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Monday, September 28, 2009
Rock-Cold Romance 8:09 AM
Tonight, Jess asked the most hilarious question ever. BAHAHHAHAHHAA. Despite his always-unconcsiously-pissing-me-off behaviour, I do sympathise with YingWei. Oh, but I came up with this brilliant idea to piss him off before he pisses me off, this is how it works: 'YINGWEIIII!' 'hihi' 'CLARCLAR :D' 'wth -.-' Back to the point, he gets dao-ed everyday. If I get dao-ed everyday I don't know what will happen to my ears, I think I'll go deaf & my mouth will rot. & he's finding excuses for her, for himself to accept. Quite gged. Sean called today so apologise a gazibillion times cos he couldn't find Su's shoes, this is how it went, something like that, which was pretty amazing: 'Sorry, I couldn't find the shoes. Sorry ah, I checked the swimming pool, I checked around the swimming. Then I asked the guy in-charge of the swimming poool. & the cleaners in school. I went to ask the PE teachers. But I'm sorry, I couldn't find it. Sorry ah..' (& add a few more Sorrys anywhere you like, yea..it went something like that, HAHAHHAHA.) I've been sweating bigbigbighugehugehugewapiongzwapiongzwapiongzalotalotalot. & it's killing me, inside-out, literally. MY MUM THINKS THAT IF I TALK SO MUCH, MY CHEEK MUSCLES WILL GROW & MY FACE'LL LOOK ROUNDER O_O I'm trying to be hardworking in school. I need to poop. Everyone has their different perspectives of doing their best. How then would you know when you have done your best? The best of your ability. ta's! & it started all over again, messaging him. I watched. & for that tincy-wincy moment it affected me. Sunday, September 27, 2009
So what, Socrates? 1:18 AM
Elle has finally invited me to her blog, after..4 months -.- LOL. It (I forgot the word) _____ how people are so vulnerable to Love. Yea, Love is this really crazy & amazing experience that is related to curiosity & lust. It makes you feel so high, like the world's finally perfect & it crashes you down so hard, so hard it hurts all the time. Why is it that people are so vulnerable to such drastic emotions? I mean, it's so unbelievable yet realistic, yes? People are so into Love. A tumblr post every minute talks about Love. Love isn't All That. Although it's great, ha! I don't like it how people are so non-responsive, it makes them seem irresposible & useless, not useless..irresposible & weak. I finally realised how it feels like to be called Hopeless, even though it isn't in your face. Hopeless is a tiny with a ginormous effect a person, not just girls who have their periods & get icky-spicky sensitive. Hopeless:[http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/hopeless] Never call someone Hopeless. Cos it shows your insecurities & inferiority complex. I don't feel like studying today. Watch The Grimm Borthers yesterday, or however you spell it, only to realise I watched it before. ta's! It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep, 'Cos everything is never as it seems. Friday, September 25, 2009
7:49 AM
BABABLACK SHEEP HAVE YOU ANY WOOL?
YES, SIR! YES, SIR! THREE BAGS FULL.
ONE FOR THE ___, ONE FOR THE _, & ONE FOR THE LITTLE BOY WHO LIVES DOWN THE LANE! Thursday, September 24, 2009
'Cos it's all right! 8:08 AM
Every minute seems too precious. I work during dinner. I work at night. Wednesday, September 23, 2009
4:58 AM
Today I sat down & thought what I'd do if I weren't in track. Today I thanked ThomThom for offering to take a car down 1km from his place to sit beside me to hear me rant. That was a gazillion months back. Today I remembered how upset I was back then, cos my day was rotten, upside-down & left in the cold. I was so angry. I was so angry that I cried. I felt so helpless & broken. & It's so mysterious how I bear no grudges to anyone, just to the situation. & from then on, I lost my opinion. I lost my passion. It's slowly burning back. Life? Tuesday, September 22, 2009
7:50 AM
Happy Birthday, LiWei! 'I'm 2 days after Sean, we're like brothers.' Memorable much, yes? Haha. I'm falling in love with Pastamania. Teeeheee :D I'll finally be coming home early tomorrow. Needa make notes for Geog & spam more Math & finish up Chinese Compre. Plausible. ta's! Wicked. Sunday, September 20, 2009
WHY WE CELEBRATE MIF. 7:43 AM
Mooncake Spam! I don't know when the Mid-Autumn Festival thing is on, but I appreciate the Mooncakes & Pomelo very much. & the pig in the basket thing. Let me tell you why the Chinese celebrate Mid-Autumn Festival (cos I was forced to memorise it for my PT & it wasn't even tested -.-) There was this act cool dude who shot down the 9/10 suns in the sky cos it was so darn hot the people were melting away. So the heavnely emporer dude very buisong, so he banished the act cool dude & his wife, the Long Rabbit to earth. One day, the act cool dude found this medication that could allow one to be Immortal (WAAAA!). But his wife wanted to be like him, veh act cool also, so she ate it & flew & flew & flew to the moon while the act cool dude said, 'WAPIAING! YOU STILL MY SWEET!' The End. There's another story tooo :D About the some people wanting to attack some people. So some people went to make mooncakes & put some plan of attack thingy in it & gave it to every household. Conclusion: Some people died. AWEESOME :DD THIS IS KINDA EXCITING! I think I like china town! I NEED TO FEED THE HAMSTER. I think I've been traumatising it. Perhaps it's gonna die early, cos when you stress it out, it'll die. My family thinks I'm too close-minded. If not for that, I would have been able to achieve. ta's! Word of the day: BLEHH! Saturday, September 19, 2009
6:25 AM
Close your eyes & let the rain pour! Friday, September 18, 2009
It's not yet winter! 8:06 AM
Su got her wallet drenched in Idk What & we spent assembly cleaning it up with Ah Hong, aka Poker Alert, glaring at us. After we did that, Eliz & I got bored. So we started..snorting & squaking. She did her 'twinkletwinklelittlestar' snort while I did my loudest! Kinda failed. So we started squaking. It sounded way better :D My castle has been moulded, shaped, carved & painted, I can't wait to see the final result :D Jaslin's J dropped off, L-O-L. FAIL! Jaslin has a crazy obsession of taking unglam photos of me & go 'I POST!' Eliz has a crazy obsession of 3 piece swimming costumes - flower & 2 nipple pads Swimathon was kinda fail cos of the rain, but TapTap was awesome & the gym was great :D (Somtimes I think I use Awesome, Great, Fantbulous, Fascinating, Cute, Funny too many times.) & when we did started swimming, we decided to play in the baby pool! Super joke. Su was a genious, bringing us to a super far toilet. Dude, it's not glam seeing a bunch of girls walking around drenched, some pantless with over-sized shirts (AHEM). & when we arrived, there was only one cubicle. WALA. '& I PRESENT TO YOU SU THE GENIUS!' Went to look for Sean after that. His phone gged, I thought I didn't bring my phone. & I started panicking, cos the last message was 'I'll be somewhere near the poor, where do'u wanna meet?', until we realised the COLOURS Award people were in the canteen, but he wasn't there. & Elle came along, 'JOE! I THINK THAT'S SEAN!' & then we walked to J8, we wanted to take a taxi. I wanted to take a taxi! Lol. Cos I was perspiring. Anw, I've been a complete Loser the whole day! It's embarassing la! I didn't bring my phone to school yesterday, ggxxed. I thought I didn't bring my phone to school today gggxxxed! So I went around asking for Sean's number & finally got it. & people were dialling me asking me why I neh pick up. When I was coming home from Bishan, 'OHMYGEE, ELIZ! MY PHONE!!' ta's! Anke-Leg Grabber Thursday, September 17, 2009
atisuue! 7:05 AM
Coolness. Tomorrow's friday! I'm going to continue working on my castle (with bricks, wood, a secret door & a cell). & I'm gonna see Teacher Hong tomorrow. She will be bringing a refreshing start to my day! 2 people hiding in a cupboard seems wrong, but it's awesome :D Laugh till you cry, Scream till your ears hurt. I'm sorry, Eliz. I freaked you out. We're being graded on Class Performance for Lit&English; teaching us how to act & be political. So now we raise our hands & act enthu. Not we, They. I seriously cannot be bothered. Badbadbad. I will attempt to be bothered. I LOVE THE TOCKTOCK SHERYL BOUGHT FOR US! IT GIVES OFF THIS FUNNY TOCKTOCK SOUND! & IT SOUNDS BETTER WHEN YOU TOCK IT ON SOMEONE'S HEAD. REALLY! My pimple has yet to fully disappear. I have decided to leave it alone. I need to start studying for the exams. I'm excited. Hungry. I can't wait to see Liz tmr [: ta's! HOrny Wednesday, September 16, 2009
4:09 AM
I feel smelly, gooey & disgusting! It's been ages since I've sweat big time! (LOL, SWEATED.) It rained, I couldn't go jogging. It was so darn hot this morning, in the room & I was sweating like a Panda! (quote jy, haha!) & I TOOK BUS TO SCHOOL, IT'S THE AWESOMEST THING EVER :D IT'S SO MUCH FUNNER THAN TAKING THE CAR, COS YOU FALL ASLEEP & GGXX. But when you take the bus, you see so many daodao & funnyfunny faces & it's uber cold! HAHAH. Chinese was bad, we had like chengyu test & tingxie, super 'phail', LOL. To be continued.. DINNER TIME! AAAHHAHAHAHA. Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Girl Meets Boy 7:35 AM
Blogger's fixed today. I love La Roux <3 Her songs are so eccentric. Today was fun, timed passed astonishingly fast. We're working on RS tomorrow again = FOOOOOOOOD! I need to cut down on my expenditure on food, my money's disappearing O_O I shut someone up today & felt bad about it. So I asked him to shut up in a very nice manner. 'You're gonna be a great guy, without he despo-ness.' BounceBounceBalls, can't blame them, yoz! I'm going jogging tomorrow. MATH GA TOMORROW! I needa work on RS. I was pissed today. I don't think I'm gonna make it, my GuaiKia Initiative is super fail. I didn't tie my hair 50% of the time today, I wanted to sleep. 'SO PHAIL!' 'SO LOSER!' I use to envy people, a lot. & sometimes, I still do. But there's a bad side to everyone. Most of them smoke. Ouch. ta's! I believe in Miracles Monday, September 14, 2009
6:10 AM
It's called: R-A-G-E! 6:00 AM
I'M FED UP! I'M FRUSTRATED! COS YOU DON'T GIVE A DAMN, NOT AT ALL! Lovers keep on the road your on Runners until the race is run Soldiers youve got to soldier on Sometimes even right is wrong Sunday, September 13, 2009
From this day 3:22 AM
Sometimes it really bugs me how I can care about someone who's possibly willing to throw his life away. I am bursting at the seams to open my big mouth & tell someone my new found fact. On the other hand, something's pulling me away, asking me to keep it silent. I've decided not to give a damn 'bout my pimples, coscoscos..I think if I worry about them, they're gonna stick to me for a very long time. So I'm giving them some time & space to ponder & reflect, maybe they'll decide that I'm too great a person to terrorise! Hmm, oh..yea! School starts tomorrow. Well, I'll be in the air-con for 7 hours & will probably be in the air-con for the next 2 hours or so. That's awesome, I suppose :D OMGGG, SCHOOL STARTS!!!! No training, WEEEEHEEEEE! MrBrightside says: lol YOU CAN SIM! SWIM*! Joeline { says: -.- THOMAS! THOMAS! THOMASSSSSSSS! OF COURSE I CAN, YOU DODO! What is the world coming to? Everytime you tell me that I can return, anytime. & I feel guilty about it. If I don't, I'd be wasting 4 years of my life. Yesterday was Coaches Day. I think it just ocurred to me that school really starts tomorrow. I need time to digest that. Oh, & I'm not sure if I really wanna change before coming home from school everyday cos the weather's like really, extremely, zomg-ly hot. (& I CAN'T HELP IT IF I SWEAT EASILY, RIGHT?) I slept for 4 hours just now! & I thought my head was gonna break off from my neck when I woke up. & everytime I wake up I'll go look into the mirror to see if my pimples have disappeared. But..uh, they don't. Lol. & I don't know how I'm gonna sleep tonight. & I couldn't wake up just now, no matter how hard I tried to! When I opened my eyes, my neurotic neurons would be 'ALERT: TIRED! SLEEP!' & I'll fall back to sleep. & I was sleeping on the floor, right in front of the main door. I don't remember how I got there O_O OMG! I WAS SLEEPING IN FRONT OF THE DOOR!? OH. MY...that's horrible. ta's! QUERIDA! Friday, September 11, 2009
7:10 AM
9.15am tomorrow. SET! countmypimples.tumblr.com 5:58 AM
Yup, the title's this week's biggest joke! & yup, that's where Eliz went in a failed attempt to look for thy tumbler! [L] Today was unexpectedly fascinating. Training was...cute? Mr Tan was trying to teach us hurdles, not the walk, running pass hurdles kinda thing. Jane had her Karate Kick, Elisa with her #5, & me with my horse kick. First timers, not bad, yea? Showering in school; I closed my eyes & thought I saw Chaba! LOL. That's when the lights turned off (yea, that's what you get with Automtic Light Sensors in an attempt to save electricity, stranded naked, alone in the J-Block toilet). Idroppedmydarnundies&theygotwet;embarrassingmuch-.- Aliens in the Attic is the loveliest joke ever! Well, perhaps not the loveliest, but it was lovely enough to please me :D & McFlurry never tasted so good before! & Elisa's place was humid, warm..(No, Elle! Not hot. Hush!) House Comm Meeting was (for the first time) enjoyable. We had discussions & stuff. & ZOMG, THE PIMPLE IS AN ISSUE. BUT I'VE GOT A BIGGER ONE NOW. I TOTALLY FORGOT THERE'S SL TOMORROW! WE'RE GGXXED TTM! UHHH. GOTTA RUN! ta's! SEAN'S BIRTHDAY'S COMING <3 Thursday, September 10, 2009
6:27 AM
I Feel A Terrible Layer Of Oil On My Face ! I Feel Terrible ! 6:17 AM
I need to stop asking people to 'Go & die la!' or 'Go fall gently upon the ground, deceased!' I need to stop saying 'OI!' in this really manly & pissed manner. & avoid calling people 'Asshole!', 'Butthole!' or 'Buttock Hole!' Hmmmm. Shouldn't be too hard [: I guess. CHABA LOVES YOU! 5:59 AM
Ever since we watched Chaba, life has been bad! LOL. Seriously, I stood alone in the lift & freaked out. Zara closed her eyes to pee, hahaha. & Elisa, well..she's just pretending Chaba's her best friend or something, L-O-L!! I need to comment on the weather. Big Time. Or maybe it's just me. I've been sweating Big Time everyday, every minute, every millisecond for the past 2 days & I'VE GOT THREE T-REX PIMPLES! But thanks to my great effort in attempting to make them disappear (Close your eyes & count to three & say ABRACADABRA! pooof, they disappear), ONE HAS DIED! & 2 more to go. Spamspamspamspam water & pimple cream. I've got a sad life & I've got training tomorrow. My poor pimples!!! Met EMS today. I'm a bad liar, Eliz..Shhhhh! Haha. Ice-cream was nice! Empty cones too :D Strawberry, Birthday Cake, Swiss Chocolate, Amaretto & Butter Pecan. & ICE-CREAM PWNZ ALL, COS IT REDUCES SWEAT (aka save my sad pimples)! I'm sweating, It seriously irks me! I finished using a whole packet of tissue in less than an hour! My poor pimples! Did I mention, I was pissing everyone off unintentionally yesterday. 'Ey, why're you in a bad moood?' -GLARES- 'I think it's the pimple!' & seriously, I hate my pimple! ZOMGGGG, HORRIBLE BAD NAUGHTY MEAN PIMPLE! BADBADBADBADBAD PIMPLE! ROARRRRRRR! ta's! What looking you? I looking You! LOL. Wednesday, September 09, 2009
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Although it doesn't make sense & they aren't hot & they don't know how to pronouce 'SORRY!' properly, I think this song's so cute! I LOVE THE BEAT! Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Monsoon RAIN 10:43 PM
Training today was alright, tiring..the nice kinda tiring, the kind you can tahan! Haha. I'm sooo glad we haven't been doing long runs!!! But it was super humid & I was drenched before the first half of training -.- MMM, what's been going on? Monday, group training, super joke! I'll be seeing Su, Eliz & Mae tomorrow for RS :D & I'll have training on Friday again. I've been wondering what Mr Tan's been thinking about, trainings seem to be getting kinda weird, lol. I miss Coach /: I painted my nails Pink! Nah, not the hot faguang pink that Mae lurbbes, the normal kinda pink that matches my skin tone, Or So I Think So. & I've got the buttercup & hamster sticker on my hand :D My sad hamster has no sex life. I went to buy food & bedding for it (Like, yea..the first time I actually bought something from a pet shop & had to ask where everything was -.-). & there was a picture of another hamster on it. & it couldn't take it's eyes off it! Seriously, he kept staring & staring & trying to stick it's large head through the white metal bars. Poor JayJay Rumpelstiltskin Jiho! LOL. I'm still secretly happy that I know how to spell 'Rumpelstiltskin!'! HEEHEE. I used to pronouce it as 'Rapunzel-stilt-stin'! LOL. House meeting on Friday. I think I've got Math homework & I'll pass my Indices GA! Lol. &&& I LOVE DEVIANTART <3 The comp spoil! GOT NO NOISE ONE! & MY FINGERNAILS KEEP GETTING CAUGHT IN BETWEEN THE KEYBOARD! IT'LL RIP OUT MY NAIL POLISH! LOLL. ta's! You're wasting my time Runaway Runway 6:54 AM
4 HOURS OF CHINESE TUITION. (with McMuffins, Milo, Pancakes & Hashbrowns) (with 3 packets of sultanas, smarties & toblerone) 2 HOURS OF ENGLISH TUITION. (with 2 pieces of BreadTalk, Chips & Biscuit) I'm tired ]: 9.30am-8pm That's like a gazillion tiring hours out! I realise how I sub-consciously run away from the things I don't wanna face. & pretend that it ain't there, but know that something's bugging me from the back. I saw this fat chikopeh who was looking down this woman's shirt in the mrt today -.- ta's! MISSYOUMISSYOU Monday, September 07, 2009
Cow jumps over the mooon 6:37 AM
Math is annoying me. I fell asleep th entire afternoon. Training was a joke >< Math is annoying me. I have given up stalking people, the thrill ain't there anymore, it's not challenging, LOL. Today was much fun. Elisa was being horny. LOL. iLOVEmath, that's when I get it. ta's! Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly." Sunday, September 06, 2009
Neurotic Neurons 8:20 AM
WAKE UP! I MISS YOU! HURRY ON TO STUDY. Saturday, September 05, 2009
Found the clearing? 6:03 AM
I wanna be able to step up & take the torch You offer I always feel so refresh after church, like..it'd finally occur to me that I don't needa care about what to wear days before I go out, what people think of me, what image I project, cos like..I'm me & loved for the way I am. It feels like you've just showered! Lol. I don't read the newspapers. I already know that deceased people are rapidly increasing everyday. & they just can't stop dying, it makes me mad /: I wanna make them stop dying. I can't. ta's! Scream till you heart's content! Let me go. Friday, September 04, 2009
Allan 6:24 AM
Ring out the bells again, Like we did when spring began Lots of BoomBoomPow today. & whining, apparently, it worked! Tomorrow @ 10, amk! Haha. I'm kinda egg-cited :D I need. I think. I need to sleep by 11 tonight, my health is deteriorating. Apparently, they did hurdles walk/run for training while I was gone, cos they couldn't use the track due to Softball Practice. Ha! We've got telematch next week. I wanna bungee jump & parachute. & return to who I used to be! I'll be awesome. ta's! Little Children Thursday, September 03, 2009
WES 7:04 AM
Muscleache makes people walk like they've got something stuck up their delicate buttock holes. I guess Mae's favourite book's pretty incredible <3 Honestly. But gosh, maemae! The whole time I was reading about the bs dude, I tought of the bespectacled white face! NEEEEEED TO SPEAK TO YOU! ta's! Wes! Tuesday, September 01, 2009
Back track, Down town 1:56 AM
Oh, man! I cried in my dream cos I lost the name of the song we played on the boat & I'd forgotten your name. Oh, man! I was in desperation. Play On Repeat 12:31 AM
Exciting. Let's recall what happened yesterday. I had Rum&Raisin, Durian & Green Tea ice-cream <3 & I spent the entire time listening to updates on people & sharing my own. Friends whom you can't be bothered with on a everyday basis, but can't bear to leave when you see them. WeeSheng was missing ]: He's still pretty tiny from the last time I saw him at the Match. I wanna go walk in the longkang like they did, it seems pretty exciting & nerve-wrecking :D & We'd play the swings still we've got motion-sickness & till our butts hurt. I spent my time in school talking to Sean & ChenYuan. I thought I had a problem with my ears till ChenYuan agreed with me that Sean speaks really softly, haha! Jingyen's weirdd! BAHHAHAHA. Gene & Aspen (I need to refrain calling him Sperm Ball X:) walked me to the bus-stop, pretty sweet, huh? Especially when they're the bochap kind. 'Gimme a hug!' 'Uh, but I'm not used to hugging girls..' 'Then you're gonna have to get used to it!' Suprisingly, I couldn't really be bothered with the dudettes /: That's bad, right? I was sitting in the bus thinking about lots of stuff. Came home & fell asleep. Woke up, 'IS IT TUESDAY YET?' No, it wasn't. I dreamt that he returned, rather disturbed when I awoke. Qirui supposedly spent $107 treating everyone for dinner after the movie yesterday, Hahahahha! Cos Gene made him to. Zongrui & I have GREAT plans for the future! Teeheeheee. Priority! Secret! ta's! Is there anyone? |