'But we do not have to think that human nature is perfect for us to still believe that the human condition can be perfected. We do not have to live in an idealized world to still reach for those ideals that will make it a better place.' - Obama
Alright. SPORTS FEST WAS PRETTY AWESOME. Although we didn't win & my sister's house did & she was busy bragging about it yesterday (whateverrr, mannn! haha). It was fun. & I kinda realise the purpose of Mass Dance after a super long time. HERE GOES! The purpose of Mass Dance is an attempt to make the Sec1s more loved & accepted in the school. HEH. Okay, kidding. But the Sec1s were pretty cute & good. -reach out for the stars!-
It's fun to be in a house, like. As cheesy as it may sound, the whole 'being united' thing is fun!
& TERI CAME BACK! OMGG, TERI THE SMALL LITTLE GIRL :D
She's the most awesome v-capt ever la. & the shortest ><
Went for dinner with Jas, Mae, Rach & Sheryl @ Toa Payoh.
(POTATO MY ASS LA, JAS!)
The rojak got suuuuper long queue!! LOL. Andre's supposed to try it & tell me if it's nice [:
Went swimming this morning with my eldest sister.
Last night: Ey, Joeline. You better wake up or I'm leaving without you.
This morning: EY! CHRISTINE! WAKE UP!
& then: WHY YOU NEVER WAKE ME UP? NOW WE'RE LATE!
Soo, I'm sunburnt & my face itches.
Yesterday was crazy hot la. The track was burningg.
& my arms are all chaota.
Eriza almost tore her hamstring, super lucky she didn't.
Track Camp next week [:
I'm sweating like crazy. This sucks.
Okay. Back to stalking :D
ta's!
Turn around, bright eyes!
Every now & then I get a little bit lonely.
Mused
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
6:28 AM
Dear Friend,
Love, Joeline
Mused
Monday, May 24, 2010
8:30 AM
Hello, Jealous Beyatch.
Mused
8:11 AM
Mused
EMPTY HEART 7:45 AM
I barely hear You whisper through the rain "I'm with you" and as Your mercy falls I raise my hands and praise the God who gives and takes away
- Praise you in this storm, Casting Crowns
Emptyemptyempty, that's how I feel. Despite having achieved quite a lotta stuff today.
If a heart's empty, accomplishments don't really matter anymore. There's no satisfaction, just numbness.
Red. Marooon.
Marooned.
Marooned.
When you're falling behind, I will carry you. - I will carry you, Clay Aiken
I'm such an asshole.
TSK. So annoying.
An asshole for the better.
ta's!
You don't even know what best friends are!
Mused
Sunday, May 23, 2010
7:39 AM
All of us has the ability to affect someone and to change the circumstances.
So what are you going to do about it?
Mused
7:31 AM
Sooo, I've been sleeping the whole day. Almost.
& I managed to chiong abit for Math GA tomorrow, despite remembering that I even have one like 30min ago.
& I'm tired again.
This week's gonna be good. Cos it's the last week of school. & cos I'm gonna be sleeping before 12 everyday [:
I owe my dad $30 bucks for my phone bill. Exciting, isn't it?
I haven't even gotten Jenn's present. It's 2 months overdue, I think.
WAAA, CRAP.
I'm damn sleepy, lol.
ta's!
Who's got what it takes to be..
Mused
Friday, May 21, 2010
8:17 AM
Mused
7:10 AM
I'm quite disappointed in myself, currently.
):
You know, this could all be avoided if we talked things out.
-Jas
Mused
Right, Left, Right? 6:25 AM
Fist punch here! Haha.
When I was a kid, I used to be really confused. I'd always wanna help others out & be busy with everything else other than mine, so I would never really accomplish anything within a day. My mum would always scold me, telling me that 'If you can't even take care of yourself, how do you expect to help others?' But as I grew up, I learnt stuff like 'Love your neighbour as yoruself'', the whole care for others & put others before yourself thing..So, yea.
But I suppose it's fun. Satisfied content.
I really should start sleeping early. Every day becomes a killer. Mornings a murder, dragging yourself outta bed, brushing your teeth. Everything takes so much effort to accomplish! & classes, are your worst nightmare. Today was bad. Woke up not being able to walk straight. So I ended up bumping into my bed twice after shutting my phone alarm up. Bad start, dizzy much.
The Last Song; terribleterrible show.
No, Zara. It's not even sad. I was so willing to cry my heart out but, dude. It didn't give me a chance to!! Tsk. & Yukiko fell asleep ><>
It was boring. Really.
Open house preperations. We did up our track board pretty fast! Hmmm, not bad :D
At least it's done! One down! No more proposals!
Yesterday, was the worst day ever. & I won't let it affect me. Nothing will. Nothing will. Nothing will. Nothing will. Nothing will. Nothing will.
Damn it. Damn it. Damn it.
ta's!
fatass
Mused
Saturday, May 15, 2010
8:45 AM
Alrighty.
Are you cold?
Are you worried?
Are you wondering?
Are you bored?
Are you happy?
Are you serious?
Are you questioning?
I don't know. I'm scared when people freak me out. I get freaked out easily /:
Especially. Especially. Exceptionally.
Mused
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
9:30 AM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 7:37 AM
I don't know what's gonna happen next time. We're all movin' outta town, No more hearing the familiar sounds...
Mused
9:18 AM
Tick-tock! Tick-tock!
Blast the clocks.
Tear down the posters,
shoot the losers.
Where do you stand?
Mused
Sunday, May 09, 2010
8:24 AM
Do you know the story of the spider in my toilet?
I actually felt so disturbed while showering with it in there, like..it was looking at me or something! Lol. Do spiders eat their little spidlings? Why are there always like dead boyfriends hanging around?
Happy Mothers Day!
Yea. I said that 4 times to my mum today & she was all, That's not sincere!
I even held her hand & asked her to look into my eyeballs! Hahaha.
Let's talk 'bout mothers. I wanna be a mother when I grow up. I wanna have kids. But I don't wanna have kids. Cos they can get to damn annoying sometimes, they should just shut up & remain tiny. How am I ever gonna teach them English? You can't exactly teach English! But I've gotta make sure they speak good English & moderate Chinese (LOL).
You know what, I'll have to find a husband first. Forget it!
We currently have 6 PTs/AAs in total. I really wonder what the school hopes to achieve for us by spamming us with projects and what nots. But you know what, I'm so gonna get them done.
2.4 is tomorrow! I'm gonna runrunrun, hophophop, whatever it takes me to not walk. Yea, an A is obtainable, but..it's a test to see how far I'm willing to push myself la. I don't wanna be the lousy asshole who just sits there when she's tired & lets her ass grow big.
The fun of life is the danger it has.
Life isn't suppose to be stressful or busy. God gives you what you can bear. While the world, just tries to be funny. Shut up, go away! LOL.
ta's!
Kryptonite.
Mused
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
7:52 AM
Today sucks.
Mused
Sunday, May 02, 2010
Here comes the ambulance. 2:12 AM
What happened to all the simplicities of life?
Every complicated matter can be reduced to simplicity. If that's what you want. You could make it happen! I am currently having my music therapy session; spamspamspamspam + tumblr. It does help. Makes you calmer. I was so glad last night, downloaded all my favourite songs <3
What am I gonna do, when the best part of me was always you? - Breakeven, The Script
I don't care, cos I won't know anybody there - Anybody there, The Script
How come we don't say, I love you, enough till it's too late - Live like we're dying, The Script
Taking shortcuts through the alleys, while you're racing through the alley - Talk you down, The Script
The smashed the playground to build the Cashew MRT Station. Right. They'll never smash the one opposite the canadian school [: You know what I'm starting to think bout these smileys. They're so fake. I like to watch people smiling. It's so much warmer & friendlier & non-plastic!
I'd watch your face & await your smile! Like some psychotic paedophile! Haha.
Training resumes this Wed. I'm kinda excited. I don't know what I'm gonna do for the 2nd half of the year (yea, other than studying & stalking people once in awhile on fb >< ). I don't know 'bout external trainings, 'bout extra-curricular activities. I'm gonna study, listen to my music, love my tumblr, love you. That's bout it. The year's coming to a..half! That's pretty fast, yes? It sucks. & I was wishing this year'd end on 1st Jan. I don't know what I want with my life.
Why're some people so practical? Why do some people choose to be so pragmatic? Why do they choose to be atheist? Why do they choose to assume that the world's the world & well, it's the world. Don't they wonder how it came about? Don't they wonder about the greater, stranger, mysterious something that made us all? What 'bout the first man & woman, how did they come about? How are we suppose to break that barrier?
]:
Did you try to live on your own? - 21Guns, Green Day
But the more I grow, the less I grow - Try, Nelly Furtado
I hate it when I watch people log off. The offline bar appears too suddenly. It doesn't exactly slap you in the face, but it kinda kicks you in the toes.
Let's go back. To the point where we were such great friends, such committed christians. It was fun, it was a bond that only we shared. What 'bout now?
ta's!
Whydoallgoodthingscometoanend - All good things, Nelly Furtado
