes I think people secretly hate me. Maybe cos we all get into our Plastic moods sometimes. Well, I'm pretty sure Jay Rumpelstiltskin Jiho can't stand me -.- We got our new little corner in replacement for the gym shed last year :D It's really cute, just that it was kinda dusty & stinky. We swept the place today, & tomorrow, we're either deodorising the place/ mopping it clean! Spectacular, yes? Strange, I was so darn tired. But when I closed my eyes, I couldn't get to sleep. Thinking about how I'm actually like when I'm angry...Right, I become a bitch. SHUT UP. I bought fake shilin today & peppermint milk tea. (No, it doesn't taste like colgate, for the last time!) School get's better each day, I don't sweat as much & I've finally given up on the idea of changing into shorts & Tee everytime I go home. (My mum thinks I'm abit mad...) Okee. So my parents are going to Malacca this Saturday, Idk for what. I'll go for CIP, leave early & have dinner with the trackers! Zongrui & Kieren are going :D They're the most adorable people I know, & I'm sooo excited to meet them. Ajy has yet to return my message /: Hope she makes it... Elisa's birthday this Thursday, going out on Friday. Retarded surprise on Thursday. HAHAHAHHA. ta's! I don't know, What I got myself into.. This time? Monday, July 27, 2009
6:56 AM
Everyday I worry I run away. It's frightening. YOU'RE MY GIRLFRIEND. For today. 6:31 AM
I feel so terrible, I recieved this gay-ass file in my mail & opened it & now it's auto-sent to everyone! DON'T OPEN ANYTHING THAT READ 'FOTO 27/06' FROM ME! YOU WILL GG FOR LIFE! LOL. Slept for 2 hours through Geog & Math & Lunch after that. 'I came up with a new theory to why Joe swears so much!' 'What?' 'SHE'S THICK SKIN!' Someone relieve me & tell me Su's a genius -.- LOL. I actually studied history today & sat down to do Math, like Sat down fro 45min :D Can you believe that I was excited to go home & study today? Cos..for once, I'm actually doing something! & Eliz & fellow judokas have like flu & fever & cough & funny swine flu stuff & THEY'VE GOT FINALS TOMORROW! GG. Pray for them, yes? English was a joke, we were supposed to research on some form of Entertainment, so we decided on Britney & scandals, lol. & we ended up sitting in the library making stooopid videos, laughing our asses off. My mum's asking my dad how many girlfriends he had O_O & she wants to go to Malacca this Saturday O___O Track dinner with coach & juniors this Sat @ East Coast, 5pm? CIP @ Padang from 1-6pm this Sat? Youth from 4-6pm this Sat? GG. I'm not even done with Jingyen's card & I have nada idea how I'm gonna pass it to him -.- It's terrible. Prayer works miracles. I like to know that. ta's! GGXX TTM! Sunday, July 26, 2009
Look where you're standing. 7:57 AM
WHEN FATIGUE PWNZ. Officially done with SIP & MATH AA. Eliz & fellow judokas are sick; Swine flu? We'll find out tomorrow. They've got Judo finals laa, need to beat nygh! Hahahaa. How easy it is to fall into temptation. You see someone on fb & you'll go, EEEEW or ZOMG, IT'S SUCH AN ASS! unconsciously & the next minute you'd kinda realise it. I'm blessed to have my life's page refreshed on the day I wanted it to. Letting it load once again, I'm gonna make an extra effort to maintain it this way. It's not gonna be easy, but I'll try. 'How do'u be someone useful & great? I wanna be someone great...' 'That, is not for you to decide.' I've been thinking so much, does education matter so much? Yes. But is it the only ladder you can climb so as to reach out to people? I don't know. We keep talking about ambitions, 'When I grow up I wanna be...' But what about now? What about right now? What do you wanna be, right now? I've never really bawled my eyeballs out, but at that point of time I felt safe, wanted & I belonged, to the Kingdom of God. ta's! Nothing wavers me When you close your eyes, yet see. 4:49 AM
When you don't have to say anything, when you're on your knees, just wanting to stay there forever. When you don't have to see anything, cos you're feeling with your heart, just wanting to stay connected always. Because it's the Presence that arrives into you. In life, everything depends on how much you want it. Friends, Gold Medals, God! Friday, July 24, 2009
11:12 PM
Trying to read MOV. Intrigue me? Cut my hair 'cos it reminded me of you! 8:38 PM
As every night passes, the silence grows & once again, we start an endless cycle of entertaining ourselves in a failed attempt. Someone remind me to change my pencilcase? I don't like blogger, it's still so screwed. I haven't been studying /: & wanna get outta the house. One more day added to Jingyen's card! I think I'm falling sick, my guts tell me so. I need to press an Alt+F5 in my life. ta's! Nonononono. 5:08 AM
Maybe I'm sorry... & You came to my resuce.. 5:05 AM
Turn's out tomorrow's gged, pretty good thing, in a way; Wasn't really in the mood for it. Maybe I'll go jogging tomorrow morning. I need to start throwing out clothes /: Eveything in the sermon last week related to me & I just, wanna come home, especially after so much. If I could detach my soul from myself, I'd be happy.. ta's! Open my eyes, Let me see Peek-A-Boo! 1:24 AM
I'm still like scarred from some stupid email I read, I tell you ah...One day I get heart attack, check my mail & you'll find out who did it! I wonder who's the retard who spammed me the ABCs today -.- LOL. Genius, la! Art was kinda random, we did some colour wheel thing & I painted Jingyen a picture? Yea, somewhat a picture. I've decided what to do for his birthday! I'd write everything I thought about him over a period of 4 days & I guess that's sweet enough <3 It's better than the cliche pretty, sexaye cards that people make & receive, yes? Perhaps it's true that I adapt easily but not let go. Those that suck? Chinese was a joke, Eliz was recording the lesson while we just giggled the whole lesson! Really, if the she sang I wanna Love You by Akon she'll be a bigg hit! We made 'Langterns' today -.- So that we'd be busy & not fight with other races; Racial Harmony, much. Well, I kinda know that I won't ever be at peace with the Isaac Race? I don't know why, really..as in, I don't hate him much, but he..kinda sucks? Perhaps, I'll think of a good reason. Blogger's still pretty screwed & that kinda sucks. I haven't asked my mum 'bout tomorrow & I've got a bad feeling about it. Okay. I've been enough of a biatch, that's enough for today. ta's! I'm sorry, smell my ass. Thursday, July 23, 2009
J'S FOR JOKER! 4:58 AM
I was being PMS-y this morning, so I thought keeping to myself & falling asleep would by far be the best option than interacting. Exam's nextnext week; Math -.- Eliz & Su left early cos of Judo comps, they got into the finals :D Congrats, Babes! (I WAS SO DARN BORED IN CLASS, PLEASE.) I've been the biggest loser today. 1. I slept on 3 chairs & my ear got squished. Final result: A damn red, painpain left ear. 2. I wrote BAKA on my hand with red ink & fell asleep on it. When I woke up, my leg was red, my other hand was red & my face was red -.- 3. I wrote DarkAngel on my leg, cos I was bored & thought it sounded pretty cool. I forgot that I was gonna change into fbts after that. So the 2 gay words were like THERE! (IN PINK.) 4. Mae was talking about Little Brown Things & I mean, what does that sound like? It sounds like nippies la! & I was laughing at how sick she was...turns out it was suppose to be poopoo. LOL. But poo isn't little, please! So like, LBT was Large/ Little/ Long Brown Thing, which conveniently became FBT (Fat Brown Thing) No, Su..not more Football Thailand! Haha. Math sucked, I got my questions wrong /: Like most of them, & I WANNA DROP MATH! Lol. In my biggest dreams la! I plan to sleep at 10pm today. 45min more on the comp, 30min to deal with the hamster & shit, 15min to pack my art stuff, 15min to wash up! Not bad, yes? & Papaya'd remind me. OMG, SUPER FUNNY. Mae was trying to recall something @ the bus-stop, so she went..ah, papaya! & We all got stunned for a moment & started laughing like stoopid little idiots. I spend my days sleeping in class. Oh, the joy! I hate 2 chocolate bars in less than 2 hours! Cos I was falling asleep, so..technically, it wasn't a big fault, cos I was trying to keep myself awake. Maybe I'd go running tomorrow :D I need ta ask my mum 'bout Saturday /: ta's! TOUCHED BY AN ANGEL.... GGED FOR LIFE! Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Find Me? 7:51 AM
Break down the glass walls around me & pour me all out. Refresh those memories & find me new shelter. WORD OF THE DAY: ECCENTRICSM 7:30 AM
It's really disheartening to log into blogger & find out that it's all screwed up. As I sat & listened, I was wondering who these people really were, why I was there. The definition of Perfection is subjective, yet we choose to conform to what others define as Perfection when we ought not conform to others' desires. Be a non-conformist today! Seriously, I don't feel like who I used to be. Myself. & I don't exactly like what's happening. I'm gonna be..different. I've got tuition tomorrow. Lemme predict the future, yes? I'm gged. Eliz & Su won't be coming to school tomorrow/ will be leaving early; Judo comps. Good time for me to sit down & think. & listen in class? I'm kinda tired. 10.41pm. Discipline. I'm sleeping by 11pm tonight. Cut my nails. I HATE LIFE. ta's! Would you wanna be a valid or invalid? Tuesday, July 21, 2009
7:38 AM
Check yes Juliet Are you with me? Rain is falling down on the sidewalk I won't go until you come outside Oh, those sensitive souls! 7:05 AM
I did horrible things today. I'M JUST A KID..& sometimes I don't like it very much. Cos I do lame, stupid things for the fun of it & a second later, come to realise that it's kinda dumb -.- SO MALU LA! LAST NIGHT WAS THE WORST NIGHT EVER! IT WAS SO DARN HOT LIKE THE SUN FORGOT TO GG! I was semi-conscious, sweating like a pig, wondering why I couldn't stop sweating -.- SO I THOUGHT THE FAN SPOIL! But, nooo...it didn't. So I switched it to it's highest level. (It didn't really occur to me that I could turn the air-con on, lol.) WORST NIGHT EVER! I was perspiring in class today, I mean, that's probably what I do everyday now la! SWEAT LIKE A PANDA (lol, jingyen!!) & we had dating tips today for CLE. Bigbig joke, I tell you! the powerpoint kept insisting that guys had raging hormones, they constantly think about sex & they only wanna have sex with you -.- & the poor teacher was all, 'NONOO! IT'S NOT ALWAYS THAT WAYY! BUT...most of the time' But, it was stupid most of it. I didn't listen in class today ._. I couldn't help it. Sulynn was being an idiot pretending to be in Africa, looking at the animals. I did a very stooopid thing today that almost got myself gged, bigbig time. OOH, I got a kiapkiap wallet! I think it looks rather cute <3 My sis says it's veh auntie -.- & my lipbalm can fit in it, very handy, yes :D Chinny-ChinChin! SOT was fun. I LOVE THE NATIONAL LIBRARY! Idk why, but it's always really windy there :D & that's like..a spectacular happening to me! COS I'VE BEEN SUFFERING FOR THE PAST FEW WEEEEKS! ta's! I think blogger's still screwed. Monday, July 20, 2009
I know. 7:20 AM
Blogger's pms-ing, as usual! & THAT IS SERIOUSLY UNCOOL. School doesn't seem to rock so much. If the Chinese teacher sang the Akon song, maybe it would. (& maybe if she stops staring at me when she talks about people getting expelled from school). No, I'm not being a sensitive chickenbutt, it's true! I need to buy certain things. Kinda urgently & I need to decide what to get for JingYen. He's so troublesome, LOL. & I'm becoming a retard! I sit in school & whine over missing smses & after awhile, I get so darn miserable. I DID WORK TODAY :D I AM GOOD. ta's! blogger's so screwed ]: Sunday, July 19, 2009
8:21 AM
I'm Happy today :D HAHAHA. Birthday, Bestie! 1:11 AM
I have nada friends in church. Seriously. Honestly. I'm not pleased. But I am. BUT I MADE A NEW FRIEND! Haha. I'm really worried for ThomThom, he's not happy. He's such a people-pleaser. ta's! HONEYZXZ <3 Saturday, July 18, 2009
8:04 AM
I need to stop thinking that people are stupid, gay & immature & start making friends. BUT THEY AREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! ]; 7:46 AM
MUM'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW! RAW CARD. 7:45 AM
Andre seems to be busy; I don't see him around anymore /: Best. 7:35 AM
We're boring ourselves out in an endless attempt to entertain each other. I need to cut my hair. I don't get it why guys find it so fascinating to pinch each other's nipples! LOL. It's a funny thought, but..OWWCH? I was late for church today thanks to my sis, who pulled me out from the right train & made me catch it again -.- & the bus was like retarded. 4 people attended cg today, cool or what? Hahaa. I was wondering why my hamster looked gged today, until I realised it was because I forgot to top-up it's food tray :P & it doesn't drink water, I MEAN..it'd become dehydrated & I'd be able to deep-fry it really easily & get like crunchy hamster, not a bad idea, yea? HAHAHAHA. 'I'm not sure if it was a good idea getting you a hamster' -Evan, LOL. I need to sleep early, I'm secretly wondering how I ever managed to strike up a conversation with the 'I need help!' pick-up line, haha! But it works fascinatingly well :D My birthday's over. Shaddap! HAHAH. YINGWEI IS A BIG FAT CHICKEN BACKSIDE WHO FINDS JOY IN PISSING ME OFF. CHICKEN BACKSIDE (asshole)! ta's! Tell me I didn't screw it up again, goshhh. Friday, July 17, 2009
SHOUT IT OUT FOR YOU. 8:20 AM
I appreciate the people who have always seen me through. Thanks. 8:06 AM
P.S THOMAS WAS IN THE SAME PLACE AS I WASS! (Busy LAN-ing -.-) No, I don't get boys & LAN. I know it's kinda lame.... 7:46 AM
BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HEADLINES: HARRY POTTY & THE REVENGE OF THE ANGRY TOILET BOWLS SUCK! As in, it's THAT bad. It's super anti-climax & that's the boomboompow in it! & when you think there's gonna be one...Oh, baby! The show ENDS! I'm disappointed. I was so excited last night! LOL. & this morning, the journey to school seemed so darn long /: &&& my hair was spoilt! & I got chased outta class when I was gonna tell Eliz 'bout Last Night :D Okee, so here's what I got from who: Jingwen, Chanel, Heather, Mimi, HanZhen, Celine, Evan, Wanyi --> the random rodent (jkjk) with al the food & bedding & funnyfunny stuff which was like RANDOM! It shits alot, it's so disgusting & it's poop hardens O_O Trackers --> ONE BIG PACK OF MARS & ANOTHER BIG PACK OF MALTESE <3 Random, much? Elizabeth --> Slippers & yellow card, red card, LOL. Curbes --> Shower stuff & fbts (zomgg, it's not curbe cut, LOL.) Mae --> Footie, some funny gingerbread man keychain, tweeety bird plaster, lol. & some bat-duck look-a-like. Haha. Jaslin --> (GOT DAMN LOTTA RANDOM THINGS) Yellow glue, yellow clips, yellow hairband, yellow hair tie, yellow strepsil, yellow nail polish, yellow comb, yellow ear rings (for me to stick up my nose, cos I got no piercings, lol.) & damn random stufff la! Sheryl --> the zippy-zipper & the damn ncie badge I wanted :DD & THE SWIMMING JUNIORS (even though i'm not in swimming, lol) --> for the planner :D it's super pretty laaa! Met Ben Tan on the bus, the botah daodao one, lol. & thanks to all the random people who wished my advanced & on-the-dot happy birthday wishes via sms, email, fb & all the yada-yada bullcrap! LOL. There was a failed prank aka the Curbers damn fail pad prank. Su was supposed to be stuck in the toilet & be screaming for a pad (while she put ketchup/chilli on an empty pad), then she's supposed to open the door & whamp it into my face. SO WHAT HAPPENED WAS: Su tried to be damn action & used too much force to tear the pad out of the plastic & ended up getting chilli sauce in her eye, LOL. So you see this short brown girl running out of the cubible going, 'OH! MY EYE. IS. BURNING! OWWWCH!' L-O-L! & I saw the same guy I saw on the bus yesterday -.- & yesterday I was thinking, 'I'll never see this guy again, what are the chances, man..' & poof! 190 was crowded (as usual) & I was getting pissed & I looked left & POOOOF! LOL. The subtitles for Harry Potter's funny :D LOL. Poof is 'WA!' & when Miley Cyrus? WTH? NO. When Malfoy said some funny words to make the birds disappear in the portal, it was 'somethingsomething tong4 ku2' & he kept repeating that over & over again! Super joke la! Symone & Zara are my fellow stoooopid friends who suggested walking ALLLLLL the way to the acsb bus-stop which is like, a thousand miles away from school, just to catch a straight bus to Island Cremary. & people like me SWEAT REALLY EASILY & GET DRENCH. WE HAD MUDPIE! MUDPIE IS LOVE <3 &&& SOURSOP, IT TASTED GOOD (SURPRISINGLY), just that it didn't go with the mudpie ]: I'm so fullll. Why do people keep dying everyday? Could we ever ask them to stop dying? ta's! & Everytime you leave, I don't even know when I'll see again. I hate it when I'm left to guess. Thursday, July 16, 2009
8:49 AM
BUS-STOPS FTW ♥ Sweet anointing Wash me over Sweet anointing Wash me over JIHO! 8:36 AM
I swear I feel like I'm the happiest & most blessed person in the world, RIGHT NOW! Don't ask me why, I just felt so darn happy when my tuition ended at 9pm :D So, the funny people aka Jingwen, Hanzhen, Heather, Chanel, Evan, Celine & Wanyi aka the wapiongz-ly weird people got me a damn hamster :D It bit me again, btw...& if it continues to do so, I'M GONNA STARVE IT TO DEATH & SQUISH IT WITH MY...SQUISHER! It's called Jay! My sis suggest JayJay (Rumpelstiltskin) Jiho, not bad, right? Jingwen suggested Shing -.- Sulynn --> Julius (after Orange Julius -.-) Heather --> Jeremiah Amando --> Jayke It's adorable la :D So this is how it went: 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOELINE! WE BOUGHT YOU A HAMSTER!' -Joeline rises from sleep & sees this caged thing with a funny thingthing moving inside.- 'WTH!? This is damn joke leh.' -continues to look stone- -continues to look stone- -continues to look stone- 'Thanks!' -Goes back to sleep- LOL. BUT IT'S CUTE! REALLY. IT'S NAME IS CUTER <3 I love school like a michi-machi machine, & don't bother asking me wth that is, cos I don't know either. My tuition teacher bought a damn nice pandan cake for me! I HAVE NEVER TASTED SUCH GOOD PANDAN CAKE IN MY LIFE! LOL. & I'm the happiest person, blessed with such pleasant & stupidly adorable friends who speak twit & humour me! I thank God, really. Eliz didn't come to school, kinda. 'I not feeling well...' 30min later. 'I think I okay already leh..' 'I'm coming to school' In school. 'HEEHEE. I overslept, lol.' HARRY POTTY & THE REVENGE OF THE TOILET BOWLS TOMORROW :D 15MIN TILL TOMORROW :D Yukiko & Jaslin fail, sleep already & sent me early messages, haha. & as usualy, Jingyen'll be on time w0rhzxz! HAHAHA. I'm really glad. Tomorrow's the prank, I SHALL BE ON MY GUARD. If I get fined for taking a picture of the 'hothot' Emmmma, my honeyy will come LOL. Tell me about it. ta's! CLOUD ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIXSEVENEIGHTNINETENELEVEN.... POOOF! IT BECAME COCO CRUNCH! Wednesday, July 15, 2009
She wants to marry me! 5:59 AM
I love school so much. I really do. & I ♥ 'All in my head!' Alotalotalotalot. We were so sian today that we paid attention during Literature. & I think Mrs L was pretty surprised, at least she appeared that way. Thomas is so sweet! I still have his Thomas the Toy Train badge. I've got great friends :D I CAN'T STAND IT -.- 'JAS! Where're you going after school?' 'Oh, Plaza Sing, lunch with Chanel & Heather...' 'Oh.' Today, we went to get this girl her present: (some grouchy picture of me & Eliz talks about the damn prank & goes, 'NAH! I'M NOT GONNA TELL YOU ABOUT IT! AHHAHAHAHAH.' Yesterday, I realised that my Epitome of Perfection wasn't all that perfect. Cos she's secretly like WAPIONGXZ EH! Haha. & SOME CHINA WOMAN PUSHED ME INTO THE MRT! Yea, she's a china woman, really. Seriously... She's so damn fierce la, She should be a man! HE. LOL. Yesterday was the weirdest day of my life (other than getting pushed by a china woman): 'Hey, why're you so yellow?' -stares- 'Do you eat alot of papaya?' [LIKE ZOMG, WHAT KINDA QUESTION IS THAT, DO I LOOK YELLOW? SO I STARED FOR LIKE 15SECONDS & DECIDED TO SPEAK.] 'No. Actually, I eat alot of banana, that's why I'm so yellow!' 'REALLY?' ah-ha-ha-ha. I got booked last week for eating a drumstick out of the canteen & that got me my SOM -.- HMMM, my memory seems to be improving. & ZOMG! HCI'S PLAYING AGAINST RI THIS FRIDAY! FRIDAY! FRIDAY! Sucks, right? I can't watch it cos I'd be busy watching Harry Potter! Lol. Butbutbut I would really like to! Cos Hci's totally gonna pwnz Ri & I'll be laughing my ass off. & I WANNA BE THERE TO LAUGH THE LOUDEST! Just imagine me & my big mouth & the wapiongz laughter :D On serious note, Something to think about. We read the newspapers everyday & find that more & more people are dying. Do you give a damn? So what? I can't stand how people just ignore it. Does it not seem to be screaming at you? But we just can't be bothered, cos we assume that it simply won't ever happen to us. There's such a strong want to do something, only to find yourself seemingly useless, hopeless. I forgot what I wanted to talk about. Yes, the grouchy picture. JASLIN, YOU'RE TOTALLY GONNA GET IT FROM ME FOR PUTTING IT UP! Big time, baby! I've got an ulcer. & I accidentally fell asleep when I came back. We put up posters for the O'KAE! campaign today. It's a hothot day. & tables are damn comfortable to sleep on; that's what I did for first lesson. & the next lesson, was a pissy sleep, cos I was asked to wake up half-way through. How do you suppose me to forget the face & words you used, threatening to rob me of my passion? PISS OFF! It walked through the front door & I figured that...perhaps I was done with the past. But my first reaction was like, 'What the Shize!' Perhaps not. Elisa's ___ juniors call me the 'tooot'. Thanks, Elle -.- ta's! I wanna write you a love song! Tuesday, July 14, 2009
7:06 AM
I've got my rockband, & I don't need you...  I've got my rock moves  & Guess what, I'm having more fun!  & Now that we're done, I'm gonna show you tonight!  ta's! I had fun today, Stalking people online [: LOL. (Evan didn't come to school today O_O) Chain Smokers 6:54 AM
I'm so veryvery tired cos I missed my afternoon nap due to tuition! My afternoon nap's like..the time I come home till 7pm! & tuition was from 5pm- 7pm! SO IT WAS POST-PONED! & shortened. Yes, the nap -.- I slept at 8pm @ woke up @ 9pm. I don't remember what we did. Oh, yes! We had ICT. Our ACP video's progressing really well. & we had RS & CLE. Which we kinda spammed pictures (Thanks, Curbes for posting!Refer to FB. ) I still can't stand it la -.- It's still wapiongzxz-ly hot & we can't have any air-cons turned on! How are we suppose to concentrate? Especially with our wapiongzxz-ly layered school attire! I mean, it's 3 layers la; Bra, Shirt, Pinafore! Oh, & Jas had ger piano examination @ Funan, so on her way back, she bought us ShiLin <3THAT IS ULTIMATE LOVE! My throat's still GGed & I can't really hear myself. We've got CHINESE tmr! It's bad. Honestly. Seriously. Really. I mean, out last chinese lesson? Everyone didn't learn the moxie & we were all copying & only the lousy people who weren't pro enough only almost got caught while everyone else passed :D LOL. & I don't get Math & all the circles. I like geog. It's like YO, I'M GEOG! GEOG IT. Lit's like, I DISLIKE, DETEST, I LOVE, ADORE LIT! History's like, I KNEW YOU ON 13TH MARCH 2309, LOVE ME! Math's like, I+U = ILURBEMATH? Science's like, I'LL TEACH YOU 'BOUT WHAT'S DOWN THERE! DOWN WHERE? THERE LOR! MIXMIX ONE. LOL. I'm tired. ta's! She said she said Said she wants to marry me It's all in my head Thats just not reality It's over its over Cause she said its all in my head It's all in my head Monday, July 13, 2009
Didn't see you around... 5:36 AM
You know what, I won't post 'bout my poop anymore. It's so weird! 'If you talk to him, I'll talk to Ben!' 'uhh, Okeee! But he's not online!' 'But if you do, tell me...' 'Oh, SURE! COOOL! Lol.' I feel like a retard everyday. I've been sneezing like a gazillion times today & it's so tiring! I like this song <3 Ignorance is bliss You'd always hear me say But at times you can't deny Those eyes lookin' your way Let me begin by saying what I mean It's a crime against the heart you know To be somewhere in between Well don't be shy I've got an open heart and hand And I just might have to confess just where I stand 'Cause lately you make me weaker in the knees And race through my veins baby every time you're close to me Take me away to places I ain't seen They say you've got a hold on me' And I Won't Disagree Rock a bye my baby Don't be blue tonight Oh I'm on my way And I'm gonna make it right 'Cause I've got the feeling You'll be needing love And of all the lonely hearts You're the one I'm thinkin' of I've been told it's gonna take an iron hand To break the mold and stand above all of the rest Well lately you make me weaker in the knees And race through my veins baby every time you're close to me Take me away to places I ain't seen They say you've got a hold on me' And I Won't Disagree I'll be thinking of that evening When there's nothing for me to do And I'll be wondering if by some slim chance You're wondering too Lately you make me weaker in the knees And race through my veins baby every time you're close to me Take me away to places I ain't seen They say you've got a hold on me' Oh lately you make me weaker in the knees And race through my veins baby every time you're close to me Take me away to places I ain't seen They say you've got a hold on me' And I Won't Disagree ta's! No, I won't disagree. WindChimes 4:21 AM
'I wanna be a newscaster when I grow up!' 'I'll be your weather woman!!!' '& I'll be the 3, 2, 1, ACTION!' 'It's called a director -.-' 'Nooo, it's called the..thethethe..COUNTER!' LOL. My dad hates wind chimes, he think they're unnecessary noice, haha! I think they're pretty small things. School was like, wapiongzxz-ly hot today. It SUCKED wayyy more than I expected it to. The school went to steal our air-con remote controls away & hid it!! That's so damn...unfair ]: & my altered pinafore looks so darn short O_O I manage to finish making Mae's 5 month old belated birthday card & JiaXing's. I think I rock :D Su wants to be lawyer & help the little kids in Africa. Eliz wants to be a dentist cos she claims it's easy money. Jaslin wants to be a psychiatrist. I don't know why either ._. Mae & I will be rich taitais! LOL. She can marry Thomas & I can marry Sean! HAHAHAHHAHA. I've got a bigbig problem with Math. I tried to listen in class today! I REALLY DID! I REALLYREALLY DID! BUT WHO GUESSED THAT THEY WOULD STEAL OUR REMOTE CONTROLS & MAKE ME SUFFER WITH SUCH TORMENT? OH, THE CRUELTY! Thus, I failed to listen in class [: I know how to spell RUMPELSTILTSKIN! I bet you don't :D (All thanks to MatttheJeong -.-) Damn joke! -F[ai]L- Andre★ says: Do you believe what comes around goes around? comes around goes around or goes around comes arod around* :? :/ Joeline { says: LOL WTHHH what goes around comes around ? Kinda -F[ai]L- Andre★ says: lol DINNER TIME! ta's! BBBBBBBBBRAAADDDDDDDDDDD! Sunday, July 12, 2009
Are we happy Plastic People? 8:08 AM
I look forward to being back in church. I wish I could stay there, cos the whole world's outside. & I'm inside. Take these hands... 7:53 AM
Break me down & build me up again. I've got a sore throat & a mild flu -.- I hate periods, they make you feel bloated & you don't really know when you're hungry. CCA's cancelled this whole term, I swear I'm going to be fat. Jaslin has her stoopid carnival on Saturday, it ought to be cancelled too :D I like it when it drizzles really lightly & nobody notices it. Only when you stare hard enough into some empty space, that you see these little lines falling from the sky. I like it when that happens! I slept this whole afternoon; when I came back from church till 7pm, I was so damn tired la! & I made cards! One has sticks on it & the other has lines on it, HAHAHA! My birthday doesn't seem so exciting anymore. I need to get well! Big time. Fastfast. LOL. I'VE GOT SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT! I think, haha. Elisa's so damn bullshit. I was helping her edit her write up for her campaign poster & she pangsehed aka went offline to sleeep -.- Remind me to comfirm with ZongQi's group if she's taking the kids this Saturday. School's gonna be bad tomorrow, my timetable tells me so. Subjects all the way! Geog, Chinese, Math, Science & all the sweet sensations of life, ha -.- I'll take a nice long nap tomorrow [: I need to try to sleep tonight. ta's! Break my away! Friday, July 10, 2009
5:53 AM
 You're haunting, you're taunting me. Tell me Your story. 5:45 AM
Silence is overwhelming, it causes much distress. I don't need to feel. I don't need to listen. I don't need to see. You, anymore. Today was a very dead day. & it still is. I can't seem to face it, so I shun it asleep. ta's! You're so magical, so delusional... Thursday, July 09, 2009
You & Me & Swings! 6:29 AM
 That's the way we play! Tissue Paper Stickers 6:11 AM
I like Geography, we were hiding the rock specimens today. I wonder how my teacher manages to be so feathery & gay all the time. Take a look at my girlfriend! 4:48 AM
School today was horrifyingly exciting, in a terriblyterrible way O_O When school ended, eliz was being annoying..No, I was being annoying, lol. She wanted to push me off the table, so that's what I did & she ended up doing a ballerina pose. After that, we started snatching her Judo ThingThing & so we kinda 'Crash!AHHHH!Shhheesh!OWCH!Damnitla.' But it was fun :D LOL. & Jaslin has like disgusting scrawny fingers that turn cold easily & they're kinda liamliam & she uses her damn disgusting liamliam hand to slap me -.- It's freaking pain, I tell you! & Jaslin has long arm hair, no, not under arm hair, LOL. & it stands when you touch her. ONE EPISODE IN BOF, THE GUY TOUCHES THE GIRLS CHEEK. & that's what eliz&jas have been doing, it's so darn disgusting! Like pokepoke your face like that, LOL. 'Uh, Joe? They usually use their hand to carass your cheek, not the finger..' 'O_O SO MANY? EEE! IT'S THE WHOLE HAND! LIKE AN OCTOPUS, IT'LL SUCK YOUR FACE UP & YOU WON'T HAVE A FACE ANYMORE!' Yesterday's broken telephone was exciting [: 'Momoshiro Chicken Pie' 'P is for Pie' <---'B are for Boys.......???' We had an exicting Literature class today! (I'm so glad, I'm finding joy in classes already.) Macbeth, something like 'Men's smiles are like daggers/ sinister..'. In today's language 'Men are horny!' 'The word Men is a general term, for both genders.' 'So, I can say...MY MEN & I WENT SHOPPING TODAY :D' I almost fell asleep during Chinese tuition today, so i took some chocolate & i got really restless...BUT I WAS FINE, MAN! I tried my best to seem so [: I'm so glad Andre's finally online! I miss him sooo much la! I feel so terrible, I just said somebody looked like an act cool fat china man! I've gotta be nicer, like..A NICE WHITE ROUND BOY WHO ACTS SO UNIQUELY THAT IT CATCHES MY ATTENTION :D Sounds better, yes? yingwei: fine im a short little boy ): JOE: ;D VERY BIG LA! LOL yingwei: so bad to me ): lols JOE: it's not bad it's honest i'm a good honest friend who doesn't lie! LOL ta's! one & only, best in the world! Wednesday, July 08, 2009
7:47 AM
We'd sit at a corner & play poker. Rendezvous 6:49 AM
'Su, we're all so stupid..' ......... 'Is Jaslin stupid too?' LOL. It's funny how we notice certain people & assume that they see us the same way with such curiosity. It's funny how we finally come to our senses & laugh at ourselves. I seriously don't know what I'm doing with my life. I don't even study at all! Except for Geog, cos the teacher goes 'bangbangbang!'. I haven't even read my Literature text!! & Chinese PT, I don't know why, but I can't seem to be bothered with it. Oh, & guess what? I've got my fourth booking today aka SOM -.- Whatever la! It'll be interesting to see 'This student has receive an SOM under miscellaneous for misusing her handphone 3 times & chewing on a piece of innocent chicken drumstick at the netball courts' on my report book. But, yea..I'm pretty disappointed with myself. I need to study & be good. I was standing in the 190 as it crossed the (zomgly damn long) highway. & it occurred to me that I've gotta do something about MY life. I'm always so darn excited about the thing I wanna be so darn excited about & other stuff? Well, I don't really give a damn about it. & it feels like, I'm becoming someone who's after what the world wants, &..that's not right, you see! I've been so busy thinking about so much other things, that I don't notice the simple things in life. I've been thinking so much. 'You're becoming like the world....' 'Can't you gimme a break, it's my birthday today!' 'Cos she was who I appreciated. Not you.' 'Absolutely not. If you don't wake up early enough, you will never get to see the sunrise. And although God is always close, if you don't pray, you will never manage to feel His presence.' - Like the Flowing River, Paulo Coelho ta's! A rose is a rose is a rose Tuesday, July 07, 2009
I hate it - this way. 11:33 PM
I don't wanna sleep. I wake up every morning to a day of PARANOIA. 8:29 AM
Coming from different worlds. You barely know my profession. I like hallucinating. But, no...I don't fancy the disappointment. HOME RUN! 7:58 AM
I'm sorry Mystery Momo Monster who has been calling me the whole day, only to find out that I'm not home. But, MESSAGED RECEIVED, BABY :D Thanks, Curbs <3 I swear, life is live-able without a handphone, just that no one ever knows how to contact you & you'll never seem to find out any admin information -.- School was fun. -er than usual. & I'm so damn tired. & pissed. You know what, I'll just give up, damn it -.- GIVE. IT. ALL. UP. I'm tired of online stalking cos it's so damn disappointing. Somehow. I'm tired. Went to Plaza Sing with Su&Mae to meet Jas&Elaine. Got chased away while they got my present! THANKS, MAN! Hahahaha. Tuition ended @ 7pm. Dinner, walkwalk, Dessert (LOL), walkwalk. Picked up sis @ 9pm. Returned home @ 9.56pm. I really need my phone back. I hate it. ta's! GOOD NIGHT MY ASS LA. Monday, July 06, 2009
Her secret fantasy of online stalking. 3:05 AM
I WANT A LITTLE BIT OF A LOT OF YOU! I'm stuck with the data analysis. Cos I don't want to do the data analysis. I don't like to. It drains your energy & makes you eyeballs ache. I've been sitting in front of the comp the whole day. I love the weather <3 It's terribly astonishing, I've been thinking 'bout Sharon the whole day O_O No, I don't wanna think about her -.- Jaslin went to poop & she never came back online again, LOL. Eliz & Su zaoed. Mae's disappeared. You know what, I'll go be a lady & drink tea, play some piano...shit, i needa cut my nails! & go get some exercise [: 'Nehmind, Nehmind!' 'I neh la!' My mum's still annoyed with my new-found choice of annoying language :D HAHAHAHHAHA. It's cute. LOL. Happy Blairthday! ta's! MADMADMAMA. REVOLUTION 12:05 AM
I LOVE HK SO TERRIBLY ]: & I really would like to know if CCA is cancelled this week again (RI & RJ DID LA)! It's Sunday, two days have passed since Saturday. Damn it, Eliz -.- I haven't spoken to you since! I've been thinking. My sis & I went ona harmless hunger strike that lasted for 2min in an attempt to get my mum out of Marks&Spencers clothes section to the food section :D LUNCH TIME! Saturday, July 04, 2009
Stuck On You 7:30 AM
Our CG has been GGed, haha. Nah, we just...kinda split up cos it grew too big. It's good..& bad, cos I won't get to know the people I never knew (cos I always pon the first 6 months, haha)! But I'll getta know more people. We had games today. & dinner. & somehow, I'm not happy. Not feeling normal. Not satisfied. Somehow? Yes, I know. Cos my damn phone's not with me. So I can't tell time & when I get lost, I'll be gged & I go home. I wouldn't have to call, you wouldn't have to know! I think I shouldn't have written what I did. I know too much. I'm so sick of observing from the sidelines; as in, seriously, sick of it. But you see, I don't talk in this game, I'm not suppose to. I can't. I like thinking. Just sitting down thinking of nothing. I don't wanna resume training cos for me, I don't train, I get interrogated & lectured by the freaks on how I should stop purposely ponning training (or so they think -.-). It's not really nice when the freaks can't stand you (it's freaking pissing). Oh! The coach too. Hmm, let's see, what was the last thing he said? 'The next time you don't bring your trackpants don't bother coming for training.' & other than that, he doesn't even comment on my drills or anything I do. Track heats have been pushed back one week, so is swimathon!! My birthday plans are gged! Big time. Church's @ 9am! Hope to see you around. Nights. ta's! Don't Listen, Observe the Silence Friday, July 03, 2009
Freak. Creep. Weep. 11:34 PM
MIARA! 8:20 AM
Happy Birthday, Dad? I'll never name my child George Goh, or Quincy Quek (Check out Urban, last page)! GG&QQ. School was great. Eliz was being a dog. 'Ey, wipe that la! I washed everything already...' 'Orh!' 'Good Girl [:' 'I know! I'm damn good like a dog la!' :D '-.- I didn't mean that, y'know...BUT SURE! ANDRE'D WANT YOU!' 'Ya la, white dog somemore!' I love Eliz <3 I need to spam water & catch up on sleep. ta's! TOMORROW'S SATURDAY. Thursday, July 02, 2009
Self-Righteous Brat 6:56 AM
Why even bother arguing with someone who doesn't even speak your language? So I'll say byebye to my phone & will no longer have to make retarded gestures. I desperately need to talk to you guys, regarding He's got a damn girlfriend -.- & ZOMG, BULLCRAP, BABY! School today sucked, big time. I was so damn tired & the geog teacher goes 'whackwhackwhack', wake up! 'Hmm, how do you switch the air-con off?' 'You close your eyes & clap your hands!' 'Whatt?' -snorts- -laughs- -unopened-mouth burp- 'ELIZ, YOUR SOUND EFFECTS VERY PRO LEH!' 'Have you seen an elephant seal? IT'S SO DAMN UGLY!' 'WHAT, WHERE??' -points- 'This is it's head & that's the...thing! It's so damn ugly!' 'It's called a TRUNK.' 'I expect something from this group later on..' 'OH,SURE!' 'We'll tell him we ain't got a thumbdrive & someone took the book & Chanel fled!' 'Ey, please la! She's sitting there, choose someone further can?' 'PEIBING!' 'WHERE??' 'My mum doesn't want me to watch movies with you guys...' 'WHAT!? WHY? BUT IT'LL BE MY BIRTHDAY!' 'cos she wants me to watch Harry Potter with her!' ta's! Ilikesospitepeople. Youmaynotbeseeingmetmr. Wednesday, July 01, 2009
7:24 AM
Sometimes, I'd be wondering what your life's up to. Breathe, Bitch! 6:54 AM
Yea, whatever. I was being a total bitch today. WHATEVER. Shut Up! I flunked Chinese. Lit was fine. My damn phone was gged. & a cyborg came along to give me a blast that turned me on; full-mode. & I accidentally rolled my eyes at Candace cos I felt she was being such a retard hiding in the cupboard. Yea, a freak. That's what I've become. & I slept for 4hours after that to relieve the trauma. Then, I'll have to see my tuition teacher tomorrow. Splendid. ta's! Tattoo Your Eyeball |