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Tuesday, August 31, 2010
7:25 AM
I love Nanyang Primary! Hahaha. Maybe not. But I really miss our stupid we all used to be.The whole 饮水思源 thing really kinda makes sense now. Like, well. You kinda remember who you are, who you're supposed to be, who you've always been. & 2 years ago coach told me that I was gonna be different 2 years later. Yea, & I've been different. I forgot how it was like to be...normal? Sometimes you get kinda caught up in so many things... I FEEL SO YOUNG AGAIN :D Heh.
Miss all the lameness. Went out with the guys & yukiko. Went to HaoYi's house after that...after 30min of bugging >< HAHAHA. Crazy miss everyone. RG seems so dead already /:
ta's! RACHELLOW! EPIC.
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Sunday, August 22, 2010
8:54 AM
 Happy Birthday from 36 days ago!Haha.
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8:53 AM
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8:43 AM
I miss you.
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Sunday, August 15, 2010
5:54 PM
hbl today.wow. pe hbl. wow wow.
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Monday, August 09, 2010
6:25 AM
THROW IT AWAY,FORGET YESTERDAY!
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6:25 AM
THROW IT AWAY,FORGET YESTERDAY!
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6:25 AM
THROW IT AWAY,FORGET YESTERDAY!
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6:23 AM
THROW IT AWAY,FORGET YESTERDAY!
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Sunday, August 08, 2010
9:30 AM
Honestly, my whole Walk with God thing, has not just gone down the drain, it has died! & I'm secretly hoping that, maybe, if someone sees this, you'd help me out or something! Pull me back up. Idk, man. I need help. I can't be bothered anymore. Seriously.
I just read Mae's blog. & I realised what a hypocrite I am. I've been asking people to pray & trust in God. I mean, look how 'high' I used to be & how I really fought for what I believed in & all about me being a tool of God & all that stuff. & now. I can't be bothered. I guess, reading her blog's like a wake-up call to me. To get back on track. Every time I climb this ladder, I slide back down. I'd never be able to reach the top at this rate. & I see myself slowly giving up on everything I once had. Let's be brutally honest. I'm giving up on God, Track, Family. I can't be that self-centered, right? NOOO, CANNNOT. Yea, so I needa get my act together. Not just soon, but reaaal soon!
ta's! I know Your grace is sufficient for me!
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Saturday, August 07, 2010
8:43 AM
Everyone's an asshole once in awhile.So stop trying to be an asshole all the time.
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Tuesday, August 03, 2010
6:47 AM
Results are out tomorrow.I starting to doubt things. Go out this Saturday?
I remembered how when I was young, I wanted to be 'perfect' the way my classmates were. They woke up every morning which crazy enthusiasm for school, coming prepared & awake, neat, ready. & I would wanna be like them. & maybe I still do. I don't really lose out, having no life. My chances of being able to make it big in the future are higher. I don't know what I want. I could be normal, someone who'd blend in. I could be someone who stands out with a unique personality. I could be me. Who's she? A personality's made up from different experiences, from life, environment. So your surroundings & circumstances make up who you are. So..who are you, really?
Lightning. Rain. The trees swaying with the wind. How vulnerable they are to collapse. No one would hear. Covered by the thunder. Then again, constant motions of silhouettes. Then again. Then again. Exciting. Murderous. I could choose to look away.
ta's! All my secrets away
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