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Friday, January 21, 2011
Windows, Holes 7:27 AM
I could walk into the woods by myself without you having to be there.Have you ever felt hole-y? Like there's this big hole in your chest & you've got no idea why. It seriously feels like a hole, like you can feel the wind blowing through it & it hurts, cos it's cold. Or perhaps you've felt really sad before & your heart seriously hurts! I used to think that those were the cheesy stuff emotional people said, but it's true! You can feel it. You should try it sometime.
People fall into holes. Sometimes they get stuck. Usually when they get stuck, they start hating holes forever. They see holes as an obstacle that leads you to failure. Windows are holes too, aren't they? So are doors. They're holes to a house. But sometimes we fail to see these windows & doors, we still see them as deep endless pits that suck us up that we can never come out from. So when we past them & we mock them, we hate them, we make ourselves believe that they're all no good.
Breakfast with Bros. It was cold. It was warm. It was comforting. It was freezing. It was fun. It was silent.
Open your eyes & come home.
ta's! Joe
Mused
Saturday, January 08, 2011
Dear M, 1:09 AM
I see you broken,
But I don't ask
When you're breaking,
I fail to realise But if you need me, If you ever do Please know that I'll be Waiting here for you
Joe
Mused
Thursday, January 06, 2011
6:56 AM
It kept drizzling/ raining today. Remember it was raining?
We all got wet.
I'm so tired.
1 big topic to cover tomorrow, Quadratic Functions!
Not bad though, hope I'd keep the pace.
Mused
Wednesday, January 05, 2011
6:47 AM
Raindrops are falling on my head.
Mused
5:05 AM
Life sucks.
Kinda.
Indecisive.
Noobs.Love. Life sucks.
Kinda.
Be with you everyday
Mused
Tuesday, January 04, 2011
5:38 AM
Just revised 2 topics [:Gonna skip 1. & 2 more tomorrow.
Is there a way to not sleep in the afternoon? I can't help but feel the need to close your eyes, think of..things & just drift off into whatever you're gonna drift off into.
Could you picture yourself on a hill. A hill you've just climbed a longlong for no particular reason. You're tired. It's drizzling heavily. You're wet, your hair's wet, your shirt's wet, your socks are juicy, your shoes are soaked. & you're kinda tired. But once you step upon that hill, you see a hut with a table made of stone & seats around. So you sit down. You feel the wind, it's pretty strong. Your hair's all over the place. You're laughing. You're smiling. You feel calm & pleased, satisfied. & you think to yourself, I could stay here forever. So you sit there for about an hour as the rain continues to pour, wind continues to blow, as you continue to feel safe & protected in this new environment you found. You glance up & you see a kite stuck on a tree. You laugh, cos you've always loved flying kites but never did, but imagine your kite having stuck up there on the tree. You feel so sleepy.
Trying to put into words where I've been. Then you're there. & all is good.
Anw.
Mons & Fris are my coffee days.
Tue - Thurs are my tea days.
This is to ensure that I don't sleep from 7.45-1pm daily.
Life sucks.
I'll not sleep in class.
I'll do my homework within a day.
I'll drink my coffee& tea till I die of over-consumption.
No, I'll wait till the end of the year. I've got 51 weeks & 4 days left. Looking forward to it already. & I'll wait & remember. & wait & remember. & count the weeks.
JUST YOU WAIT & SEE!
ta's! I'm walking on a rocky roof, & I'm looking at the sky
Mused
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