'But we do not have to think that human nature is perfect for us to still believe that the human condition can be perfected. We do not have to live in an idealized world to still reach for those ideals that will make it a better place.' - Obama
Wake up call..Don't you care 'bout me anymore? 7:02 AM
Do you know what's worth fighting for?
I failed math. Watch me come back. I failed English. Watch me come back.
Don't rub it in my face, just watch me come back.
I'm an asshole when I don't reply messages. My reason? I don't feel like it. Sucks, right? I know.
I'm gonna study hard. Just so you know. I'm seriously going to. No more texting/ eating/ sleeping/ stoning in class. I'm gonna do well.
Watch me come back.
I can't wait for tomorrow [:
Hamstring still damn tight. I'll get a C for sit & reach ><
Don't screw up the hamstring.
I'm gonna study hard. I really am.
ta's!
Just you wait & see.
Mused
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
3:27 AM
Mused
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
6:32 AM
M: THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO MARISSA & ONLY MARISSA! LOL.
('cos I left her out in my JERMS post, so paiseh! Hahahhahaha.)
Dear M,
You are high,
I won't let you die. You are emo. I'll be your hero.
You are blind (in love), You are mine <3
I'm a budding poet! I know, right [: I couldn't stand the fact that IKR stood for IKnowRight..That's the most ridiculous abbreviation I ever heard. Dude! Why so spastic one? Lol.
LOVE YOU, GIRLIE :D
Mused
6:13 AM
So my East-side Excursion wasn't very exciting.
The East is a very hot place, with little air-con & super lotta sun. It makes me sweat. A lot.
& everywhere I go, I'm so cautious & wary of every little thing. That place's a stranger to me! I could get lost & kidnapped or something, lol.
Went to Parkway Parade? I think. We went there. 22nd Flood, DAS. We didn't exactly managed to get what we wanted to do done, but at least we managed to get some information [:
Went to mug a bit @ Starbucks, sitting in a straight row over a 2m long but very narrow table..lol.
I don't really get modulus functions, but I kinda get them. Oh, whatever!
I didn't exactly do well for my exams this term. So, I'm gonna have to do some serious catching up (for my marks) /: I PASSED CHINESE [: Haha.
I shouldn't read so much books, they give me terrible moodswings.
There was some idiot in class making strange idiotic noises when I was sleeping -.- Seriously, man...shut up la!
I will not eat in class, sleep in class, read in class, fart in class, whatever!
LOL.
ta's!
stop&stare
Mused
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Touch Fire, Get Burnt 7:36 AM
Dear Diary, LOL.
Today was a pretty good day. I was asked to shut up & stay away in the sweetest possible way & I wasn't even mad. I think I'm crazy. I've got a feeling that I'm playing all the wrong cards & I'm gonna get gged in the end. I'm kinda sure..lol. Uh-oh.
ta's!
J
Mused
Friday, April 23, 2010
9:37 PM
Ohmygoodness. I feel so terrible. Like terribly happy & strange kinda terrible.
I think I've been too blunt. It tends to get quite hurtful sometimes..
I don't know. Everyday is an Idk! So unsure. So exciting. So crazy.
& I don't know how I should be feeling..
Mused
Thursday, April 22, 2010
7:45 AM
Everyone speaks simple, that's how we want life to be. We wish for what we want, hate what we don't. We speak our mind like nothing else matters & laugh at the slightest joke.
I suppose life isn't that simple. But life has been good. But I've been so damn grumpy everyday.
I finished reading Fake ID! I loved it!!
I love JERMS!
Rachel's like some spastic nerdy-nerd! Sheryl's voice is so high & she's like a little kid!
SuLynn's some closet mugger, random much! Also a little kid!
Eliz is with Howard. She can go & die! I will bake cookies for her! LOL.
Evan is growing taller. She needs to shrink. I'll buy her a shrink gun or something.
Jas is so black. She's still the same! High & bouncy. (Sounds wrong! HEH.)
So school was great today. I didn't sleep in class. In fact, I was wide awake! Like, a bumblebee?
I think giraffes are really cool.
They have long necks, it makes them look like aliens! It's fascinating!!!
ta's!
Everything you say, directed at me.
Mused
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Never meant to make you cry.. 7:34 AM
Lesson #1: Never talk to me when I'm semi-conscious. I don't know what I'm speaking half the time & I get pissed easily.
Lesson #2: Do not speak randomly. It freaks people out when over-done. Lesson #3: Real Vs Fake is Me Vs You
I know, I'm such an asshole. We had photo-taking today. We had school today. We have school practically every single day of our lives. Eliz got 2nd. I borrowed a book from the library, I will not sleep in class ever again. I slept for 3 hours; 6-9pm. Woke up starving, pretending the world didn't exist. I'm trying to be a good kid, never will be as great as you. Eyeball rolling, story-telling. Tell me about it. Screw you, Lama!
I'm trying.
ta's!
& sorry.
Mused
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
8:32 AM
LIKE YOU!!
Haha.
Mused
7:36 AM
Hello. World.
I'm back. & alive.
I survived!
House camp proposal done, Tests are gone. AAs have been submitted!
WOOOOOTS :D
Seriously, I'm so glad my night has brightened by my entire. School has been hell, super sian the whole day & time drags on like mushroom-look-alike slugs. Leaving a trail of slim behind it. Yea, that's how slow it is.
It's funny how everything starts with a blog. All the crazy episodes of life. Welcome to Season 14 of my life! I'm not gonna say that Life is getting better by the day, cos everytime I do, it gets super gged. Life is average. What do'u expect from an average Joe :D
Oh. I failed English. Haven't told my mum yet, teehee!
I love Zong. He's my itsy-bitsy lemon squeezy little bro who..kinda is not so itsy-bitsy anymore, but. Heh <3
ORA was entertaining. Selling loads of random stuff- badges, socks, cards, whatever there is. Some crazy dude spent like $20+ on our shoelace game! HAHAHAHHA. JOKER LA!
I'm not into blogging.
Today was exciting. Today was bad. Today was strange. Today was fun.
Ran in the rain yesterday. SpendSpendSpend.
Got lost in Jurong East today! Haha. GG. I LEARNT THAT JURONG EAST MRT IS NO WHERE NAER JURONG SPORTS COMPLEX -.-
Okay. Sleep. Is precious.
Ginseng. Is precious too. Helps you stay awake in class :D
HEH.
ta's!
Jay.
Mused
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
8:38 AM
I'm not a good team player. I'm still stuck with freaking out. Everyone is drowning, I'd really love to help. But I can't. I'm stuck. That's why I run. Run away from everything.
Sometimes, it really doesn't matter. Doesn't matter. Doesn't matter.
Mused
Friday, April 09, 2010
10:18 PM
Alright. A bit too much rain this morning.
My hamstring's very tight. Didn't really do much today.
While waiting for the rain to stop, we decided to collect rainwater...
Elisa got wet.
Rachel got wet.
We all got wet.
Elisa has long hands.
Rachel has long arms. Joe has short hands.
She got pushed into the rain.
I think there's something wrong with me. I keep pooping.
Before I sleep, when I get up, after warm up, return home.
Tuition in the afternoon. Edited the stamps. Again.
Will gaodim the background when Chris gets back.
We're all gonna go out after Nats. We're all gonna play in the rain after Nats.
I haven't seen Nick at all.
ta's!
Rain is falling down...
Mused
7:31 AM
Would you meet me by the water tonight
Would you please fall asleep
Holding my hand
Mused
One day at a time, step by step. 7:03 AM
How am I to know when all I see is mask & all I hear is naught?
Alright, maybe I'm slow or something. But it finally struck me that my whole life will revolve around one thing, Work; Sec, JC, Uni, Job. & for a moment there I was stunned & upset about it.
I find it rather scary. That this seems to be the big picture of life. But if course, there's gonna be fun here & there. I'll live it through!
My tolerance has been deteriorating. I get pissed & can't even appear fine anymore. I can't look anyone in the eye; I smile & walk away. It's not exactly working.
So I went to school with a super black face, complaining 'bout everything. & 2 hours later, I leave. 3 hours later, I'm back. School's over.
I've completed the damn stamps & rs proposal! Wow. I'm wondering how I'm gonna cope with next week's exam. I can't possibly bring myself to study whole-heartedly till Nats are over. Which means, I'm not gonna score so well. I can predict the future. I can change it.
Awkward much. I'm cowardly.
I heard it's bad to be blunt, so 'I don't wanna talk to you' never came out.
I heard it's bad to be blunt, so 'You'll disappear for good' never came out.
I don't know. I need sleep.
ta's!
Please, sir. Don't you walk away.
-Rachel Yamagata
Mused
Wednesday, April 07, 2010
I THOUGH HE'D BE DELIGHTED! 4:22 AM
There was this period of time, there were so many rainbows at HC. The most exciting day was when there were 2 in the sky at the same time. Everybody loves rainbows, not just kids. They're so fascinating. All of them are merely illusions.
I have no idea what's going on for Math now. But I'll figure it out soon enough, I suppose.
I'm so tired /:
I slept through 2 blocks, so paiseh! Geography & Chem; just so tired! Waking up for school every morning is killing me, it's so tedious. Then I have to walk across the field to the foyer, stand up for 10min for assembly & walk 3 flights of stairs up to the 3rd floor. & I have to do that almost everyday.
I promise I'll try my best to sleep early tonight & not sleep in class tomorrow.
-Work on math
-Gaodim rs
-Geog worksheet
I'm really wondering how Eliz spent her birthday yesterday.
Oh, su's famous quote: I THOUGHT HE'D BE DELIGHTED!
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I do like competitions.
I do not like competitions.
I haven't yet decided.
Thanks for coming down today [:
ta's!
Make my day <3
Mused
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
A-LIZARD-BIRD! 5:40 AM
Dear Eliz, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I know a thousand candles won't be enough to light up your life! (Cos only How Art would).
Dear Eliz,
&
I love your senseless sense of humour. It's so dry & lame that it cracks me up all the time!
Dear Eliz...
Even though you're so white & uncool (& I haven't been taking pics with you, cos I took a along time to find this), YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THE CHIOBU THAT I LOVE SO DEARLY!
Love,
Joe
One more thing, thanks for your mafia wars account ><
HAHAHAHA.
Mused
Monday, April 05, 2010
Try 7:31 AM
The more I learn, the more I learn The more I cry, the more I cry As I say goodbye to the way of life I thought I had designed for me