'But we do not have to think that human nature is perfect for us to still believe that the human condition can be perfected. We do not have to live in an idealized world to still reach for those ideals that will make it a better place.' - Obama
Everything's annoying me & no, I'm not being paranoid this time. It really is annoying this time.
Timings are just wrong, words are wrong, attitude is different. It's so bothersome, troublesome. It's so damn annoying!
ta's!
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye...
Mused
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
8:09 AM
No. More. Sky.
Mused
8:08 AM
I'm angry.
I needa break.
Needa be happy.
Kinderjoys are amusing anymore.
I needa smash some glass.
Break a heart.
Make some blood.
Needa be happy.
Mused
Monday, July 26, 2010
8:23 AM
When you're trapped inside yourself & you don't know how to get out. You're just somewhere, but you don't know where.
That's the worst.
Mused
Saturday, July 24, 2010
9:11 AM
Dance concert wasn't too bad. It was pretty entertaining.
Mmmm. Yea.
Today wasn't a very bad day, considering the fact that I woke up past noon. So I only had to live through another 12 hours. Which was spent pretty happily.
Hope colin's concert goes well. Band Aid. Hmmm.
LOL. PLASTER.
ta's!
Can't buy back love.
Mused
Friday, July 09, 2010
7:42 AM
Speechless- Natasha Bedingfield
Mused
Moodswing madness! 7:26 AM
Natasha Bedingfield's new song, Speechless :D Notch bad, notch bad..haha. Will attach it in next post.
PTs have been going pretty well, I've been doing them waayy ahead of time. Just that ZN's cable is with her dad who's overseas & we've recorded stuff in it. Soooo, yea. Work during the weekends! Geog, Bio, SS left.
Exams: Left with Chinese compo & physics (which apparently, there's nothing to study for, heh) Waddle Campaigning - 21st - 3oth! Eggggciting much :D HAHA.
Track wise. Deteriorated. Terrible. As I was trying to explain today, I seriosuly don't know what to do - continue training with coach & try once again or to just simply forget about everything. The longer I wait, the harder it gets. But Idk, man /:
School's been pretty good, I haven't been sleeping in class & I can survive 3 blocks without food. I'm coping & adapting well. Yea. After half a year in school, about time. LOL.
'Crystal can be a photcopier when she grows up!'
So how's everyone? (Rhetorical question = persuasive device) I went to play with the swings today & for once, it wasn't raining. But it was still awesome <3 I love every single tiny moment I spend playing with the swings. They're the bestestest thing ever! Hahahahahahah. I feel super free & happy. Odd. But SO WHAT MAN, MAKES ME HAPPY HO LIAO :D
ta's! [:
Mused
Thursday, July 01, 2010
7:15 AM
If I go crazy then will you still Call me Superman? If I'm alive and well, will you be There holding my hand?
-Kryptonite, Three Doors Down
Mused
The grey skies will clear. 6:59 AM
Secretly hoping it floods evertime it rains. Imagine lifeboats & dead bodies. Mud & fallen trees.
I used to think nice people were always complicated. There'd be some corner where there's too much to hold & everything pours. That's the same place where you usually find yourself pounded on. But I met a friend who was rather simple. But not just simple. Simple & constantly happy. How do people do that? Maybe I was jealous, maybe I was mean. In an attempt to turn a life the other way round & prode it with a burning rode. But I'm just a kid, what difference could I make?
Like a leech, it attaches itself onto you until it's got enough of your blood.
I feel like an asshole. Feel like a jerk. Feel like an idiot. Feel like a sucker. Are you still happy? Still a joker? Still a sadist?
